[M] I will love you always (1/1)

Avoid HaizaAdriana 18690K 2023-11-02

I tagged it as Rated M as there is a slight/implied making love at the end. Sorry no smuts here ;)  avoid

/əˈvɔɪd/

Keep away from or stop oneself from doing (something)  "Are you avoiding me?"Silence."Scratch that. Why are you avoiding me?" Ryeowook specifically emphasised the word "why".Silence again.One thing that he really hates when if he is talking or asking questions to someone and the person ignores him. And now his lover namely Cho Kyuhyun is doing that. He locked the door and went toward him. Ryeowook grabbed his chin and lifted up so that he was able to see his face."Kyuhyun please," he pleaded. Kyuhyun knows once Ryeowook called him by his name he meant business."Look at me, Kyuhyun-ah," he then shifted his eyes and look straight to him making eye contact. Kyuhyun could see the slight sadness and confusion in his eyes. He didn't purposely wants to avoid him. He had to do that from getting more hurt.Why?Because Ryeowook will be enlisting exactly in a month and clearly everyone know that he always depended on Ryeowook a lot. He always take care of him but once he's gone, who would take care of him? Only left with the two of them and few managers in their dorm. Now that he's gonna leave soon Kyuhyun will be all alone. He snapped out of his thoughts when he felt two hands cupping his face."Kyuhyun.""Ryeowook, I-" he stopped his sentence. Should he tell his lover the truth or should he just shrug it off?"Kyuhyun, please tell me what's wrong? Tell me why are you avoiding me this whole week? Did I do something wrong? If yes, I will apologise," Ryeowook pleaded, his tears threatened to flow anytime soon. Kyuhyun mirrored his actions too and did the same thing, cupping his face with his large and slender hands. He wiped the tears that flow  down from his beautiful eyes which Ryeowook didn't even realised. He could feel a pang in his heart seeing his lover cried.He pulled Ryeowook closer to him and hugged him tightly. He pats his back softly and rocking them sideways to comfort his lover. He then continued, " Ryeonggu, please don't cry. It hurts me a lot seeing you cry. No, you didn't do anything wrong so please stop crying.""Then why did you avoid me this whole week?" he could hear his voice muffled on his shirt."Look at me first and I will tell you the reason why I avoided you." Ryeowook pulled away from him a little and stare at him with his puffy red eyes and nose. Kyuhyun then wiped his tears with his thumbs."Ryeonggu, you will be enlisting in a month and I thought by avoiding you will be the best for me and the more time we spend together, the harder it is for me to let you go. I can't survive without you, you know that right? 2 years is long and I don't know how am I supposed to live without you within those two years," he softly said."Oh Kyukyu, why didn't you tell me this earlier?""I'm scared you will be angry."Ryeowook chuckled, "Why would I? You know Kyukyu, not only you who feels that way. Me too, I'm feeling the same way as you. We can't do anything about it right? And also it's not exactly 2 years. I will be gone for 1 year and 9 months.""Yes, but by the time you come back, I will still be in army and when I come back it will be almost 3 years we're separated. 3 years is very long. I can't bear with it," Kyuhyun sighed.Ryeowook just kept quiet knowing what Kyuhyun just said is true. Also, there's no way for them to avoid the army. No matter what they still have to enlist. Unless they sneak to another country and change their nationality. But that's a ridiculous idea. Ryeowook continued to hug him nuzzle his face on his long neck and placing light kisses on it."Even if we were to be separated for 3 years, my love for you will never change, Ryeonggu. You know I will always love you even till we're old or till we die," Tears instantly flow down his cheeks when Ryeowook heard what he said. He started to sob quietly wetting his lover's shirt. Kyuhyun held his shoulder and pushed him away a little and kissed him. The kiss was full of emotions with no signs of lust at all. They removed their clothes piece by piece and make love. Kyuhyun gently pushed himself slowly and gently not wanting to hurt his lover. Ryeowook arched his back when Kyuhyun hit his spot. Soon, the both of them released at the same time."I love you," the words they uttered before falling asleep in each other's arms.Fin. Sorry if it's crappy and if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes.This is my first time writing a non-smut story. Comments are appreciated!