Its useless. (1/1)
EUNYOUNGS POV(CLASS 4, DANCE)Here I am sitting here in a corner. Like I have always done for the past 2 Weeks. The competition is in 2 days. This whole time I have been sitting in the corner of the dance studio till it was Keys, Jasons, mine, and jerk face's turn to practice our dance. Key helped me through this "adventure". Though he thinks theres something wrong with Taemin and Hyohyeon. He said he saw Taemin always pushing and ignoring Hyohyeon. Yeah.. Sure it makes me alittle happy... But I still hate him. ALOT! I have no feelings. When I accidentally bump into him, all I feel is hate. Thats all. No sparks, no butterflies in my stomach. Everytime he tried to smile at me, I turned cold. Nothing else. No blushing. I completely shut down. For 2 weeks Key and Jason attended the practices with me and jerk face in the afternoon. We are dancing to "Im So Fly" by Kadis & Sean ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqezgNhiQQY ). Practices have been awkward. Everynow and then Luhan and Kris come and spy on us. We dont care... We PRACTICE in the afternoons. Its not our real dance. Hyohyeon has been avoiding me. Atleast theres no bullying. Jiyeon has been the boss she always been. "YAH! Nerd girl!" OH! And did I tell you my new nickname? Its nerd girl. "What." "Why are you still sitting in that corner?" Jiyeon laughed."Im fine with it.""You look so useless like that.""Ive been useless all my life."She opened her mouth to say something but she stopped. *Thats right.* I kept the expressionless face like I always have and waited till it was our turn to dance.Eunhyuk, Luhan, Kris, Jiyeon, and Hyohyeons team name is TErn.. Like TUrn but with an E. Our name is The Group With A jerk In It. I wish.... Our REAL name is RC-L. Stands for nothing... Key just really liked the combo of letters.I sat their for another 5 minutes till TErns music stopped and it was our turn. I stood but stopped when only Taemin walked to the middle. I gave a cold stare and sat back down. And noticed it was beside TErn."Move please?" They asked."Why?""Your obviously in our spot." They made obvious gestures."This was my spot since 2 weeks ago." I simply stated."Well now its ours, MOVE!!" Hyohyeon yelled.I just looked at her, Im not mad, shes not scaring me. She never has after I saw the video."Your not scaring me."She laughed. "Your so weird!" She laughed more at me. "Why cant you be like everybody else you weirdo."I coughed and simply said, "Id rather get laughed at because Im different." She made a "why?" gesture. "So I can laugh at all you that are all the same."Everybody laughed in the studio. Except Taemin. He was preparing himself for his solo practice. *CARELESS JERK!*He turned on 'play' and quickly ran to the middle and "Let It Go" by Brit and Alex started to play. He started popping and alot of other dance moves... I just ooked at him. He was pretty good. He looked like an ordinary dancer. ( This Dance: www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7E_xjjxh6Q&list=PLA91A613164CA55CE )----His dance finally ended and we stood up to practice the dance for the competiton. Ofcourse I wanted to be the competition at first but... Not anymore.. Not anymore Jerk.----We finished our practice 20 minutes before class ended. We were breathing heavily and Jason Taemin and Key were all on the floor trying to catch their breath. I just stood there. TErn came up to us with smirks placed on all 5 faces."Well, seems like we have some competition...." They stepped forward and Jason kay and Taemin quickly stood up and faced them. "Bad luck to all! Your gonna need it!" They said and stepped forward agian.Jason Key and Taemin stepped back too. I kept standing there. "So? Do you have anything to say?" Hyohyeon smirked."Yes.""What?" "Good luck."Bwoh?""I said good luck." I repeated and walked around them. Leaving them dumbfounded and confused.I walked into the changing rooms and changed back to my uniform, when Jiyeon walked in."Hey." She smiled.. A comforting smile. :)"Hi.""Why are you so gloomy?" She asked sitting down changing her pants to her skirt.I sat down too and said, "Because Ive had a hard time." "Wow." She ooked up at me. "I thought you wouldnt answer me. Ive been such a idiot to you." That made me chuckle a little. Feels good after 2 weeks. "I know.""So..." Then it became awkward. She finished changing and then turned to me smiling. Then frowned."I think you should know something... And I feel guilty leaving that iPad in the studio." She paused. "I shouldnt have listened to Hyohyeon.""Huh?"She dry laughed. "Can you sit?" I looked at her crazy. "I know, I know. Ill tell the teachers its my fault you're late."I nodded and sat."Im not the type of girl you think I am.." She triedd to smile. "Im really Jiyeon the girl that has no brains... " She laughed at her self. I looked at her stunned."Really?" Then remembered, "Wait... What about the iPad?""Oh right... Its fake." "Huh?""The whole scene where it looks like Taemin is kissing Hyohyeon. Its fake. Hyohyeon kissed Taemin. He never kissed back. I recorded the whole thing for money. I know what I saw." She looked at me with apologetic(?) eyes. "Im sor-"I cut her off. "Fake... Ha... You couldnt have told me 2 weeks ago?" I laughed. "Its okay anyways. I dont care... I dont like him anymore." I said and she raised her head in happiness and hugged me. "OH MY GOSH! I thought your gonna hate me!!" She let go. "One more question.. Can I.. uh.... Kinda... Move to your group for the competition?" "Oh I dont know... Ill talk t-""Taemin?" She cut me off."No. I was gonna say Key, since hes the Umma of the group." I paused and she nodded. "But..... How can I make them trust you?""Oh yeah.... Im the bossy idiot." She scratched her head. "I met Hyohyeon in Middle School... She was my bully. She would pull my hair. And cut it in many ways so I would have uneven hair and bald spots. That was also the time Taemin and her were together. He helped her. He would make fun of me but he never hurt me physically, only emotionally. Calling me two-faced and a brainless girl." She paused, then went on. "I wasnt that girl that was all brains and got As and Bs. I got Cs and Fs. They whole point is, to Taemins help... I became like Hyohyeon... But thats me in school. Out of school im a fun outgoing person. I have two cousins living with me they are both 7. They got the cutest cheeks!!!" I laughed at her bubbliness. Then she frowned. "But I didnt like it. I just want to be Jiyeon. Not Jiyoen the bossy idiot. Yeah I know I bossed you around but I think you understand why I did that.."I nodded. "You were acting.""Yeah, I was. So to get them to trust me, we have Taemin.. He knows the story anyways." She smiled."Well, I trusted you since you smiled at me for the first time." She laughed. "Jiyeon, we were never enemies... Remember that.""I will" She smiled and with that, we FINALLY walked out of the changing rooms and walked to our class. Class 5. We both have it. ----We walked in and the teacher asked why we were late, and like Jiyeon promised she took care of it and said that she needed "girl help"... I laughed at that. I walked over to my seat and my teacher took attendence agian. She went through the list and when she called Taemin, no reply.. He wasnt here. The next name she called was Hyohyeon. She was here. But where is Taemin? Yeah Im curious cause if hes not with Hyohyeon... And this a late time to be late... Theres a different reason he's missing. TAEMINS POV I layed on my bed.... I ditched school after class 4 cause I couldnt take any longer... Wonder why I havent tried getting Eunyoung back? Cause theres no use. She hates me. I over heard hers and Jiyeons convo. "Its fine.. I dont like him anyways."And she meant it... She would usually blush when I dance... But her face lost its color. She would be hiding her face from bullies and teases but she talks back like its just saying "Hey~" to an old friend.I finally heard her laugh after... 2 weeks, I think? Im glad Jiyeon told her the truth... She was a good girl in Middle School, but I had to tease her.. To keep my reputation. Jiyeon was a awesome friend outside of school. Only I knew the real. But Eunyoung does too.My thoughts have been interuppted by a sudden want-ness to go use the bathroom. I stood up and practically dragged myself to the bathrom.After I finished my business, I looked at myself in the mirror. I look lifeless, useless, discusted... I wonder if that how I made Jiyeon and Eunyoung feel. Cause if I did, I woudve killed myself from guiltiness.I walked out of my bathroom and layed on my bed. And then a knock was heard from behind my door. "Who is it?" I asked.The door opened and it revealed a smiling Key."Hey Minnie." I smiled, "Hi.""Whats up?""The ceiling.""I know pabo!" He flicked my forehead, "I mean whats up with you. Why havent you tried to get Eunyoung back?""Its useless. She has no feelings for me at all!" I felt tears forming."USELESS???" Key said in his diva-ness. "Yah! Lee Taemin! YOU PABO!"I knew I was and idiot.. I deserve all those teases. All those hits and haircuts.. "Hyung... I dont know what to do!!" I yelled and I started to cry. Key's face softened, "Minnie come here." He held his hands open and welcomed me. I accepted.I sat up and he hugged me in a big BroHug. I laughed at his diva-ness. "Key? How do you know I dont like Hyohyeon?""You kept ignoring her and pushing her away.." He stated and I nodded.He let go of me from our BroHug and I layed back down."I better get back to school, this was my break."Ofcourse, Key never skips. I laughed and waved as her shut the door. EUNYOUNGS POV(AFTERNOON AT THE STUDIO) I walk into the studio expecting to see Key Jason and Taemin. But found a note from them saying that they wont come. I shugged it off like have been doing to everything else in the world and turned a song on, on the DJ. BoAs Eat You Up.I love this song and started to dance to it. I felt happy having alone time. I felt a spark of color like into me. And I danced more. I felt like a black and whie film has been turned into a color wheel.I felt good...----Song after song after song. Till the last one I danced. It was 1 AM.. So I packed up and left the studio. I walked through the trees, past the benches, the school gates, and into the dorm lobby. I walked up the stairs. I bumoed into someone on the way up.I turned cold agian, forgetting any happy thing that just happened. Every daisy, tulip and rose in the ground.... Forgotten..Every song that I dance too...... Forgotten..Only becuase I saw the face of a Jerk.A pale, lifeless, face... "E-E-Eun *cough* Youn-g-g" His eyes slowly closed. "S-s-sorry."And he fainted right on top of me."Taemin?"_________________________________I updated!! WEE HEE!!I wanted some happiness. But sadness.I think this is the best chapter yet! If I missed spelling and all that other crap~ Sorry~~SOO! Jiyeon is the good girl! :DTaemin and Eunyoung being the lifeless twins in this chapter.Taeminnie fainted on Younggie!!! OMO!EVEN IM EXCITED TO FIND OUT WHATS NEXT AND IM THE AUTHOR!Any hoo!! SUB AND COMMENT!NO SILENT READERS!!!!