[M] I’ll always be there for (1/1)
It was close to midnight yet I still wanted to practice the dance moves. The boys just made their comeback with Voodoo Doll and I still struggle with some of the steps, better said with the timing and how my body looks when I make the moves. I want everything to be perfect. I want to surprise the guys since they don’t know I learned the choreography, I always practice when I know they have schedule, and when they are on their way back to their company , their manager always messages me to announce me. Another point is that I am a trainee in the company so I can always practice without them wondering why I am at the company most of the time, and I can see my boyfriend as much as we want without making our relationship know to the Starlights.As I was almost at the last part at the dance routine from Voodoo Doll, the door opened revealing Ravi, which to say he didn’t look happy at all.“I’m sorry, I’ll never do it again” I apologized thinking that he is mad that I was doing their dance routing.“_____, please go talk to Hakyeon!” Ravi came looking at me more like commanding me.
“Bwoh? What’s wrong?” I realized something is really wrong if Ravi’s who’s my happy virus was completely serious, and a little scared also. When he said Hakyeon, all kind of scenarios came in my mind as in what could have happened to him.
“Ravi-ah, as much as I love ya if you don’t tell me in this second what happened to Hakyeon, I swear to God I’m gonna kill ya” I glared at him to tell me exactly what happened before I go speak with N. I found myself running like a crazy woman on the streets, crossing the rode when it was red light for the pedestrians, not caring if I’m gonna get hit by the car, in my mind was only to reach their dorm faster and check on Hakeyon.
As I reached the dorm, I stopped to catch my breath, taking the elevator and making in my mind a way of approaching Hakyeon, since he always avoided sharing his problems with anybody. He always kept to himself not wanting to make people worry about him, not realizing that the way he chooses to not worry others make the others worry.
As I was in front of the door, I slowly opened it with the key Ravi gave me, knowing that Hakyeon wouldn’t open the door for me if he had some problems to think about. Entering the dorm, I slowly made my way to his room, opening his door slowly so he won’t hear it, only to find him with his back at the door and looking outside the window.
I carefully made my way to him and as his face became nor visible I saw traces of tears working their way on his checks. Only when I was right beside him, he turned his head and looked me.Before I could even say something he shook his head, turned around whipping his tears away only to turn back at me and giving me a fake huge smile.“Jagy-ah, I didn’t know you wanted to come over today. If I knew I would have cleaned the room a little and cooked something” He said with a fake derp smile on his face.“Hakyeon-ah, you fail at both cleaning and cooking” I replied back with a serious face, coming closer to him, putting my hand on his cheeks and slowly running with my thumb his cheek bone.“Now care to tell me what happened today? And why you were crying? And don’t give me the bullshiet that everything is alright cus I know it isn’t” I glared at him, yet in the moment I saw that tears were coming back into his eyes , I brought him into a bear hug.“Let it all out….it ok…..just let it all out” Hearing this words he transformed into a crying mess.
After around 10-15 minutes of Hakyeon being a crying mess, he let go of the hug and stared into my eyes, giving a sad smile. He got up and brought me a note that was crumbled. The moment I got it, I realized that this is one of the reason why Hakyeon because like this. And it was true, on the one it wrote:
‘Hakyeon-ah, do your parents know that manslut is your nickname? Respond quietly in case Hongbin hears’The moment I read it, I crumbled it back and started destroying it, if I was outside and had a lighter I would have putted it on fire also.In that second