[M] AISH! (1/1)

Rated scenes up ahead~~ read at your own risk! Chapter 39We sat there for an hour, my eyes glued to the TV screen but I’m not really watching. My mind was somewhere else. I sneaked a peek at Jae’s face and he was looking at the TV too but he has a blank expression. I don’t know what he’s thinking. I stared for another minute or two when he interrupted my thoughts. “Can’t believe I’m right here in front of you huh? Me too. Like what you see?” he said looking down at me with amused eyes. I poked his ribs playfully while blushing like crazy. Ugh. This guy. Egotistical…. But then I smiled because he is good looking. I laughed because he was just telling the truth. I sighed and snuggled even closer to him. I am stalling…. I should start talking now but I felt his hand cupped my face upwards to look at him and all the words died in my throat. Gulp. Those eyes are… scary because I might get lost in them. He lowered his head and kissed me. It was the softest kiss I ever had with him. It was very sweet and I am melting. “I missed you ____ ah. I’m so happy you are here.” I smiled at him in response. He was about to kiss me again when there was a knock on the door. “Hyung!!! Jaejoong hyung~~~!” came the dolphin’s squeal on the other side of the door. “Open up yo!” came Yoochun’s voice too. Jaejoong’s eyes closed and I saw him mentally cursing his friends for interrupting what would be a major make out session. I laughed at his expression and he sneaked a kiss before standing up to open the door. “Yah… don’t you guys have any better things to do…??” he said a little annoyed but the two just grinned at him like nothing happened. Then they saw me and their eyes widened. “Omo! It’s noona!” Junsu excitedly squealed and ran towards me. Yes he ran. Aigoo. “It’s really noona! You came to surprise hyung??! So you are going to watch the concert right?” I laughed at Junsu’s bubbly personality. Aigoo this dolphin is just way too cute. I nodded at his question when Yoochun smirked. “Ehhhhhh, did we interrupt something hyung? Maybe we should come back another time and leave you two lovebirds alone??” Jaejoong rolled his eyes and smacked Yoochun’s shoulder playfully. I laughed again at his friends teasing. Such trolls. Aigoo. “Aniyo. You guys can stay for a while. I haven’t seen you in ages. How have you all been?” I smiled at them while the two excitedly sat on the chairs, excitedly updating me especially Junsu. JJ POVAish…. These guys…. I wanted to spend some quality time with _____ but of all the times to be annoying it had to be now. Especially Junsu when he saw her, he ran towards her and was smiling like an idiot. Does he like her or something? Ugh. What am I thinking? They were just happy to see her. they didn’t expect to see her here that’s why. Junsu showered her with excited questions after questions- I wonder how her ears not bleeding from hearing all that squeal. Then she laughed. She always laugh at Junsu’s antics and she looks even prettier when she laughs or smiles. Sigh. Then Yoochun was teasing me. What a troll. “Ehhh…. Did we interrupt something hyung? Maybe we should come back another time and leave you two lovebirds alone??” I rolled my eyes and smacked him. He deserved it. how can I kick them out when she’s here? she might think I’m being rude or something but Junsu seemed like he didn’t even hear anything. He was still smiling like an idiot and that smile even got wider when she said they can stay. Aishhhhhh!! When she said that, the two idiots sat down excitedly to update her what they have been doing. I sat down with them and just listened with a slight frown on my face. I still have a bad feeling she is hiding something and the reason why she wanted the guys to stay is because she doesn’t want to talk about something. Oh yea… she did tell me she has something to talk about….. and she is stalling…… I’ll give it a few more minutes before I kick them out of my room… we need to talk.=after an hour and a half=Finally the guys left already but it looked like Junsu was reluctant to go. Aish. Seriously, if I didn’t know any better I would think he likes her! Grrr… I thought. When I finally got her alone, I found her in the bedroom looking out the window, lost in thought. The last time she was acting like this was when that stalker thing happened. it took her a week to tell me. Now she’s acting like this again- lost in thought. What is she hiding from me….? I hugged her from behind and kissed her neck which made her shiver. I grinned. I love the reactions I get from her when I touch her or kiss her. “Jagiya…. Are you ok? What are you thinking so deep about?” she rested her head on my shoulder, enjoying the hug with her closed eyes. She didn’t answer right away and just snuggled close to me. “Is there something wrong? Something happened?” I prodded gently. She opened her eyes and turned around to face me. “I missed you. I’m glad I came.” She said, not answering my question and kissed me. She wrapped her hands around my neck and kissed me passionately. I pushed that lingering thought out of my mind and kissed her back with the same passion. I missed her too. She has no idea. I never thought she would actually fly and come to see me but then again, this is not really the first time she did it. She after all, went to Seoul and then finally saw her and fell in love with her. I’ll just let this go for now. She will tell me when she’s ready… whatever it is that’s bothering her. I laid her on the bed with me on top of her, still kissing her like crazy. Her hands were under my shirt, touching my bare stomach and was playing with my pants.  I groaned. She can still drive me crazy, well she has been driving me crazy especially what she wore today. It took all my will power not to take her right then and there. “You… you know you are asking for it when you showed up at my door looking like this… and you rarely wear glasses…. Somehow I find it very hot…” I said huskily in her ear which made her giggle. “Jaejae....” She said it so sweetly it’s driving me mad…. “Yes?” “You talk too much….” She giggled again and reached for my pants and unbuttoned it. “Aish… this girl!” I exclaimed and claimed her lips once again. I took off her clothes and revealed her body to me. I explored it with my hands. My hands missed her body too especially when it found what it was looking for between her legs. I could feel her getting wet as I was kissing her neck, sucking on her sweet spot. She moaned as I was playing with her clit. I took off my shirt and my pants. Her eyes were laced with lust as she reached for my hard member and it made me moan with pleasure. She sure knows how to touch me.  She was touching it, and rubbing it, making it harder that I had to stop her. “Baby… stop.. not yet..”She pouted and I just had to kiss it off her face as I put it inside her which made her gasp. Her eyes wide and then she started moaning as I started to move slowly. Then the thrusts became faster and faster… “Ahh… Jae…. Jaejoong….. harder..!” ugh.. her sexy moans… if she keeps moaning like that… I just might…. I obliged and moved faster and thrust harder I was sweating as I kept pounding her on the bed. It just felt so good and I couldn’t take it anymore… “Baby… you sound so sexy… I can’t take it anymore…” she kissed me and she moaned as she reached her climax. Same with me. I was panting when I collapsed next to her. I touched her cheek and she opened her eyes, smiling at me. “I love you. just tell me when you are ready.” I simply said and pulled her closer to me. I felt something wet on my chest. It’s probably sweat and kissed her hair.Your POV“I love you. Just tell me when you are ready.” He said ever so gently and pulled me closer to him. I couldn’t help it. tears came falling down and I didn’t even care that I was crying in his chest. He kissed my head and tears just kept on falling. When will I be ready? I… I don’t want to ruin everything he worked hard for… this is a scandal… if this ever gets out… the fans… his future.. he might be ruined because of me… how can I be so selfish….? Even so… he has the right to know right? it’s his baby too. You can’t just keep it from him. He loves you. he knows you’re hiding something.  Conflicting thoughts like this kept running through my mind as I cried myself to sleep on Jaejoong’s chest. --- LOL please dont kill me! LOL next chapter... she will tell him next chapter! maybe... T.T LOL it's not my fault!! she is still debating!! LOL patience young padawans~~ LOL i feel like yoda from star wars now. anywho~~ i read all your comments and i love every single one of them. hahaha~! please take it easy on her LOL i love you all~~~!! you know what to do!! =P