[M] Tao: Time (1/1)

Tao grabbed her roughly by the hips, pulling her down onto his lap. She gasped and fought the painful hold he had on her. She didn’t like it. She fought against him and when she went to tell him to stop, his arm wound itself around her waist pulling her back flush against his chest and torso. She stilled when he felt his lips brush on the shell of her ear. “Stop fighting me.” He mumbled. He pressed a kiss to the skin of her neck below her ear and her heart rate increased. Hastily he moved his hand down smoothing over her waist before slipping under her shirt and warming up her cold skin. His hands were soft, but his actions were rough, painful. She sucked in a breath when his hand closed over her breast, squeezing.  “Tao…” She whispered. “Please…” He rested his forehead on his nape and she got goosebumps at the feel of his cold breath travelling down her back. He took a few steadying breaths and gulped. “I’m sorry.”  He let her go but she remained. She arched her neck to look back at him, to the flustered half human she loved. She bit her lip before turning around on his lap and cupping his cheeks. He looked up at her, his eyes sad and disappointed - with himself. “I--” “It’s okay…” Tao interrupted. “I… I shouldn’t of done that. I just--” “Tao, it’s okay.” She soothed. She ran her thumb across his plump lips. “We’re both new to this.” She looked up into his golden swirling eyes. “Just… Slowly, okay?” He nodded and they hesitantly lent forward, lips brushing softly against each other. He was holding back, his hands in fists by his side. She kissed him softly, pecking his lips slowly, easing herself into it. Feeling him trembling under her body she ran her hands through his thick hair and down his tensed arms to his clenched hands.  “Tao…” She whispered before kissing tenderly against his pulse point and prying open his fists. His slender fingers slowly unclenched and she smiled, leaning back and looking at him in the eyes. “Touch me.”  His eyes flashed with panic and she reassured him. “I trust you. You won’t hurt me.”

She kissed him again, harder. and his hands found her waist, fingers itching to dig into the skin to mark - to harm. His brow furrowed in control he lifted up the material and bared her naked torso. Despite her nerves she aided him, pulling away from the kiss momentarily to pull the shirt over her head.  Tao leaned forward, capturing her lips again in a fiery kiss as his nails scraped up her back to her bra clasp. She arched away from the sensation and wrapped her arms around his neck needing him closer. She balled the fabric of his jumper in her fists as he continued the ticklish scratching on her back and she wanted to do the same. She slowly began to pull the soft woolen material up his body, it was then that he froze. His fingers dug into her flesh and she whimpered. “Tao, just let me see…” She knew the reason he wore such long sleeved, thick shirts. He did it to hide. To hide what he was. To hide his failure and shame for what he did. “They’re disgusting.” He muttered bitterly and she could see the darkness creeping into the whiteness of his eyes. No no no. “Tao… I could never find any part of you disgusting. I love you.” She pecked his lips. “All of you.” Gingerly he nodded and she pulled the jumper off his body. On his chest, only the scars remained at what was once a beautiful pattern of silver swirls and ancient markings of the gods. Scars had replaced them, they travelled down his chest, along his shoulders and down his back. She marvelled at the scars and hesitantly she brought her hand up to run her fingers across the markings, the small little patterns.  “Did it hurt when they… when they..?” “Yes.” Was his only reply. She was thankful for the return of life in his eyes and she unclasped her bra and tossed it to her floor. He blinked at her in shock and she smiled before he pulled her close again and kissed down her neck, his shirtless state forgotten. She moaned and melted into him, arms travelling down his scarred back before coming to the largest, deepest scars in his back. He flinched and bit down into her skin at the electric shock that went through him as she ran her soft fingers over the marks his ripped off wings used to be.  Tao was trembling underneath her and the bulge in his trousers was pulsing with need. Retracting her arms from around him her hands found his belt and at the contact he growled and his body rumbled with the force of it. “Tao!” She gasped. “I’m sorry.” He whimpered. She pressed a kiss to his forehead. “You can do this, Tao.” Surprising her he cupped her breasts in his palms and languidly licked up her cleavage. His hands and tongue were hot on her flesh and her fingers on his zipper shook. Sensing her struggle his hands enveloped hers and he guided her hands to pull down his zip. The action was hot and her stomach began to flip with anxiety.  The assault of his mouth on her breasts made her back arch and she had to hold onto the back of the chair to keep herself from falling backwards. When he nibbled on the soft moulds he left little red blotches and earned himself quiet little whimpers.  Her hands slid down his back, feeling his marks gently. She urged to feel every one of them, to trace the patterns and ask him of their meanings, but that would have to wait. She slid her hands into his briefs and felt him jolt at the coldness of her palms. His grip on her hips tightened - not too painfully. She giggled a little, gauging his reaction as she smoothed her fingers up and down his growing shaft. His breathing became ragged and his hands balled into tight fists at her hips.  "Relax." She whispered. In actuality she had no idea what she was doing but she had a feeling she wasn't too bad given his reactions; the bucking of his hips, the small grunts that spilled from his lips and the illuminate golden sparkles in his eyes. "I want to take you..." He nipped hard at her collarbone. "Now." Tao brought his strained fingers and pulled her own from his leaking shaft. She moved to sit up but his arm banded around her waist, preventing her from moving. Her cheeks flushed at the poke to her stomach.  "Where are you going?" His voice was gruff but there was still the humanity in his eyes - the angel.  She was almost speechless. She would of been scared at the ferocity in his eyes mere minutes ago, now she couldn't look away too aroused, anxious and excited for the pleasure he could give.  "I'm- Tao I'm just going to take off my--" she gasped.  A rough hand slipped between her legs and in the blink of an eye her underwear was gone. She felt light headed, dizzy in a way she had never been before - like the world was spinning too fast. She gripped onto him for dear life, feeling that she was floating that the room was spinning too fast and that she'd be sucked into the walls. Everything was inexplainable. It felt like everything was in slow motion yet everything seemed so fast.  And when she opened her eyes to find herself on her back, Tao crawling between her legs, kissing up her stomach to her lips.  When he entered her, she felt every bit of the stretch, every inch of his cock that entered her as if he was entering her as slowly as humanly possible. She had imagined it would hurt, her first time but the spinning world distracted her enough.  Tao started a fast pace and although she could certainly feel him going fast she could still feel him perfectly inside of her, as if he was hardly moving. The sensation was overwhelming and tears streamed down her face as she scorched her nails down his back causing him to growl and his eyes to darken at the roughness he was used to.  He grabbed either side of her waist and brought her down onto his pounding cock and her screams became more high pitched and sharp.  She looked up at him, looking up at his blackening eyes. Her hand was almost numb like the rest of her body and she could barely lift it as she brought it up to rest atop of his on her waist. "Stay with me, Tao." She begged in a weak voice. "Fight it." Her body went hot, like it was on fire. She squirmed and arched up and Tao captured her lips in a passionate, sloppy kiss, teeth pulling at each other's lips as they both came. Tao wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled their bodies together as the speed and fury of their kisses began to dwindle.  She began to relax in his hold as the world came to a standstill and she felt stable again. Tao pulled away from the kiss and he was panting like her. When she met his eyes they were glowing, the golden iris' swirling with energy and life.  "What did you do?" She breathed.  Tao swallowed and lowered her back down onto her bed. "I experimented." She entwined their fingers. "You've never showed me your powers." "Was it worth the wait?" She kissed his chest. "Absolutely."