Friends Brother, Lee Jun (1/2)
-TWO YEARS BEFORE- -HEEJIN’S POV- “I’m home” Yaeji yelled as she threw her backpack on the floor as soon as she walked in her house.I chuckled as I picked up her backpack and headed upstairs to her room.“You go up first, I’ll bring some water” she said brightly.Looking down at the floor, I made my way up the stairs.
Then I stopped.I stopped as I was about to pass his room.Breathing in and out, I slowly walked pass.
His door was open as usual, his music was loud.I slightly glanced into his room.
“Eh…” He wasn’t there.
He’s usually there in his room, lying down on his bed. But he wasn’t there.Without myself knowing, I was peeked in his room. Trying to find him, I needed to see him. “What are you doing?” a cold voice asked behind me.It was his voice.His cold and blunt voice. Yet, it sounded amazing to me.I spun around in surprise.
Yes, it was him. My heart thumped against my rib cage. I could hear it thumping in my ears.His flawless face… Few inches away from mine.
I looked up at him, wide eyed… Staring into his dark eyes.His blank expression, his gorgeous eyes, cherry-colored lips, perfect nose, and his jawlin--…“I said what are you doing, Heejin?”
He said my name.“Heejin, what are you doing?”
He said my name again.“Hey, Heejin!” a voice cut my thoughts.Junghwan Oppa and I looked at the same time. It was Baro Oppa.“O-Oh… Hi Baro Oppa…” I said smiling shyly.
I felt stupid. I must have looked stupid staring at Junghwan Oppa like that. I blushed.Baro Oppa came up to us, swinging his arm around me.
My shoulders dropped with his weight on me.“Why are you so cold to her, Junghwan?” Baro said jokingly.
“I’m not.” he simply said. With that he just entered his room.My heart fell…“He’s not usually like that!” Baro said smiling.My heart just stopped pounding…
I could feel my throat close. I couldn’t breathe.
Tears were forming in my eyes.“I’ll see you later baby!” Baro Oppa patted my head, leaning for a kiss.I looked away before his lips touched mine.I heard him smirk bitterly.“You always reject me” he whispered.“You’re like an older brother…” I choked, trying to hold in my tears.“Of course...” he muttered sarcastically as he pecked my cheeks and went inside Junghwan Oppa’s room. Silence filled the hallway of Yaeji’s house.
I choked, I couldn’t hold it any longer.Tears started to fall down my eyes, falling onto the floor.Lee Junghwan…
He never seems to care about me, not even a glance that was heart-warming.
Only cold, blank stares.
“Why do I even like him? Why? Are you stupid, Kim Heejin?” I thought, mentally slapping myself.