[M] Control (1/1)

The next few days I had been avoiding Joon by all means. I would go to the store even though we didn`t need anything and when that excuse started to get old I went over to G.O as often as I could - or more likely as often as G.O would permit- I could kinda start to feel how he was getting annoyed at me for showing up at all times. And when he started asking me about why I was taking over his apartment I just shrugged and avoided the questions.It had been pretty easy to avoid Joon since he was working a lot with stuff his father had sent him. It seemed as though he was most likely to take over one of his fathers biggest companies when he was old enough and for once he actually did do some work. And so I guess it must have been either the fact that my ninja skills were getting bad or that dragging with me a chair as I hid in suprise when I saw Joon standing just a few feets away from me, made him turn around and look at me with a questionable look. It was scary how innocent he could look. I was pretty convinced I would have thought he was the most innocent person alive if I had not known him.  "Hyung....Do you mind me asking you just exactly what you are doing?" I heard Joon`s voice as I was hiding behind the table."Huh!..Oh...I was just...." I do admit I`m probably not the smartest person alive, but somehow I get even stupider when I try to cover up things. "I was just searching for something....Why..?" I tried to sound as normal as I could, knowing I was caught red handed."Well....I`ve just had the feeling lately that you somehow tries to avoid me" Joon said as he walked a little closer to me."Huh? Why would I ever try to avoid you?!" I said waving my hands in front of me as a defense."I`m not sure....Maybe because you might be a little scared...?" Joon said as he was now standing right infront of me. "Hahaha! What are you saying! Why would I ever be afraid of a 16 years old kid?" I laughed, knowing I must`ve sounded way to false right there."Yeha...You might be right there-" Joon said as he started walking closer and with every step he took I unconsciously took one backwards. And so he only continued when he had me against the wall, holding one of his hands at the side of my head. "But to me you do look a bit scared" He smirked at me."I-I`m not!" I cursed myself for stammering. It completely blew me away. "If you look me in the eyes and say it I might just believe you" I could hear the threat in his voice which made me even more unable to look him in the eyes."Fine! You do scare me a bit! But only because your too fucking tall-" Actually he was just a bit higher than me, but to me it felt like he was towering over me."and your working out waay to much! Why the hell do you even look like you do?! In my opinion you should have been a short skinny boy with low confidence! Why  the hell are you the opposite?! You fucking scare the shit out of me, exspecially when you do things like this, cornering me and using that scary low toned voice!!" I shouted out, relived to finally say what I had been thinking about for the whole time since I moved inn here."Well...I guess I can live with that!" Joon smiled happingly, turning into that little innocent kid again. "W-what?" I looked at him with wide eyes. I expected him to shout back or punch me or something worse...."Well...Since you didn`t say anything about hating me I guess it isn`t too bad" Joon smiled and winked at me.I just stood there in complete shock. This guy must be really fucking crazy!   After some weeks, I was actually happy that school was soon starting. Then Joon would have lot`s to do together with the work he get`s from his father and maybe then I will be able to get a break from him. He had not spared me after my outburst and I was still his "little toy" I shivered at the mere thought. It pissed me off so much! I was older than him! It should have been me who was topping! I tore the paper I was writing on in sheer anger and soon realised I actually needed it. "Argh! Fucking shitty bastard!!" I shouted out. "You alright Seungho?" I heard a voice from the door to my bedroom. I turned around slowly looking at the intruder. "Yah! You shitty asshole! I`m gonna strangle you to death!!" I shouted and threw a pillow at him. He dogded it, but if I hadn`t been so angry I would`ve laughed at the shocked face he gave me. I was in complete war mode and so I ran towards him while he was obviously startled and backed away, and turning to run. But since I had used the time where he had been shocked well, I got hold of him pretty fast. He had tried running into his bedroom and as I followed I managed to trip him so that he fell onto the bed. And before he managed to get back his sense I had trapped him sitting over his waist and started attacking him with pillows. He screamed for me to stop and tried his best to avoid my attack even though it was pretty hard in the position he was in."It`s all because of you!! You fucking made me into a toy for you to play with! I`m gonna fucking rape you!" I shouted. I could see his eyes widen and I guess I hadn`t actually thought about saying those words before now. But as I thought about it, I really wanted to regain some control when having sex. I hated being unable to do anything and being ordered around. After my outburst, I heard Joon`s laughter. I stopped my attack at once and looked weirdly at him."The fuck are you laughing about?!" I shouted at him."Ahahaha! I never in my life thought you would say something like that!! That`s the funniest thing I`ve ever heard!! Ahahahaha" Joon said looking as if he was about to die from laughter. I could feel my cheek burn as the embarrassment took over."What do you mean?! Don`t you believe me?!" "Of course I believe you! I bet you would do just fine being the one in control" Joon said with so much sarcasm he could manged between his laughter."You asshole! This time I will be the one controlling! And you are not allowed to say anything!" "Then don`t tell me your actually gonna top too? Cus that I would have to say something about" Joon said still not completely done laughing."I-I`m not gonna....That`s just....." I was getting even more red. The weird part was that I had no intentions about topping I was only thinking about being in control... "Fine! As long as you let me top I will let you do as you please! It will be fun seeing how long you can managed without me controlling" Joon smirked and that just made me more determined. "It`s on!"    As I woke up the next morning I cursed myself. This was the first time i had been the one indicating the sex and now I couldn`t blame Joon about it.It had been a lot more fun that I imagined, but somehow I was pretty sure I would let him be the one in control the next time. FLASHBACK: I shakingly opened his shirt. I was pretty annoyed at how nervous I was. I was the older one and so I should have been the calm one, but somehow I was shaking like a leaf in wind, while Joon was laying under me with a smirk on his mouth and looking as calm as ever.As I got his shirt of, I started getting more and more flustered. Why the hell was I like this?! I wasn`t completely sure what to do next and Joon wasn`t helping at all as he just laid there looking at me with his mocking eyes. He probably loved the fact that I was being so nervous and knew so little about what to do.I shakingly lowered myself and started kissing him slowly and akwardly."Hey seungho hyung...It`s okay you can stop now" Joon said and strooked my hair slowly."What do you mean?" I looked at him with annoyance."I know you are trying your best, but this would take ages and your not being a turn on right now" "Shup up! I`m just being a little more careful that you okay!" I glared back shaking his hand off of my head."Come on! You`re shaking real hard and I can clearly see you don`t know what to do. Stop pushing yourself too hard" I got annoyed by his words and how it really sounded like he was older while I was just a kid who had never done something like this before.And so I tried my best. I leaned down and kissed him on the lips forcefully. He let his hands slide down my torso and grabbed my butt making me moan.As I did he put his tounge inside my mouth and I could feel myself becoming hotter. And having a bit more confident I started kissing him down his torso and to his stomach. I quickly opened his pants and dragged down his boxers. He was alreaddy pretty hard from the kisses. I started pumping his cock and after a while sucked on it. I then got some lube and put started fingering myself with it. I continued even though I felt really embarrassed as I knew Joon was looking at me. After preparing myself I positioned myself on top of him and slowly went down. I moaned at the feeling and my breath was knocked out of me when Joon grabbed my hips and forcefully pushed me down. The feeling was overwhelming and I never thought he could ever get this deep within me. "You look so sexy" Joon said and moaned.After getting used to it I started pushing up and slamming back down again. It continued on and on until I could feel myself reaching my climax. And as he started hitting my prostate all the time I moaned loudly before cumming. And just a second later Joon came inside me filling me up. I sat on top of him for a while panting hard. And after calming down a little I leaned down on him and doze off pretty quickly. In the middel of the night I suddenly woke up. I was actually not feeling sleepy at all. As I was about to move myself I was unable to hold in a moan when I felt that Joon was still inside me. I had gone to sleep without getting off of him. But the friction felt ridicolous good and I could feel myself getting turned on again. And so I slowly started moving back and forth taking in his whole lenght.It kinda aroused me that Joon was still sleeping. But I could hear him moan in his sleep as I continued my actions. And soon I was humping on top of him in a fast speed moaning loudly.  "Seungho-ah...." I heard a drowsy voice call out, but I was too into it to care. And as Joon started waking up more and more, I finally came clenching my hole around him. I guess the fact that he had woken up to me riding on top of him had aroused him a lot! He cummed inside me so much.As he was done I rolled down beside him and sighed. "I had never thought that about you" Joon grinned still a bit sleepy. "Well...I just couldn`t sleep" I said feeling embarrassen now as I thought about it. And then we both fell asleep again being way to tired to do anything else.