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“Kai, you are so attractive,” I say to him as we sit together on the dark corner of the corridor. It is the first time we’ve been together alone, though I’ve always found him attractive whenever we meet at school. I am so lucky to have the same degree with him.Kai is speechless when I told him that, and I definitely wonder why. It’s not the first time a girl has told him that. In addition, he himself is conceited to know. But…this time, why do I see him blush? Am I dreaming, or maybe it is just really dim that I am having illusions?No, it’s not an illusion. It is real, and I can even feel him shake. He is nervous…and I really don’t know why.“Kai…why are you like that?” I ask him, for his reaction is really a puzzle to me.Yes, I want him now. I want to touch his soul tonight. And that initiative from a girl is not new to him. He is a one-night stander. He has fucked numerous girls up. Now, I want it to be my turn.I want to have sex with him…for the first, and maybe the last time.“I want you to touch me,” I tell him directly. I grab his shaking hand and let it touch my breast. “You own me tonight,” as I let his hand enter my shirt.Kai is really strange. Why is he repelling to my force? He has always wanted this, right?“Kai, don’t…” I plead him. He is pulling his hand away, but I want him to touch me. “Kai, no…no…”Finally, Kai speaks, and I am really surprised. “Stop it.”“What? What did you just say?”“Stop it.”“What will I stop?”“Stop disrespecting yourself.”“What? What I just want is you. Is that disrespecting myself?”“Why