Monster (1/1)

Four Years later  I was sitting by the window and looking at the beautiful city view from a high place. The rain is heavy. It reminds me of the day I made my choice. That very important day that changed my whole life. It was not my actual plan but things worked out the way life wanted it to be.  The rain really is heavy. Looking at it feels depressing. I moved to the bed, sitting at the side of it. I love this bed. It's full of memories. I brushed the sheets of the mattress, soft and pure. Just like my love and his love for me. I lifted my feet, and lay at my side of bed. I took the other pillow, his pillow, and caressed it lightly. When is he coming home? I bet the recording is done by now. I miss him already though I've seen him this morning when I served him breakfast. He had coffee, egg and Baekhyun. I mean Bacon, Chanyeol wouldn't like that if he had Baekhyun for breakfast.  I buried my face in his pillow, inhaling all the scent he left. If his scent would be a perfume, it would give Channel a run for its money. I really want to see him. He's like my drug. A drug too strong that no state in the world would ever want to try and possess it. I inhale a little more. What's with me and these raging hormones that I feel so emotional? I hug the pillow a little tighter.  Then I heard the door knob turn, the door opened. He stood there in his Hoodie, Jeans and sneakers. He's looking at me, eyes filled with joy and a huge smile almost ripping his face. It was a vision of beauty. Even Aphrodite would feel insecure beside him. The man I loved, love and will love for the rest of my fucking messed up and twisted life looks nothing less than perfect.          The man destiny has blessed me with isThe monster who took my life, Kris. My Wu Fucking Fan. He lay beside me and tucked me in his long and warm arms. I heard him release a really long sigh."The weather is weird again. These are the moments when I recall how you ended up with me."  Yes, the turn of events really made us who we are now. Nothing could be more cunning than life. I could still remember that time at the airport when I ran over to Suho.  It was four years ago. I was breathless from all the running and searching."I'm sorry."I paused."I can't afford to lose any of you and moreover I don't wanna be the cause for your friendship to fall apart. I'm choosing no one. I'll just leave..."Suho interrupted me."No! Stop!"He said, placing his hands over my shoulders."Don't say those words. I know how you really feel, it’s ok. I do understand. I don't want you to do this for my sake. And as much as I want you to be with me, I don't wanna be blind. I love you so much that I'd rather let you go. You love Kris. You had never once forgotten about your love for him. You took me in your life because I was good to you and I'm happy that in this lifetime of mine I once found someone like you."He was right, he got everything right. All this time I was just denying the fact that I still want Kris. I'm only scared to let him in my life again. Suho's tears were falling one by one from his glazed eyes. His words were too much for me to accept. How could he still be kind and gentle towards me even though his heart is already breaking from the pain? I failed to hold back my emotions and bursted out crying in his arms."Joonie~"I said, barely saying the words against Suho's sweater. He still has this warmth that reminds me of his precious love."How do you do this so easily?"My voice cracking, trying to find the reason why Suho is so kind to me."Believe me, this isn't easy but it's for our best. Go now! Their flight hasn't left yet!! Go! Go!"And so Suho pushed me away to run after Kris.  "Thank you"I heard him say in a very faint and loving voice as I head towards the other terminal.    And so here we are now. If Suho hadn't given up his own happiness, if I didn't ran after my super beautiful monster, I wouldn't be in the arms of the Kris, the man I truly love. Everything fell in the right places.  Kris tightens his grip on me, lowers his head and kisses me passionately. He goes for my lower lip fighting for dominance and finally had it in me. His tongue moving in my mouth. Kris had always been this hungry for flesh. Things got hotter; he moved his lips towards my neck sending me sweet light kisses. His hand was about to go into my skirt when I pulled back.  "Wait!"  I exclaimed, gasping for air."Let me guess, you have your period today right?"Kris said, one eyebrow raised. Bitchface on. I giggled. I never expected that this day will actually come. I rest my head in his broad shoulders and whispered:           "Truth is I haven't had my period for three months now."   Love.    THE END-    When Suho was in London. Sehun was his aid in dealing with loneliness.When the pictures from the trip were released:                  ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________If you wanna keep the mood of the story. Don't turn to the next chapter yet. Just take all the emotions in first before looking at the next chapter. Please leave me some comments about the story. I'd be more than delighted to know what you think. You can also talk and troll with me in my Tumblr account if you have some things you'd like to discuss.