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Hey. I'm sorry this is so late. I'm sorry if I kind of forgot where I placed the paper where I wrote your original scene. But I found it anyway and yours is special since I wrote yours at school and yours was written first unlike the others which I wrote the letter more...... importantly. Sorry for the english. Very...... used to using english.  You know what? I envy you, you little bitch. Because you know what? You're all smart and friendly and everyone loves you and trusts you and sees you as a leader. The only down is that you don't think of yourself high enough. You put yourself way lower than you are. Plus I seriously think you looked WAY better if you at least tried losing some pounds. I'm not being judgemental here but I think it would add to your charm. Then you'd be a jack-of-all-trades or something like that or an all-rounder. I don't understand why you have to put yourself down when you know you're better than what they - we - tell you. So don't keep yourself down.I'm sorry if I pick on you a lot and insult you and tease you and bully you and hit you and stuff. But that doesn't matter since you do the same to me, bitch. Hahahahahaha.So go on and read that little scenario I wrote for you. The other friend is Jamie. I sat here looking at you from the side. Thoughts were swimming in my head and I couldn't think straight.

"Is she mad? Is it because of how I acted? Was it something of my words? Why is she staying away? Is she tired of us already?"

A lot of questions were queing in my head and there was one question above all of it.

'Was she replacing wus with her fan friends?' I sat here and sighed for the nth time and laid my eyes to the girl next to her.

"Is she getting annoyed at me as well? Does she hate me now? Am I annoying to her?"

Endless thoughts and questions were stiring up again.

But if I had the chance to say something to them, if I ever had the courage, I'd want to tell them a few words.

"I'm so sorry if I was sucha  big jerk to you guys. I'm sorry for being so stubborn and persuasive. I'm sorry if I was always bother you guys for no reason. I'm sorry if I let my mood swings take over. Most of all, I'm sorry for being abnoxious, arrogant, and worst friend ever." But yeah right. Like I'll ever get to say that.