Untold truths. (1/2)

'Curfew is at 11pm. Do whatever you want until then!' 'Hey, do you want to play a game with us?' Hyerin asked me.

'Sorry, I have to do something. You can play.' She nodded. I meant Zelo. He said he'd tell me everything he knew about me today. There was a rush of thrill and nervousness to the point where I felt like puking. I could feel the dissatisfied contents churning in my whole body. A fear I was yet to overcome. 'You off to somewhere? Can I speak to you?' my thoughtless behaviour made my bump into Jungkook.

'Not now. I'm quite busy.' I didn't have the time to welcome sentiments. That would sound quite ironic since I was getting overwelhmed already but the two feelings were different - undescribable. 'You're here.' He looked nervous. He was. So was I.

'Why wouldn't I be. I'm trembling in fear and excitement. I don't know what to expect.'

'I don't know where to start.'

'Start with this.' I held out my locket revealing the faces of both beings.

Zelo P.O.VHe took a deep breath in. 'That woman. I think you've already inferred but that is your mother. The boy, a whole different story.'

'Start with my mother.' I swallowed the lump of fear and cleared my throat. It wasn't my life or my past yet I was this nervous. My whole kingdom, my galaxy. I might do another bad thing. Forgive me sister. Forgive me Elysium.

'Your mother and father had you at a really bad time. At time of war. You were born so quickly and in such bad conditions. It was a war between the two infamous nemesis: Zyrmeda and Pyrodius. You would think that the war would've been over but its there. It's still there - lurking in the shadows where no one sees. It's not an official thing like it was before but its getting worse and worse. Anyway, off topic there. Your parents didn't give you away or abandon you. You were sent to Earth by your parents. But it was all for you. So you would never return to the place that hopes for a life you don't want to live. You...'

'I what?'

Nana P.O.V'The boy. He was someone you knew from your childhood...just like me. But he was a different planet...again, just like me. You know of the Night of the Love-thirsty criminals?' I nodded in lose of words. This was all to new to me and all I could never imagine to be true. My memory was wiped out. On purpose. 'They say that you were next.'

'Next what? What do you mean?' There was an itch for knowledge about everything. For a second I felt like picking up every book in the library, viewing every archive just to dig up everything about me because right now it seems like other know more about myself than I do. And it hurts like a mother trucker.

Zelo P.O.V'I don't believe it but...' Lies. All lies. I do believe it, I just don't want to...I don't want to believe anything. I know your listening, the trees, the wind everything. I clenched my teeth and right here I wish a wave of nausea would just hit me and knock me out before I continued. 'they say you are the next to die from the hands of the 'Full moon beast''

'Then why do they have a problem with me being there? It's happened before right? They know how to deal with it, right? And the boy? Is he my...um...alleged lover who i'll get killed over?'

'Don't say it like that. No you won't get killed. I won't let that happen. I told you it's not that simple. You're not only a target to the Full moon beast. You're wanted.' As a criminal and as my...

'Target? What for? Who?' My sister...she wants to kill you. It's all too surreal. 'The boy, do you know who he is?'

'I don't' I lied. Out of all my lies I felt this the most selfish. The most obvious and direct lie. The most self-destructing lie i've told her.

'I thought you knew. I thought maybe if you told me i'd avoid him when I meet him so I could reverse this supposed fate I seem to hold.' You know him. You know him very well. It's too late for that. 'That's nonsense. It's not real, remember? I told you I don't believe in it.'

'From the place where we are from, there is no make-believe. It's all too real to be fake.' Nana P.O.VHe didn't tell me everything but I let him get away with it. To let the information I had sink in. Target, death, boy. That was all that was on my mind. This all felt like a puzzle with missing pieces. I had to get more information but slowly. Rushing it would be no good.

'What are you doing here all by yourself?' Now that I think about it, I felt bad for ignoring him earlier this evening.

'Jungkook. Getting some fresh air. You?' He unfolded a blanket from his hand wrapping it around me tucking in the cloth around my neck.

'It's too cold for that.' I let out a laugh. I'm a vampire. I don't get cold. But this made my temperature rise.

'Why are you laughing?' I shook my head.

'Nothing. You're going to get cold. You're human, i'm not.'

'Great idea, let's share then.' He pulled the blanket off from my side shoving his body next to mine.

'That's not what I meant.' I felt his warmth and I wanted so bad to just lean my head on his shoulder. His cologne had me weak every single time. Out where the scents roamed freely, his surrounded me entirely.

'The thing I wanted to speak to you about earlier.' Oh right. I remember, he wanted to talk to me.

'Go on.' He looked so focused I could easily get lost in his eyes. In fact I think I was already.

'I'm only going to say it once so listen carefully.'

'I'm all ears.' I had a feeling...I don't know if it was good or bad hence the lack of description. 'Baek Nana. Be mine.' At this point I felt like a human being with my temperature rising to the point where I could feel steam coming out from my ears.

'What?' I heard him. Loud and clear but I felt like his point wasn't made although it was clearly made. I'm losing my mind.

'I'm not saying it again.' He smirked 'I know you heard me, unless you're deaf.' He reached out his hand tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.

'Wait, I'm not sure I ge-' I was cut off. Cut off by his intense passion as he pressed his lips against mine. In a rhythm not even Beethoven could have mastered. One that didn't lack desperation. His hand travelled up my neck leaving a trail of goosebumps wherever he touched. I was still until I was about to give in to that passion. But it was too late, he gently parted our lips resting his forehead on mine. My eyes closed recording the sound of his soft panting. He slowly released his hand from my neck moving the back of his fingers against my skin. I was yet again lost for words. 'Be mine.' this time he whispered it. I was lost in the moment. The minute his lips parted from mine I felt a gust of cold wind hit me. My eyes rested on his lips and I was guilty for being such a sucker for his love (no pun intended). I leaned my weight against the bench I was sitting on with my head facing the floor.

'Are you ok?' He asked in concern.

'I don't know.' I replied straight away with a trembling voice. Apart from being so overly joyful with such pleasure, I felt something, a memory? It felt wrong. There were no images, no sounds - just a feeling. But it felt so wrong. It felt like something I always wanted but it wasn't all of what I wanted.