[M] Rio Grande (1/1)

Ada Velez-Boardley once said, "Loyalty is the pledge of truth to oneself and others." With that being stated, it should apply to every human relationship. Like the one I have with Yixing. To remain true to the feelings we share and not hold back should make sense. I wonder if things could ever become simpler between him and I. Him, being a boy who loves to dance , and I, the awkwardly lovable monkey. I'd like it to be easier to accept the fact that he might just reciprocate my feelings. Do I really deserve them?It seems like whenever. I'm in my literature class I think about Yixing most. "Tae, can you stay after class for a bit?" asked Hyun Seongseangnim from the front of the room. Completely ignoring the fact that he called, or even knew, my pet name I nodded. I'd be late for lunch though. Poor little In Ri is going to have to wait a bit for me I guess. I looked around the class until I met eyes with another female student. What is with her, I thought queerly. Ever since that day she saw him touch me she's been watching my every move. Like she knew something horrible was going to happen to me. Jealous maybe?About 15 minutes later, the bell sounded and my comrades raced out of their seats. I prepared my things slowly, and sloppily, into my bag while remaining in my seat. My stomach grumbles and I slap at it annoyed. Control yourself, I voice in my mind. Seongseangnim was still preoccupied with his desk, so I pouted tiredly. I gaze at the clock briefly and turn back to seonseangnim. He was staring through me, with he hardest look about his face. He had something sinister hidden behind his chocolate eyes. "Is something wrong, Seongseangnim?" I asked. "Ani."I gaze at him queerly, almost quirking an eyebrow. ”But you...”He stood from his desk and sauntered over to the door. Closing and locking it. Well that should arouse suspension. For a moment I couldn't breathe. Maybe it was all those movies I had seen on Lifetime. Those chilling rape scences the victim never seen coming. It was definitely the wrong time to notice the gaudy sweat suit. What is he planning? Then he stalked his way to me, oozing cockiness. I became tentatively shifting in my seat as his frame loomed over me. "Your shaking." No I'm not. I'm completely comfortable with my teacher invading my personal, beloved space. "I know." My voice can out tacit and slow. "You weren't shaking when that kid was in your face."Yixing? "He's not a kid." When did this even become about him? "He's different."Seongseangnim's face hardened. "Ah. So he's special to you?""Dae, Hyun Seongseangnim."He slammed his hands down on my desk. "Call me Bin oppa." What kind of shit is this. My teacher was seriously trying to make me flirt with him. "Look, Hyun Seongseang...""You can't call me oppa? Next you'll probably tell me that confession wasn't written to me."My eyebrows collided, "What made you think it was to you?"This time his confidence faltered. "You said that the guy was older, and out of your league...I assumed..."I cut him off, "Yixing's in college and he's amazing. I'm sorry you misunderstood." He grasps the edge of the desk in his huge hands and squeezes the life out of it. His breaths are ragged and tickled the tip of my nose. "Your such a fucking tease."I scoff, "Excuse me?""You heard me! Always pouting and batting those curly little eyelashes my way. You make yourself look lonely so that I single you out. All you want is attention. Demanding it constantly and always asking help..."Your my fucking teacher! Who the hell am I to ask besides you?"And being so discrete with your stares.""I have never intended to make you see something that wasn't there." I tried to defend."You lead me on. Maybe your afraid of being in love with me but you are. I love you Tae Ah. Is it enough?" I look at him incredulously, "I love Yixing."Ouch. A stinging suddenly making home on my cheek. "Don't say that. You...you don't know who you love. I love you so much Yixing, I can't...""Hyun Seongseangnim, I left my bo...Tae Ah shi?" Youngmin walked in. I breathed a sigh of relief seeing a chance for escape. I harshly grabbed my things and charged out into the hall. After running to the cafe, I noticed my hand tremble as it touched the door. A light sob escaped my lips and I covered them with my hand, crumbling to the ground. A shadow stood over me and I stiffened. "Where did he hurt you?" The girl from my class asked. She seemed so superior to me at that moment. So wise, as if she lived passed a thousand moons. "Here." I point to heart. Her head shakes, "Well you better be careful before he hurts you farther south." And she stalks off. I placed my still shaking hand on my heart and attempted to calm myself down. This could only get worse, from what that girl was saying. I had no idea what to do. I collected myself from the floor and walked to my locker. I stared at the lunch in it, hungry slipping away second by second. I blankly strode to art class when the bell after lunch went off. Yixing, that beautiful god, was already there in his model pose. That Gyuri girl, who I had been calling Yuri, was chatting up his ear. The irritation was evident on his face, but she didn't back off. I got in my seat, preparing my utensils when Daniel tapped my shoulder. "Yes, Niel ah?""What happened to your cheek? It's so red." he asked concerned. I almost answered when I was yanked out of the room. My body was being taken away by some unknown person and I  wasn't up for fighting. I soon discovered it was Yixing when he stopped at the staircase. "Explain this." He pointed at my cheek. "An unfortunate encounter with someone I thought I knew.""Who?""I don't wanna talk about it.""Why can't you tell me?" He asked angrily. "Do think I can't protect you, because I can. I'll have that bitch begging to die.""It was a boy." Seongseangnim does not deserve to be called a man after what he did."Then tell me that bastards name.""I can't. I'm not afraid or anything. He didn't..." My eyes widened. "How did she know?"Yixing looked at me queerly. "She who?""The girl from my class. She knew he did this to me without me even uttering his name. How could she have guessed it was him? Unless...he's hurt her too." I sigh hopelessly. "Tae, I nee...""Could you just hold me, oppa?" I ask brokenly. He opens his arms willingly and I snuggle into him. The height difference wouldn't give me opportunity to see behind him but I saw the reflection in the glass door of the stairs. Seongseangnim he standing at a distance glaring at us. "He's so beastly, Yixing ah. I never saw anything wrong with those gentle touches until now but I understand there meaning. But it's too late. The game has started and I have a feeling it only ends on his terms." I whispered into Yixing ear. His fingers run through my hair and soothes me enough to laugh. So I do."I don't know what your thinking.""It's probably the wrong time to be laughing at this but his clothes look pretty ridiculous today." I envisioned him standing at the boarded again, in his track suit. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------DUNDUN! >.<Finally Seongseangnim is revealed! Took me a while to do this chapter (which will explain the lack of notes in my copy book becuz I did this during class) and happy to finally post. So much crazy. I wish I could say shit bout to hit the fan (nasty saying btw) but I don;t know it all depends on my mood when i write. Did I disappoint :( or was this a nice intro to stalker teacher ^^?AHHHH I so tired~ Long week. I have to cheer all saturday from 2pm til 8pm. My legs are gonna be jelly. But i'm excited to go to football game also. My bestie is sick and I was lonely most of the day. =.='' Loner much~ Oh just btw I know Hyun Bin is not his real name but I feel like if I use his real name (which is like jae something?) people won;t know who he is so I'm using Hyun Bin. I got more subscribers, rlab-ing as I type~ And comments are lovely lovelies so keep it up! Just curious, what's your fave font? I'm starting to like Times New Roman. G2G, sucking at lifeLilyLycan B.d(^~^)b