Where Are You (1/1)

"Where's that punk? We'll be late for the commercial!" said Onew who's very worried that they might be scolded by their manager sooner or later. "You shouldn't have said that the girl was pretty, Taemin." said Minho who was sitting on the couch, with his arms crossed. "Wh-what?? You're the one who asked if he was dating the girl!" exclaimed Taemin who suddenly stood up infront of Minho. "I was only curious." now he's wearing the fuck-off-I'm-annoyed face. "Ya stop the cat fight." Jonghyun just said that they're having a cat fight... When he and Key have done it almost a hundred times. "Cat fight? Really?" Minho chuckled a bit there. "Yeah, really." Minho stood up and faced Jonghyun, "Us? We didn't even touch each other. When, you and Key always hit each other when you fight, and you fight almost everyday. Then you call this a cat fight." Taemin tittered, he agrees with Minho. "Hah, hyung. You always make sense." "Ya, I should be the one who always make sense here.." Jonghyun said, acting like a child. Minho was about to say something, until the door opened. "Key! We waited for you for quite a long time. Get ready for the commercial, now." nagged Onew, who looks a bit pissed because of the dongsaeng's actions. Key had a blank face on when he entered the apartment. He didn't even respond to Onew. They were wondering why. He told them that it wasn't a date.. but it looked like he just got rejected.    Great, now Key isn't being himself again. What was with that girl? What did she do to make him.. lose himself? The 4 boys are not liking that girl at this moment. "Key." Key lost his thoughts when he heard someone call him. "Something's really bothering you, isn't it?" Jonghyun asked. He just looked at Jonghyun, with a blank face. Can Key get more irritating? "YA, JUST TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG" Jonghyun bursted out. "It's nothing, Jjong." Key's finally smiling, but his eyes weren't. "We're done for today right? Let's go." he patted Jonghyun's shoulders and walked away. Jonghyun felt something really wrong. Really, really wrong. He hasn't been with Key for the past few days. Even though it has only been a while, he felt like he lost Key, his pal, his bestfriend. 'How am I supposed to help you, to get you back, when I don't even know what's wrong.' "Jonghyun, why are you so down all of a sudden?" Onew brushed his hand across Jonghyun's back, "I know Key hasn't been himself lately, but--" He faked a laugh and looked at Onew like, Onew was a crazy person. "Onew hyung, I don't feel down. What are you saying.. It's not about Key m style="font-size:14px;">at m style="font-size:14px;">all." "Psh, whatever." Onew was about to hit him on the head but Jonghyun dodged, so he just brushed his hair, violently, making him look like he just got out of bed. As he looked at Onew walking away, holding Taemin's hand, he fixed his hair, thinking that he thought Onew would buy what he just said a while ago. "Yo bling bling" Jonghyun turned to his back where the voice came from. Minho. "Let's go?" and Jonghyun followed him.  ***Before you read this part, for a background music, open this in a new tab/window: click here.  Key and Jonghyun were separated in the van, Jonghyun was at the back with the sleeping Onew, and suprisingly, Key was at the front. Minho and Taemin were in the middle, playing around, not minding the present situation. Though Key and Jonghyun were both looking at the moving stars through the van's windows, thinking. Not evidently, they were not thinking about the same things. Key looked like he was looking at every star, deeper and deeper.  'What am I going to do.. Oh God, please help me. If I agree to her mother's condition.. No, I can't afford to have any more scandals. I'm fucking tired of everything. This started because of you, mom. But I don't hate you, I can't. You're still my mother, who brought me to this world. An amazing world that... will turn upside down soon. I can't do this, I'm tired. I don't want to think anymore. I want to rest, physically and mentally. I hate showing my other side to the people inside this van. I miss them. Though it is my fault, it's like I'm PMS-ing around them. I can't tell them what's going on, it will bother them even more. I miss my life already, I miss being the diva... I miss being Key.' "Ya!!! Stop messing my hair!! Minho hyuuuung!" "Make me." "Key hyung!!" "Ya you'll wake Onew hyung up, stop screaming." Minho gave Taemin a glare. ... Taemin heard no response from Key. Jonghyun was thinking about Key. It's all about Key, forgetting what he said to Onew earlier.   'Key, tell me what's going on. Please. I cannot bear seeing you like this, I am used to it, but it usually lasts for less than a day, right? I miss you. I don't want to think that just because you're dating someone, which you denied, but which I think is true, you're being like this. This is the first time I've witnessed it too. I'm being such a kid right now, I think I'm going to cry and break down in a while,' Jonghyun looked to his right, seeing Onew sleeping soundly, 'but I can't because a tofu beside me is sleeping.' As he was still looking outside the window, tears decide to bail out from his eyes, every tear that runs down his cheeks, he wipes with his fingers cautiously, avoiding to be noticed. 'I don't like the fact that, you're on the opposite corner of the van, away from me.' He closed his eyes tightly, shaking, m style="font-size:14px;">'But.. I hate the fact that, you're here in the van, you're really here..' With his every pause, he swallowed and swallowed, avoiding making any noise. 'Yet I.. I fucking feel like.. you're so far.. far away from me.'