The fault in our stars. (1/1)

Jaejoong's POV:„Jaejoong, wait for me!“ Yunho screamed.„I'm waiting, but come quickly, we're late.“ That dumbass...Finally Yunho finished dressing and we headed out, today we were going to have picnic, but it suddenly started to rain, so we decided to go shopping, since I needed some things..„How can we be late for that?“ He asked and took my hand. I knew I was blushing, I could totally feel it.„Cause you're just too slow! I've been waiting like for ages..“„That's not true Jae..“ He smiled and lightly kissed me.I wanted to tell him that I'm not going to live for that long, so I wanted to spend every second with him. But I can't..I just..Not now. I still have time.„Jae, what are you thinking about?“„About how much I love you.“ I smiled and entangled our fingers together.„Really? And how much?“ I saw the mall we were going to.„You can't even imagine. But I still hate you.“ He was startled.„Why? Did I do something?“ We walked inside.„Yes, you don't remember?“ I said remembering last month, when he was still 'that Yunho'.„I'm sorry.“„Nevermind. It's okay, I don't hate you Yunho, never.“ I smiled and we walked inside. When I finally bought the book I needed I started looking for Yunho. He said he is going to be somewhere near. I was too tired, so I found a bench and started reading. The book was really interesting and..it was really meaningful for me. I was so into the book, that I actually forgot what time is it. It have been for 2 hours and Yunho hasn't come yet. I took my phone to call him, then I saw him.„Y-Yunho, what's wrong?“ He was mad, really mad.„Where have you been?! I was searching for you everywhere.“ He took my hand.„We're leaving.“„W-wait!“ I tried to stop him, but he was stronger.„Yunho! Let me go, it hurts!“ He finally let my hand and turned around. He saw that I'm about to cry and hugged me.„I'm so sorry Jae, I was just worried and..and..“ But why is he like this? He knew that I'm going to be here, it's right in front of that store.„It's okay, let's go.“ I said. What is going on? Is he hiding something? Why is he..overreacting that much? Maybe I'm being too naïve. I woke up and took my phone to check the time. Today is my birthday. Already. So it means I don't have that much time left. Nobody knows. It doesn't matter, I havent celebrated my birthday for past 5 years. I know, it's kinda sad, but having your parents always on bussines trip is really...yup.I could feel the tears, why are you crying Jaejoong?„Jae, you're awake?“ I could hear Yunho said.„Y.yeah.“ I said, but faced the wall. I didn't wnat to talk to him. Not right now.„Yunho?“„Hm?“„Why are you like this?“„Like what?“Cold. Always so cold, heartles.„Jae?“ He was slowly turning me, so that I can face him.„Jae, what's wrong?“ He said.„Nothing, go away, please. Just..be yourself, you don't have to hide your feelings anymore. It's okay to hate me, but please, just don't lie to me. Please, go away.“ I can't anymore. He doesn't say anything. What happened-,Yunho's POV:It's her fault. She told me that he was cheating, but why would he?And she even didn't prove it, why I belived her? Just because she saw it? And I didn't even ask him. Ofcourse he's not, someone that innocent as Jaejoong. Today he was crying. He was cyring again, because of me. What have I done? I'm going to apologize, right, I'm going to apologize. When the class ended I quickly run to the dorms, but I already felt, that something is wrong right away I opened the door. He wasn't there, his things too, the closet was empty.„No way.“ He returned to his old dorms. I took my phone and called him. He was not picking up. I quickly run to the office to ask where he is, I wanted to see him so much, the picture of him crying was always coming back.„Hello Ms. Park, can I ask you where Kim Jaejoong's dorm is? He was with me..“„Oh, he left this morning.“„He-he left? Like he's not in the school?“„Yes, the ambulance took him. Poor boy, he's so young, and today is even his birthday.“What? Today is his birthday and he did't say anything?„Why ambulance, is he okay? Which hospital is he in?“ She looked into my eyes.„You didn't know? He didn't even tell you? I tought you were his..you know..boyfriend?“„Well yes, but he never told me anything about beeing ill or anything.“„Oh I see now.“ I suddenly remembered the book he was reading last time. But the name is..„Poor Jaejoong, he has a cancer and it's getting really bad.“The fault in our stars.     A/N:it's too short, and not edited.i just can't concentrate on the story.not right now.the plot is changing alot, its not going by the plan i had, but im just not mentally prepared right now. its too short i know, im going to update quickly. i just..i dont now whats wrong..but still thank you..thank you so much for everything..