[M] Kaisoos break up..or mak (1/1)

Kyungsoo's apartment the morning afterAm I only his fuck buddy? Kyungsoo didn't have one minute of sleep because of last night. He knew Jongin would wake up any second now, and he always needed breakfast before heading down to the studio. If Kyungsoo didn't make him breakfast he wouldn't eat. Nothing else to do but make him breakfast and leave before he shows up. Which wasn't as easy as Kyungsoo thought. Jongin was up early. "Are you making breakfast?" "You're up early." Kyungsoo tried to avoid the question. "Okay, what's up?" Kyungsoo didn't answer and got on with breakfast. "Here!" He said placing the plate in front of Jongin and ran for the door. Jongin was left speechless only looking at the food in front of him.    Kyungsoo's POVI locked the door incase Jongin went after me, he wasn't supposed to see me cry. Wonder what he is thinking? How did he know something was up? He never noticed anything with me before, or?  All those thoughts running around in his head, no wonder he felt sick. "Are you okay?" Did that heartless punk just ask me if I were okay? I didn't want to answer, but that's life right. "Yah! Just eat and go like you always do." "Is this because of last night? Are you mad at me for taking your virginity?" Jongin asked without hesitation. Yes, of course! "No!" How stupid is he? I heard footsteps step away from the door. Did he really just leave? How heartless is he?  Jongin's POVWhat happened now? Shall I go after him? Is it something I did, or am I the problem? I walked towards the door. What shall I say? "Are you okay?" Fuck! Did I just say that? Damn, I'm so stupid. "Yah! Just eat and go like you always do." Eat and go? Oh, last night. "Is it because of last night?" Fuck! well now there's no return. "Are you mad at me for taking your virginity?" Please be honest and say yes. "No!" I could feel Kyungsoo lying deep in my heart, but still I wanted it to be true and walked away. m style="line-height:1.6;font-family:verdana;font-size:16px;">He probably hate me or think I'm heartless after last night.  No POVKyungsoo had stayed in his room for over an hour, just incase Jongin was waiting for him to come out and talk. He took a chance, Jongin would never miss practice. And...yes, he was gone. "God, I'm hungry! Wait is that? OH...FUCKING...JONGIN!! He know that if he doesn't eat anything before practice he is going to faint or worse." After cleaning and eating he looked at a picture of the two of them, smiling and laughing. If he won't eat here, I'll bring food to were ever he is. It was way past lunch time, so to find Jongin alive he had to handle quick. Only taking some food from the fridge, heat it and put it in a box. Simple, now he only needed to find him. Ahh, he is probably with this new dance guy or Luhan!  "I'll just text them both." TO: Luhan:( / TO: Yixing Is Jongin with you?TO: D.O He is with Yixing. I'm at Sehun's place <3 LUHAN...when are you going to stop call me that? After that discussion about our stage names you have been calling me that...and now even put it in your phone. Kyungsoo didn't care that Luhan was with Sehun, he had to give Jongin some food.  TO: Kyungsoo He is in practice room number four, but he is mad about something and have locked the door. Yixing's words gave Kyungsoo a little panic. Jongin didn't lock doors, not even the bathroom door. Oh fuck! Kyungsoo ran as quickly as he could to practice room number four. He could hear music, but did not see Jongin on the floor dancing or singing. "Jongin! YAH! JONGIN!" No, no, no, no, no... Yixing jumped out of the other room. "What's going on?" Just as he asked Kyungsoo saw Jongin hand on the floor shaking. "Call an ambulance, NOW!" Yixing went to get his phone and call. Aish..why is the door locked now. This won't do. He jumped on the door, hurting both his shoulder and head, but he needed to get in. Finally after three jumps the door fell to the ground, which was quite impressive. "Jongin! No, no, NO!!" Jongin wasn't dead, but had difficult breathing and moving. Kyungsoo took his hand. "You stupid fool! Don't you dare do that again!" Jongin lifted his shaking hand to cover Kyungsoo's tearing face and whispered. "I'm sorry. Okay, but I..." He fell to the floor and Kyungsoo felt his pulse was fading away. "No..no..NO..NONONONONONONONO!" The tears fell on Jongin's pale skin, just as the ambulance arrived. Kyungsoo wouldn't let go and had his hands in Jongin's all the way, he was just crying and praying, only to have them taken of to just the heart machine. *Beep..Beep..Beep*  It was the best sound Kyungsoo had ever heard, the sound of Jongin's heart. One of the nurses talked to Kyungsoo and the other checked on Jongin. She was pretty, and wore a pink uniform while every one else wore blue. He just had to ask. "Why is your uniform pink?" "Ahh, you see; I'm a midwife nurse. We aren't riding this if not someone has a birth some place and calls the ambulance. But back to you: What is your relationship with this handsome guy?" Kyungsoo took sometime before answering the question. "He is my roommate. So what is your name, in case I need a midwife?" "My name is Park Sandara and I will only be the nurse for check ups. If you need a midwife you should call my sister, she has just gotten the job here after winning a prize in medicine for a male pregnancy drug that makes it easier to carry a child." Kyungsoo looked surprised: "How did you know I was...?" "In love with this dude right here?" Well she completed the question in a more formal way than he was going to. "I also have a college degree in psychological minds." Kyungsoo looked down at Jongin. "If it only was easy to fall in love, but it never is. Lucky you who have found someone, who loves you and also cares enough to come back after dying. Only to be with you." Kyungsoo looked down to the floor away from Jongin. "He doesn't love me, I'm nothing to him. I'm only a cheap place to live, or someone he can have sex with if he needs it." What Kyungsoo didn't know was that Jongin was awake and in tears after hearing such painful words from Kyungsoo. Jongin started crying loud: "I'm sorry Kyung, I..." Sandara took Kyungsoo back in his seat and tried to calm him down after Jongin fainted again. The doctor was doing CPR on Jongin, but did not get a signal. Sandara was holding onto Kyungsoo for life, who was in so much shock and fainted in a not so dangerous way. The ambulance stopped and the doctor jumped on the bed to keep doing CPR as they took the bed and rolled it in. They wouldn't allow Kyungsoo to follow them and Sandara took him to the cafeteria."Here are some coffee, you look like you need it," Sandara said. "Thanks...you know what?" Sandara looked down at Kyungsoo who had his head on the table. "I don't think he loves me." "Hm, I don't know you guys well, but I think he do." Kyungsoo looked surprised at Sandara. "Try thinking otherwise. You said he didn't love you and used you for sex, right?" He nodded. "What was his reaction when he heard you say that?" "He cried and said sorry, then he- he.." Kyungsoo started crying again. Sandara sat down next to him and lifted his head. "Does that sound like someone who doesn't love you? He might not know the feelings he have for you, maybe he just needs some time to think." Sandara was smiling at Kyungsoo who turned to hug her, but when she saw his arm and shoulder she took a step forwards. "How long have you been bleeding?" Kyungsoo looked down at his arm where blood was dripping down from his sleeve. "He had locked himself in a room and I had to get the door open. I saw him on the floor shaking, I panicked, so I jumped on the door breaking the window with my shoulder, but it was to small. So I continued to jump on the door until it fell to the floor, I didn't have time to think about my pain. I couldn't feel it."She grabbed his arm, the healthy one, and dragged him into a small room. "Take of your shirt." Sandara demanded. Kyungsoo was a little surprised by her sudden request, but still did as she said. "This is going to sting a little." "I'm a tough guy it won't...ughhhhh!" Kyungsoo shivered as it stung as hell. "These are some serious wounds, I need to stitch them." "What do you mean with serious wounds?" Kyungsoo asked out of confusion. "You will be wearing a drywall for some weeks." I won't be able to use my arm? How am I going to...what  should I...Uhh..SHIT! "I will be unable to use my arm for some weeks?" Sandara started to current cast his arm in this big blue thing she had gotten from another nurse. "Wait here! And I seriously mean it: DON'T MOVE YOUR ARM!" Kyungsoo nodded as Sandara ran out the door to get the cast for his arm. They were incredible fast at this hospital, she wasn't even gone for a minute before she came back with the cast or half of it. "Relax, don't move, just let me place this cast right here and relax, no movement. Let me move your arm and don't put force on it." Kyungsoo breathed out loud to show he was relaxed. "Great! Now I'll go get the other and you still don't move." Just as she said that I saw a beautiful woman walk in with it. "Here you go, sis." Her smile was perfect and her voice was like an angel speaking calmly to the devil. "Is this the love sick boy you talked about?" Sandara nodded while fixing my cast. "Hi, I'm doctor Park, Park Bom is my name." "My name is Do, Kyungsoo Do." "There, your cast is now ready. Is there anything else you need? Maybe check you head?" Sandara asked before signaling to the doctor. "Just sit there and I'll get the tools." Bom went out leaving them alone for a while. "While she checks your head I will go see if you boyfriend, I mean if your friend has woken up yet, okay?" Kyungsoo only nodded and was now alone in he small room.What am I going to do with the cast? Who is going to make food, clean or even help me shower? Shall I call Baekhyun? I remember when I had to do all those things for him, it was so much fun to help him. He would always nag about everything, when I think of it he still does. "Okay, let's take a look at your head." Kyungsoo was snapped back to the real world with Bom's angel voice. "This looks fine, no scars or breaks on the outside. Let's feel if you have a concussion, no concussion here. Follow my finger...your eyes and ears are good. Do you feel dizzy?" He shook his head, only to gain a dizzy feeling. "Wait, that made me dizzy." Kyungsoo said while holding his head still. "Hm, let me try this...now shake your head." She said and of course he did. "I'm not dizzy now, what did you do?" Kyungsoo asked. "I gave your back head a lift and gained blood to your brain." She answered perfectly.Sandara came running in; "He is awake and is about to leave!" Kyungsoo was placed in a wheelchair and Sandara ran with him to meat up with Jongin in front of the exit. "Kyung?! What have happened to you?" Kyungsoo stood up and tried to hug him, but the cast was in the way. "I just fell down the hospital stairs, it's nothing." He answered. Sandara came towards them with papers. "Fill these out and you are both free to go. And remember that the wounds are serious and I don't want you even moving that arm. You know that if I didn't see that you might have needed to replace it." Kyungsoo was signaling Sandara to stop talking, but she didn't care and felt it was necessary to say how bad it was in front of Jongin. That was only because Kyungsoo didn't say it himself. Kyungsoo took the papers, but Jongin wouldn't let him write. "Don't, you will only hurt yourself. I can do it." The smaller looked sad at Jongin when he gave the paper back to Sandara and made his goodbye. Jongin took the wheelchair Kyungsoo was still sitting in. "Why do you look so sad? Are you hurt? Can I help?" Kyungsoo shook his head. "I was so afraid..you could have died! You're such a big asshole." Jongin lifted Kyungsoo from his healthy arm and placed him in the taxi, he sat down beside him and told the driver where to go. Then he turned to face Kyungsoo: "I'm sorr..." He was stopped by Kyungsoo's hand over his mouth. "Don't faint again!" Jongin took down his hand and smiled. "I won't!" He didn't let go of Jongin's hand until the taxi stopped.  "What?! Why did you jump on the door? And you call me stupid!" Jongin was furious, Kyungsoo had never seen him like this before. "I couldn't just watch you die, you think I would stand there doing nothing." Jongin hugged him carefully before lifting him up from the couch. "Don't you dare put my health in front of your own. I have lost everyone I love, please, let me not lose another one." Jongin was about to kiss Kyungsoo, but was stopped bye Kyungsoo's scream. "Sorry, is your arm okay?" "Yeah, but It would be better if you just put me down. It's not my feet that are hurting." Kyungsoo said angry, but he was still smiling. The younger couldn't do much but obey, since the one he loved was in pain. "Let's just sleep. I'm to fucking tired to do anything." Jongin said while looking at Kyungsoo's bedroom. "You do that, I'm going to make some food." Jongin watched as Kyungsoo struggled to get things down and prepare food. He backhugged Kyungsoo, but was careful enough to not hurt Kyungsoo. "Let me do it, you just go to bed and I'll bring you the food." Kyungsoo's bedroom was dark and cold, nobody had cleaned it from last night. The look on Kyungsoo fell as he saw his bedroom while Jongin was holding him, Jongin noticed that and closed the door. "Why don't you sleep in my room and I'll sleep on the couch." Jongin smiled at Kyungsoo and placed him down in his bed. "Can I undress you?" Kyungsoo knew he wasn't able to do it himself, so he nodded. He was secretly hoping that Jongin would sleep there with him and not do anything except that, just sleep and hold him tight. The way Jongin unbuttoned his shirt was so emotional. You had Jongin who was shaking and trying to be as gentle as he could. On the other hand you had Kyungsoo who wanted to kiss Jongin, who was right there. He could feel the warmth from Jongin's chest, smell the sweat from his hair and nearly taste the beautiful shaped lips of the boy right in front of him. Kyungsoo could finally breath when the beautiful boy left the room to get his pajamas from the other room. Thank GOD he left. I thought I was dead for a moment. "Aish..God that hurt!" And just like that Jongin walked in, like the world depended on it. "Are you okay, what happened?" "I just moved my arm wrong, it's fine." Kyungsoo said, looking down on the cast. "No, it's not fine. What if you...~ Jongin's words was blocked by tears rolling down his cheek~ You have to promise me that you'll keep safe!" Kyungsoo looked up. "Are you hungry or do you want to sleep?" He was tapping the space beside him, that only made Jongin smile, not creepy but cute and lovely. Jongin nodded and got Kyungsoo dressed, then himself, which Kyungsoo seemed to enjoy watching. The bed was small and gave them not enough space to avoid contact. After a while they were still not sleeping. "Kyungsoo..ugh I mean Kyung! Shall I make you feel better, your arm I mean?" "Okay.." And just like that he felt Jongin snuggle up to him from behind and throwing a arm around his waist. "You can rest your arm on mine." I'm so happy I could die, but maybe not, I don't want to be yet another one of Jongin's love lost. Wait he loves me? "Jongin loves me?" "Yes, I do." Jongin replied. Then Kyungsoo realized he just had screamed that out loud. Fuck!    __________________________________________________________________________________________*Edited version*Sorry if there are errors and I'm not a doctor, don't really know how tools and stuff works. Until next time :) 사랑해요 <3~ Janmyk ~