[M] 1. (1/1)

"Soo…" Your voice comes out as a half whine, half gasp.

If Kyungsoo had any difficulty holding back before, it’s infinite times harder right now. Whatever thoughts he’s had about this crossing the line of friendship all gone, kapoot… Disappearing as fast as the way his blood are now rushing south. He latches plush lips on yours, breaking through that last barrier to chase his euphoria. And yours. You gasp again, unsure what to make of all these sensations. It’s foreign, definitely, more hurt than pleasure. But the way Kyungsoo bores at you half-lidded, mouth open as a bubble of laughter escape his lips, makes you stay in that position, and you utter shakily, “What?”  He’s breathless, the tight warmth around his member making coherent thoughts almost impossible, and he struggles to find the right word to describe what he’s feeling right now.

"It feels… Really good." The way he confesses with slight embarrassment makes your lips twitch into a smile.  That strange tug in your heart is back, but you haven’t had time to interpret it when he’s moving, hips jerking somewhat awkwardly, elbows shifting to balance out his weight while being careful not to crush you.

You grip his biceps (Did he work out? He’s not as flabby as you thought) and tries to remember how to breathe. At this close a proximity, your best friend looks different. Kyungsoo suddenly seems more transparent, more vulnerable, and that undiffused gaze fixed on you…It’s pinning you down even more than his physical presence. And when he next takes you into his mouth, your eyes flutter shut and you let yourself go. At that moment, you need him. Four thrusts later, he shudders and pulls himself out with a jerk. When he next glances at you again, emotion overwhelms you and you feel like crying… Because this feels so much like love.  Even though it’s probably not.