The confession (1/1)

"Talking about that, Ssanttoki do you have a boyfriend already??" Chun asked in a serious tone, OMG what should i say i cant lie to Oppa, but i also dont want Oppa to be disappointed at me,,, what should i do... "ah.. um ..well.. ah..you.. um.. i" before i could finished Bom intereptud me"No, Chun she doesnt have a boyfriend, she doesnt even have her first kiss yet"Bom said while eating her corn"Oh that good ssanttoki" Chun saidOmo, thanks Bom, now i need to explain more to oppa, should i just go along with Bom or actually tell oppa the truth, Dara its bad to lie, remember what omma always say its better to tell the truth even if you hurt someone, than lying to them, then they found out later, then it would be more painful to bare."Actually,Bom is wrong" i said nervouslyThey all looked at me comfused"What do you mean, i was wrong Ssanttoki?"Bom asked me"Actually i have a " i paused, i saw there expression which scared me more, but i know i need to do this, "i have a boyfriend" i said silentlyit was silent for about 5 seconds then"WHAT!!!" they all screamed"When did you started  having a boyfriend noona?, how come you didnt tell us" Teamin asked"How come you didnt tell me? im with you 24/7? im your best friend do you know how sad that is, not knowing you own bff, has a boyfriend already""Noona, finally, someone has the courage to asked you out, i thought you where going to have your first boyfriend when your already 40 years old" Key teasingly said, while Oppa is giving Key a deadly glare"When are we going to meet him Dara, you know you should have told me earlier" Omma saidI didnt dare to speak, i was to scared to say something, i could see oppa's thinking of something really deep, something serioused"Dara"Chun said, omo, im in trouble, everytime oppa says my name, it mean i better listen carefully"Come with me" He said while standing up heading out the roomI looked at all of them then i looked at Bom,"ill tell you everything you want to know later" i told her then runned after OppaHe was already at the car.We sat in the car, we been on on the roead for almost 2 hours, and 2 hours of not talking to each other.We stopped at a store, he got out of the car then went inside the store, the store looked familiar to me, but i cant seemed to remember itOppa camed out of the store with a bag, he went back in the car and giving me the bag, still didnt say any word, i know his upset, i could see in his eyes, but i could also see that his hurt deep down, because of his action. we kept driving until we stopped at a park"Lets go" He said grabbing the bag from meI just nodded and got out of the car, i followed him and his was right there sitting facing the river, i sat next to him i didnt bother looking at him, i was to scared, "Here" Oppa said handing me a coffe"Thank you" i replied"So, you have a boyfriend already" Oppa said,"Yes"I said silently, "Im sorry oppa" i continuedHe chuckled, "Sorry for what ssanttoki" it felt like all the torn in my heart disappeard"That i disappointed you" i replied"Ssanttoki, im not going to deny that im disappointed, i guess because i dont want my only sister to be taken away from me," he said while taking a sip of his coffe, Oppa has been protective of me since i was little, so im not shocked that his acting this way, but even though he hide his pain so much i could still see his hurt "Dara, i dont want you to get hurt, i dont want you to go to the same pained that you went to" Oppa saidOut of all the family Oppa has been the only one whos really to me, he tells me what i want to know, not keeping a secret  but i know he try to hide the painful memories from me."Oppa,remember you told me, im the only bright star in your eyes, and your the only bright star in my eyes, well that will never changed, but Oppa can you tell me about what you just said you dont want me to get hurt liked how i was hurt before" i saidHe laughed then layed down on the ground while looking at the stars"It all started..........." TO BE CONTINUED