[M] final. (1/2)
TEMPT MEJongin hates himself. While making Sehun wear the girl's uniform for an entire week had seemed like a good idea at first - what with his thirst for revenge needing to be quenched - he realizes now that it's definitely one of the worst things he has ever thought of, and that says a lot, since he's always done the most stupid things with Sehun, as Sehun’s partner in crime, and that, in return, means that it’s always Sehun who would instigate all those actions, though of course with no intention of hurting anyone. It would still result in some sort of catastrophe. They've broken dishes, windows and TVs, and they've ended up with bruises more often than not, though luckily, there were no broken bones. Long story short: they've gotten into lots of trouble as kids. They're slightly less stupid now - as in the only ones they are harming might be themselves, not involving other people - but they're still stupid.
It's okay to be stupid, Jongin wants to tell himself. After all, they are just high schoolers, having turned legal just a few months back, and they're graduating now. But even a high schooler's stupidity should have its limits, and Jongin's stupidity has crossed the limit already, because in the end, it turns out that Sehun isn't even half as affected as he thought his best friend would be. The punishment is now working against Jongin instead, who can't help but glance at Sehun's thighs from time to time, especially, when Sehun would cross and uncross his legs, the skirt riding up just a tiny bit. And fuck, Jongin shouldn't be thinking this, but his mind says Sehun's thighs look smooth and soft. They're pretty. And they're possibly nicer than a girl's.
The day of doom comes on their graduation day. Jongin wakes up that morning with burning cheeks and morning wood, the image of a moaning girl version of Sehun underneath him - sadly, it was a fully clothed girl Sehun - burned into his mind.
"I'm seriously fucked," Jongin mutters to himself after jacking off in the shower with the image of Sehun's pretty lips wrapped around his cock. Girl Sehun's pretty lips. Why in the world was he even thinking about Sehun in a girl's uniform with long hair and tiny boobs? Surely, someone as skinny as Sehun wouldn't have melons in his girl form, right? But why's he even thinking about Sehun’s bra size if he were a girl? Sehun is his best friend! He shouldn't be fantasizing about Sehun's imaginary twin sister. He shouldn't be wishing Sehun was born a girl either. Either way, he's gonna be in deep trouble if Sehun finds out, and the probability of Sehun seeing through him is extremely high. They haven't been best friends since kindergarten for no reason. Sehun can read his emotions like no other, so hiding any secrets will be difficult. And yet, he knows he will still have to try doing that somehow.
Apparently, hiding a secret from Sehun means to play hide and seek with Sehun, too. Jongin can't come up with a better solution than to avoid meeting his best friend since the other might just know of his inappropriate thoughts with just a short glance, and so it's better not to be seen. It's easier to hide on this day anyways, what with the big graduation ceremony where Jongin can simply merge with the crowds. They're supposed to stay seated and behave throughout the ceremony anyways, so once Jongin has chosen a seat far away from Sehun, they can't change seats to sit with each other. He's safe - for now.
But that is only a temporary plan. No one knows that better than Jongin, yet when the whole ceremony is over, he still has no idea how to avoid Sehun best without raising any suspicion. He can tell that he's already failing by the odd looks he is getting from his classmates since Sehun and Jongin are always joined by the hip, almost, as if they were Siamese twins. They aren't though, and Jongin is glad for that. It would be even more difficult to escape Sehun's clutch if they were. But even without being genetically bound to each other, he can never fully escape. By the end of the graduation ceremony, when class pictures are taken, Sehun ends up right next to him, and when the class disperses, Sehun still has an arm around shoulder, ultimately hindering him from running away.
"Oh, hi, Sehun," Jongin greets and laughs nervously. Oh shit. He's being too obvious. He shouldn't have laughed.
"Hello, Jongin," Sehun greets him in a sickeningly sweet tone he only uses when he's mad. Like really, really, really mad. Jongin is in trouble, and it doesn't matter what he's doing because Sehun won't let him off the hook. Sehun knows no mercy, no matter how much one begs, and so Jongin can only pray and hope for the best.
"You've been avoiding me all day," Sehun says, blunt as usual. Jongin should be used to that, but he winces - actually winces - at the suddenly cool tone.
"Is there a reason for that?" Sehun continues and Jongin can feel his knees weakening. All he wants to do is to collapse right in front of Sehun, go down on his knees and confess, begging for forgiveness. Except, he can't do that because one, it's a hella embarrassing thing to admit he had been masturbating to a female version of his best friend, and two, it will ultimately ruin their friendship because Sehun will see him as a pervert from now on.
"Uh, no, you must be imagining things," Jongin replies swiftly. He would pat his own shoulder if Sehun wasn't scrutinizing him right now, disbelief written across his face, and disbelief showing by the arms crossed in front of his chest. It's probably just a matter of time until he gives in to Sehun, but Jongin still tries to stand his ground. For the sake of his pride, but most importantly, for the sake of their friendship.