Dealing (1/1)
AN: I hate writing sad stuffs or conflicts even. I think we have one too may in life itself so the thought of having them in fiction is always difficult to me as I would have to dug back into my life for it. And having to do that means I would have to re-live the time. But alas I digress...so on with it. *armed with sad songs*.Author's POVWhile Athenna is trying form a decision about them, Soo Hyuk in the meantime had never even entertained the idea of them being apart. Yes he committed the ultimate betrayal to her but....no...he just couldn't accept it although the evidence to it is seemingly obvious. He definitely didnt do it, he knows his body well, knows how he'd feel in the aftermath of a physical intimacy. No....he knows it didn't happen he thinks as he shook his head as if to confirm his believes. "Oppa..." Sarah said. She was standing in front of him, across the kitchen island. She had on the clothes she had possibly worn yesterday but he cant, for the life of him remember. "Pour yourself some coffee and have a seat Sarah" he said. His face remains unaffected by her presence. "I'm sorry I cant offer you proper food as there isn't anything decent to eat here. I spent more time at Athenna's than my own apartment" Soo Hyuk pause as he gulps some coffee to wet his suddenly dry throat after mentioning her name. "Besides it already nearly night time...I am sure you have other places to be in" he said further as he looks at her as she took a seat. "Its okay oppa" Sarah said at him brightly. "What happen Sarah? How did we end up in bed? I remembered being with both Jong Hyun and Yong Kwang hyung but I have no recollection of ever meeting up with you...so tell me...what happen?" Soo Hyuk said as he stared at her directly....meeting her eyes looking for sincerity. Sarah couldnt meet his perceptive eyes, so she took several sips of the coffee to avoid them. She cleared her throat several times, stalling....thinking over how best to approach this. "I came over to see you last night oppa. I saw you at the lobby and you were drunk" she paused as Soo Hyuk narrowed his eyes. But as he remains to be silent, Sarah took it as a chance to trudge ahead. "I helped you come inside oppa. You were so drunk and was muttering nonsense. I couldnt simply leave you like that and leave oppa. Than suddenly you grab me and kiss me. You were so persistent yesterday and I....I just couldnt deny you oppa....I...I love you oppa, I always have" Sarah said.When Soo Hyuk remains silent, Sarah lifted up her head to look at him. Soo Hyuk was looking at her intently, as if he could look directly into her and find out the truth about what had happen. "Oppa.....Soo Hyuk oppa...say something will you..." Sarah said hesitantly. "I am sorry Sarah. I know we didnt have sex...I know my body. We didn't have any sex yesterday, at least you didnt have it with me" Soo Hyuk said grimly. "How do you know oppa? How do you know we didnt have sex? You were drunk...how can you know for sur