Confused? (1/1)

Amber's POVA new day for me. *sigh* I dont even had enough sleep because of last night. I cant understand why did my heart beat that way. That kiss made me confused as hell!!!!!"Good morning guys." I greeted all my work mates as usual."Hey whats with the mood Ambro?" Key asked me. I dont know too."Dont have enough sleep last night." "Wae? Dont tell me you get laid last night?! Omo! Lil llama is a grown up now!" Psh. What the hell?"Hell no! Too much things just bothering me. Dont be too loud! Others might hear you." I said in annoyed tone"Oh sorry. I just thought because you know, you havent make your move for your maomao." Yeah right. That one. My time is running out. Maomao wont stay long. Arghhhh"Im just making a plan for her. You know some romantic dinner or anything." I lied. I was busy thinking of my feelings for her sister after then kiss. The Jungsis are really driving me crazy!"Oh is that so? Tell us we can help you know. We are your friends. We will be glad if you will be having your love story." "Thank you Key. Let me think what should I do first ok?" Let me think my feelings first. I am starting to go crazy. Day in work is fine. Just like the usual. Checking if deadlines are met. For a while I forget about KrystalMy phone beepedFrom: maomao <3Hey llama. Wont you come over for dinner. I will cook. Maybe its the chance to sort my feelings out.

---Minutes of driving and arrived at their home*tok tok tok*"Is that you Amber? Just as sec!" Jessica yelled. Probably she is in the kitchen.I waited and then she opened the door for me. She is still wearing an apron but she still looks gorgeous as ever."Good evening Jess. I brought some wine. I dunno what you will serve so I bought both red and white.""Oh, thanks. Shouldnt have to." She said with a smile. Wait why my heart is still beating the normal rate. "By the way, are you alone?" I asked her because when I entered the house I didnt see my princess."She went to a birthday party along with her co-doctors in the hospital." I felt uneasy. Thinking that she is with the jerk doctor. Arghhh. I hate myself for feelings this."Hey Aj, are you ok? Is there something wrong? You seem uneasy." Jess pulled me out of my trance. Am I too obvious?"Uh y-yeah. Just thought of something. So its just the two of us having dinner?" Changing the conversation"Yep. Are you hungry? We can eat now." "Alright lets go." ---While eating I cant help but think of Krystal. What she is doing at the moment or where she is. "Hey Aj, are you really sure you ok? You are quiet. Dont you like the food?" She asked me worriedly"The food is great Jess. Thank you for inviting me. Do you mind if I stay a little bit? I want to wait for Soojung." I am damn worried about that woman. Knowing she is with Kai. "Yeah sure. What do you like to then? Lets drink the wine you brought ok?" Wait for me in the living room. I will just clean this mess." She said as she clean the table."Ok I will just watch tv while waiting."After she is done. She accompany me in the living room. She brought the wine and two glasses."So how's work?" She said"Stressful but I love it, you know that I really love to plan structures. Supervise them while it is built.""Ohh. So you really enjoyed your job I see. Any plans in going back to the states? She asked. Why all this sudden?"Nahh, I already got a life here. Besides I visit my family twice a year since I got here. I miss them but I love my job here.""Ohh. You really changed a lot. From the playful kid back then. You seemed serious and motivated now." Of course I am. "Yeah I think so. How about you? Any plans for your stay here?" Our conversation went just like two friends catching up. I dont feel the tingling feeling every time I look at her. Does that mean I dont love Jess anymore? "I am just enjoying the time catching up with my old friends. With you and Krys. I miss her so much." "Jess, I am sorry to bring this up but I want to ask if you are willing to give me a chance." Yeah thats my motive right? Ask Jess about us"Honestly Aj I dont want to give you false hopes. My answer is still no. I dont want you to commit yourself to me. Besides even we figure things out and we feel the same for each other. Dont you think its hard to work a long distance relationship? I cant leave my job in the States same as you that you dont want to leave Korea." She said to me while looking at me. I cant find the words to say. Yes I am hurt with the rejection but still its ok. Its like its no big deal for me. Maybe I dont love Jess anymore.

"Anything to say? Is everything ok? Are you hurt?" She asked me"First Jess, thank you for being honest. Second I'll be lying if I said I am not hurt. After all you are indeed my first love who happens to reject me twice. Third its funny that I dont feel hurt like the first one and I dont know why." Of course you know babo! It is because you love someone else. My mind tells me"I am sorry Aj if I cant accept you. I am sure that you will find someone better. The one who will suit you the best." "Its getting late maomao. Thanks for the dinner. I guess I cant wait for Soojung anymore. Goodnight." I told her"No. I should thank you for your time and I am glad that you dont took my rejection negatively. Goodnight." She said then she kissed me on the cheeks and hugged me. It felt good but not sending the same electricity I felt when Krys and I kissed. I did have a good night and sort my feelings. Now all I need is to ask Krystal in a date to verify it. ---

Author's POVAmber went to her car and drive home. Jess went back in the house. They dont know that someone has been watching them.

"I guess I am wrong that she feels the same for me. Its still her Maomao that she wants." ---Mianhae for the crappy update. Somethings wrong with my brain guys. *bow* mianhae mianhae.

I really dont know what to do with this fic already. Have you seen the new photo of kryber? I got excited. Thats why I came up with this crappy update