Stressing Over (1/1)

2:50 PM     02-07-2011From        Lee Joon I’m already at the beach, with Jihye.

I’ll wait for you here~ ^^  We were supposed to gather at the beach at 3 pm for some games, and I was still at my room when I received his message, freaking out of what to wear. I was sure to wear a shirt and shorts on top of my bikini, but the dilemma was, should I wear the one piece or the two pieces? I usually put on the one-piece, but today I wanted to be beautiful in front of Joon, so I might as well wore the two-piece. Perhaps when we were playing the games, my shirt would unintentionally lift up showing some skin, and I would like to see his reaction to that. Being sexy was not my forte, I was more on the cute side, but I, for once, wanted to feel sexy in front of the boy I like. And the two pieces it was.  2:58 PM     02-07-2011To          Lee Joon I’m coming down!  My parents had already left before me, my dad had to set up the venue, he said. The schedule for today would be playing some beach games from 3 to 5.30 pm, then we would have some free time before our barbeque dinner at 7, and after dinner and gifts exchanges, we were supposed to mingle around and enjoying each other’s company until, well, we decided it was the time to sleep. Tomorrow would be free and easy, and my parents wanted to play by the pool, so I guessed I would be joining them. Unless there was somebody else invited me to do something else more exciting.  Joon, you better take the hint! I was at the very top floor, on the 8th level. The elevator door opened, but I somehow lost my confidence with my outfit. It wasn’t all that revealing, but this was the first time I took the initiative to make myself pretty for a boy, and I felt thrilled and awkward and timid all at the same time. The elevator closed before I could go in, and I could see my reflection on its blurry surface. “Hmm, I guess you look okay, Hani. You’re gorgeous! So you should go down and show everyone what your mama gave you!”I chanted to myself, putting my own spell to regain my confidence. And I pressed the down button again. I was alone until I arrived at the ground level. The elevator door opened, and as I was to step out, an awfully familiar group of guys ran pass through me.“Yun Dujoon?”“Lee Hani?”Right beside him were Son Dongwoon and Yang Yoseob.“Yah, Lee, what are you doing here?”Oh, I forgot to tell you guys, the Beast called me Lee too, following Junhyung. I mean, following Yong.“I’m here for my father’s Family Day. What are you doing here?” They looked among each other, before Yang Yoseob answered my question.“Kikwang’s sister got a free room at this resort, but she can’t use it because she has to go for a business trip. So she gave us the room.”His reply sounded unfriendly, so unlike the Yang Yoseob I knew a few months back.“Well, enjoy your stay, then. Is it just the three of you here?”Again, they looked among each other before answering. What was with the secret glances?“Kikwang and Hyunseung are already at the pool.”So everyone of Beast was here, except Junhyung. “So... Junhyung... Is he not joining?”I tried to sound as casual as possible, I even put my poker face on, but my heart was beating fast expecting for their answer. What if Junhyung was here at the beach, too?What would he think of my outfit?What would he think if he saw Joon and I together?Wait, why did I care so much of what he thought of me? Yun Dujoon cleared his throat,“Well, Junhyung, he is...”