Im not jealous! (1/2)
The next couple of weeks were all filled with shedules, performances, interviews and fan meetings. I'd stay home everyday and practice my cooking skills. Sometimes, I'd even come watch their performances, and we'd all just hang out. I told Sungjong about the night Myungsoo had asked me to be his girlfriend, thinking he'd keep it a secret. A few hours later the whole of Infinite had found out. They jokingly head-locked Myungsoo for not telling them earlier and congratulated me, wishing me goodluck for our relationship. Myungsoo and I now slept in the same bed and shared his room. I was no longer trapped in that death box, and I was greatly appreaciative, I was allowed to go wherever I wanted and the camera's were taken down completly.
Myungsoo never called me baby or kissed me in public or anything like that, partly because wherever they were fans would be there plus their manager had no idea, if he did, Myungsoo would be in big big trouble. I was happy with that, I liked that our relationship was an on and of kind of thing, I don't think I'd be able to keep up with being nice to him all the time, it really wore me out.
Infinite and I decided to go have a late-night dinner after their last performance for the day, we all went into a local noodle shop and ordered hot soups to suit the cold winter night. This time I sat next to Sungyeol and Dongwoo, Sungyeol would make the wierdest faces at customers while they had their back turned and smile when they had turned back to face him, Dongwoo and I just laughed until we had tears coming out of our eyes, this guy really knew how to make someone laugh.
I looked over to Sunggyu whispering into Myungsoo's ear. Myungsoo's face had no expression on it, he just kept his head down at his glass of coffee while Sunggyu continued whispering into his ear. I kept staring, wondering what they could possibly be looking at. Sunggyu pulled away from Myungsoo's ear and looked over at me, catching me staring at him. He moved his head forward in a direction just behind me, indicating for me to turn around. I turned to face a girl sitting alone, she was wearing what looked to be six inch heels, with a mini dress just covering her butt. I shivered just looking at her. Did she not understand the definition of cold. I scanned her face checking her expression soon realising she was shamelessly playing with her hair and smiling, clearly checking out one of the Infinite members. I followed her eyes all the way to the end. Oh god, she was checking out Myungsoo.
Out of all of them it had to be him.
I turned back to face Sunggyu looking at me with a confused expression, Myungsoo still had his head down playing with his glass, not speaking a world or looking up at anyone. I turned one last time to face the girl. She gave me a dirty look and turned her head back around.
"That's right bitch, you turn your head back."
I turned around satisfied she had finally looked away. The food we ordered came out and we all began eating.
"Oh, this is so good." Sungyeol looked at me and smiled brightly. I nodded my head in agreement while slurrping up the noodles into my mouth, putting my thumbs up at him. I was so concentrated on eating I didn't even notice all of Infinite members had stopped eating. I looked up at the members chewing the noodles inside of my mouth. My jaw dropped when I had realised that girl from before was standing right in front of me, well right in front of Myungsoo to be exact.
"Sorry, can we help you?" Sunggyu turned around and looked at the girl in the mini dress holding up her cell phone against her mouth trying to hide her smile.
"Um, well. I was just wondering if your friend was busy tomorrow...Or even tonight, whatever he wants." She said giggling like a maniac.
Sunggyu turned his head to Myungsoo waiting for him to react, I felt Sungyeol grabbing my hand under the table holding it. I looked up at him and smiled, mentally thanking him for his kind gesture. Everyone stared at Myungsoo waiting for him to answer, but he seemed the least interest in her at all. My heart was at ease knowing I had such a faithful boyfriend.
"Sorry, I don't think my friends interested in you, even if he was, his not allowed to date you see were from a new boy group called Infinite, not sure if you've heard about us, but were restricted from dating any girls."
I soon came to realize the effects of having a secret relationship, the disadvantages hit me hard when those words had come out of Sunggyu's mouth, I never imagined it'd effect me this much, but it did. I didn't want to hide the fact that Myungsoo was my boyfriend anymore, I tried my hard to hold back from punching her in the face for even looking at Myungsoo, but I didn't, I couldn't.
"Oh I see. Well, here's my number anyway." The girl bent down to Myungsoo's level with her face dangerously close to his, she smiled and pulled out a peice of paper from her bra, putting it inside his shirt pocket. I could've sworn her ass would've been shown at the back for bending down so low. I tried my hardest to not concentrate on what was clearly happening in front of me, but I couldn't. It was hard to not just stand up and pour my hot tea onto her, but that would mean possibly ruining Infinite's career, something I'd never ever want to do.
She walked away purposly jiggling her butt, making sure Myungsoo would see. As soon as she had walked out of the door, I looked up and gave Myungsoo a death stare. I knew it wasn't his fault, and what he did was more then fair, but I don't know, I needed to take my anger out on someone, and that someone was going to be him.
"I can't believe what just happened." Hoya said, trying to keep in his smile.
"Oh my god her dress was so short." The rest of Infinite nodded there head in agreement to Sungjongs comment.
"Don't worry noona, you're prettier then that tramp ever will be." I faked a smile at him, and went back to eating my noodles, trying to hide my anger as hard as I could.
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I walked straight into the house when Myungsoo parked the car. Ignoring him. I brushed my teeth, changed into my pyjamas and layed onto the bed attempting to sleep. I heard the door open and Myungsoo silently walking into the bathroom. I listened as he brushed his teeth and changed into his clothes. He sat down onto the bed and turned on the tv, he opened a packet of chips and rustled it around.
"Can you stop that?" I said, having my back turned against him.