Continuing nights (1/1)

Jessica is trying to close her eyes and stop staring into the dark . Her father hyeson adivced when she couldn't sleep , she can count the sheeps .jessica pov :I'm staring into the immeasurable blankness , that stretches far beyond my eyelids , though I'm lying still on my bed , i still feel uncomfortable as I always did since Junsu suicided . Thinking about how fragile he was & his cheerful smiles that was only a mask for a unknown misery , his broken heart . After the chance of meeting him , I didn't want to lose him as much as I know He didn't neither , it's making me more angry more uneasy to breath to think that he left me behind without explaining ! Wondering about the truth of his short life ....the door of Jessica bedroom creaking open , her father was standing there while looking at her with pleading eyes Jessica knew that her father understand her feelings that why she felt uneasy , she didn't want to make others worry specially her father .Her father was going through enough pain dealing with her step-mother . With thinking about her step-mother , she couldn't hep but feel sorry for him . Her father walked slowly to her bed and take a set on then nearst chair , he smiled a creepy smile suddenly and said " Ho Ho !! Where's my cheerful little girl who's going to school tomorrow ?" In a loud voice & papa noual /Santa/ high notes , Jessica start giggling . old memories got her the memories of her father trying to comfort her after her mother death , by doing the same action .Her father suddenly stopped joking around with her and said with a soft voice " I miss my baby Jessica who would go up jumping into my arms kissing me " he did the sad face and Jessica looked at him with glare " dad , I'm 18 I can't do that " her father looked at her with big Wide eyes saying " isn't ? I thought so " he laughed a little but stopped and looked at Jessica directly this time and said " you have to sleep now , right ? As I know you're going to have along day full of kisses & the name of junsu hunting you , rest darling . You had been absent for two weeks & it's enough " his words made Jessica feels uneasy , she couldn't go back to the school without her best friend , she didn't want to face anyone .Jessica said with soft breath but shaky " can I stop going to school ? It's my last yea--" her father cutted her off with his long sigh , followed by him saying " no Jessica , you can't runaway " her father continued "how about your boyfriend ? He's calling you since ever & you just keep on ignoring his calls & messages !! Som--" Jessica suddenly got up from her bed kising her father forehead " dad , how about you going to sleep before the witch wake up & start looking for you ? I bet she would glare at you till you fall asleep " she giggled cutely at her father expression , he could imagine that happening , he's busy enough dealing with other stuffs . "Okkkkkaaayyyyyy bbbyyeeee " he said while laughing softly and he was gone . Jessica got back to her uncomfy bed and hide herself under the covers. As the night continued , Jessica slowly had the memory of the last text that had been sent to junsu in his mobile from Jung yunho : text : you're dead man , let's meet at the rooftop tonight ........will Jessica breakup with her boyfriend yunho ? Dose yunho really have something to do with junsu death ?  ( sorry for the bad grammar :( )