Lights, Camera, RUN (1/2)

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Your POV

I don’t exactly know what kept me walking right towards the cameras that were getting ready to film but I’m sure it has to do with the fact Seung Hyun practically dragged me out of the car and to the makeup station. I hate this. I can’t stand cameras...they....they...they....they just SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME! Kya! I don’t want to go! SAVE ME, SOMEBODY, PLEASE! SEUNG HYUN GET THE HELL OFF OF ME! WAH! HELP ME.

“Hime ah~, there’s nothing to be scared of...it’s just cameras,”

“Exactly, they are cameras! They are manipulative pieces of equipment that take videos at the most unwanted situations and create problems! Do you know what happened to me the last time I was filmed,” I cried to him. I should have known that coming to this show was a bad idea. Why the hell did I accept to come if I still feared the cameras the way I am right now.

“Your right, I have no clue why you fear them since I just met you, what, YESTERDAY?” he said not understanding my mental breakdown. He had a point, I know...but I guess the strong Hime I’ve been is nothing in front of cameras. I wanted to get through this with him and trust in him...but this is way too much for my brain to handle.

“About six months ago, Kyuhyun and I went to the bar to celebrate one of the SNSD unnies birthday. The other Suju members couldn’t go because of scheduling as well as my SHINee oppas. So it was just the two of us. Of course I didn’t drink, but Kyu oppa did and got a bit tipsy. Fans were also still crazy over Seokyu so they didn’t really like Kyu oppa hanging out with any other girls during this period. A couple of the fans were coincidentally at the bar we were at and saw me and Kyu oppa together, with him leaning on me in order get to the car so I could drive us home and then, because of his weight, he pinned me to the wall but from their view...it looked like he was kissing me. Fans took pictures of it and there was a video. After that their fans followed me everywhere and found out that I roomed with SHINee. It turned out to cause a ton of trouble. We had a press conference and everything. Even after the whole misunderstandings that were made was cleared up, people still aren’t comfortable with me being around the guys so I avoided going out in public with them. Honestly, since then....this is the first time I’ve been willingly in front of cameras,” I told him close to tears. It was a scarring experience. None of the guys got mad at me, not even Kyu oppa who has a short temper for nonsense like that. They all sheltered me even more after that incident but the SNSD unnies kept trying to get me out of that shelter. Hence Jessica unnie’s offer to come on this show.

“Well then, lets make people know for sure that you’re not that type of person,”

“How?”

“By showing who you really are on this show,”

“Won’t they hate me more since I’m with you?”

“Hey, it might be like that in the beginning but we’ll show people that you’re innocent of all their assumptions,”

“Seung Hyun, don’t you have a bad experience with the cameras too? How can you still face them?”

“What do ya mean? The camera keeps food on my table.” he said while grinning.

“I use to watch MakBanShi...”

“Oh...” his smile faded.

“The kiss with Jong Hun oppa....,”

“Yah...well it was hard to convince people I was straight after that incident but I survived, see?” he smiled wide at me again. I couldn’t help but laugh at him. For some odd reason all my fears went away. What he does to me. Not even Suju oppas and the SHINee oppas could get me in front of cameras, let alone talk about the incident. With in five minutes, I spilt the whole issue to him and he eased it all away with a few words.

“I guess you did,”

“So shall we try this together?” he asked me hopefully. I nodded and gave him a nervous smile.

“I’m still not comfortable,”

“I’ll help you, don’t worry,” he said while grabbing my hands.

“Honestly, since you’re so unpredictable.... I’ve even more nervous,” I told him as he made me sit down at the makeup table. He just smiled and waved a small goodbye. The cordi unnie started to put some light powder while Seung Hyun oppa went with another guy to get ready to film.

“How lucky, to have someone like him as your husband,” the unnie told me with a sincere smile.

“Ne~  very lucky,”

“Have you guys met before being introduced,”

“Ani, we met the day the show started,” I confessed to her and she seemed shocked.

“No way! I would have thought you guys known each other for at a year,”

“I wish I knew him as well as you think I do,”

“You love him, don’t you?”

“I think I do, aish, aren’t I too young to feel things like this? Isn’t it too soon?”