[M] For Eternity (BamSon) (1/1)

**Rewind: Truce; For Now** -Bam’s POV-“Just for tonight… Can you lay with me…?” Jackson pleaded.“I don’t want to have sex right now hyung…” I whined silently.“I know. I don’t want to either… I just… I want to fall asleep with you in my arms… I can set the alarm to wake us before Mark comes back… Just please… for tonight… Be mine…?”I stood up and walked to his bed before sneaking under his covers and into his arms.“Hey hyung…?”“What’s up?”I leaned in slowly and kissed his forehead. I then cupped his face softly and lightly tapped his bottom lip with my lips. He smiled and then took my lips fully onto his. I kiss his passionately and deeply. He returned the kiss with as much, if not more, passion and pulled away.“You said no sex.” He smirked.“That wasn’t sex hyung… It was a goodnight kiss.”He kisses my forehead, my nose, both of my cheeks, and then a peck on my lips. He moved my head to his chest and wrapped his right arm around my shoulders.“Night hyung.”“Kun, can you tell me you love me again…?” He sounded hurt a bit.“You don’t have to ask hyung… Saranghae…”“Saranghae…”I found myself being lulled by his heartbeat again and fell asleep shortly after.“I’ll always love you Bam…”------------------------------------------------------I squinted softly against the rays of sun shining through the curtains. I felt warm arms wrapped around my waist and I remembered that I was in Jackson’s bed. I smiled softly and turned to face him. He was still asleep and his sleeping face is just gorgeous. I traced softly along his eyebrows and then to his lips. Jacksons tongue darted out and licked my finger. “Do you like staring at me Kun?”“A… Aniyo…” I blushed and tried to turn away from him.He grabs me softly and pulls me in closer to his body wrapping his arms around me tighter. “You aren’t going anywhere.”“Hyung… Mark will be back soon.” I whined.“I don’t care. I only care about savoring this moment. Just being with you like this is heaven for me.”I blushed again. “Are you confessing again?”“Yeah, I guess so.” He laughed softly. “Or maybe, I just want in your pants.”“Yah! Hyung!!”“I am kidding. You know I love you more than just for sex. You mean the world to me Kun. I don’t know where I’d be if you weren’t around me.” He kissed my forehead.“Hyung… I really do care about you too.” I pecked his lips softly. We both jerked up as soon as we heard the door open.Mark looked at us and smiled.“I, uh, I am happy now.” He said not losing his smile.“What do you mean hyung?” I looked at him standing up and away from the bed now.“I am sorry but, I don’t think I could love you with all of my heart.”I looked at him completely shocked.“You are lying.” Jackson mumbled.I watched Mark give Jackson a dirty look and then his face smoothed when he looked back at me.“I don’t think I can continue lying to you.”“What?” I finally said, feeling my heart shrink and tears form.“I lied to you about falling for you. I really liked the attention and I guess I was just sexually frustrated. I don’t know why I decided to toy with you. I am sorry. Plus, my brother set me up with his friend. She is really sweet and I think I like her. Mianhae…” He rambled on.“Fine…” I whispered and walked out of the room. -Jackson’s POV-“Why are you lying to him? Why are you giving up?” I said a bit bewildered since I should be happy that Bammie is all mine now.“I can’t take it anymore.  Yes. I love Bammie, but, I miss him talking to me. I miss him. However, when I heard you say that he means the world to you and that you don’t know where you’d be without him, it finally hit me.”“What do you mean hyung?”“You need him, no; you love him more than I do. You were completely right. I did only think I had feelings for him because you