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He did it again.But he couldn't do anything against it.He saw the link and he saw those pictures. The pictures he actually wanted to get out of his mind. The pictures he tried to forget. Words haunting him every night.The only source of light in his room was the laptop on his bed.It was always like that.He didn't notice he cried until he felt tears falling from his cheeks. The sting in his heart was a familiar feeling and he didn't mind it. It was always there, whenever he saw him.His hand touched the computer screen. As if he could feel the warm and soft skin of the young man at the screen in front of him. But all he felt, was the rising heat and the hardness of the screen.It was like that evey night.During the night he didn't had to pretend who he was, how he felt. He was just himself.During the day he was the one who held everything and everyone together. Always smiling and pretending to be strong. He would never show how he really felt. He would always be there for his family and friends.He had two identities. And that was just because of him, A certain someone, who was sleeping in a room just a few steps away and who didn't know what his friend was thinking about.And he would never know about it.He knew he had to stop. To stop loving someone, who was unreachable. To stop sitting in his bed every night, thinking about him and searching for new rumours regarding this person. To stop searching for pictures of him and this girl.It hurt. But he couldn't live without the pain anymore. The pain remembered him that he was still alive.------------------Thanks for reading. It's just a really short drabble and you can think of any couple you want while reading this. It's just I thought of Hanbin und Jinhwan, but I don't really know why. My best friend thought of Chanyeol and Baekhyun. So you can think of anyone. English is not my native language so once again I'm sorry for any mistakes. I didn't read it proof because otherwise I wouldn't be able to publish this because I wouldn't have the confidence anymore. Maybe I'm going to comtinue translating my stuff. And I'm actually working on a story, but yeah I don't know.Giannt