[M] Ah.... Please suggest a (1/1)

My name is Seungri, 18 years old. I live with my father , Choi Seunghyun. And my mother..... she died 3 years ago because of a car accident. Eversince the death of my mother my life drastically changed. From happy life now a living NIGHTMARE.... "YA! Get your fucking ass in here!!" I heared my father screamed.I am scared of facing my father, after all he abuse me almost everyday...... Everynight he punchs me, kick me, throw stuffs at me....There were times that I want to leave the house but I can't.....I still love my father even if he's always abusing me.Because he's the only family left, and I don't want to be alone... I went downstairs and saw my father drunk.... again. He's really angry... I can see it in his eyes.He approached me and then..*punch*He puched me..... I was thrown backwards because og the force of the punch.*punch*He punched me again but this time I puked blood..." What the hell!! Why the fuck are you messing the fucking house!" he screamed at me.I can't answer I was so afraid.... He cupped my face and stare me into my eyes...I was really scared..... I can see it in his eyes that he want to kill me....I begun to pray but it was interrupted because....*thud*He throwed me... My head hit the wall... I can feel my consciousness fading.I begun to look to my father... I can see him smirking at me... I can hear him saying something...I cried because of the words he said...He said that I should just die....He kicked me again and finally I lose my consciousness. NEXT MORNING I woke up still in the same position. I tried to move my body but relly hurts....Then I remembered the events happened last night...I begun to cry remembering them but it was not because of the punches he gave to me but it was the words he said to me." YOU SHOULD JUST DIE! " It was stuck in my head" YOU SHOULD JUST DIE! " It keeps replaying in my head" YOU SHOULD JUST DIE! "" YOU SHOULD JUST DIE! "" YOU SHOULD JUST DIE! "I cried and cried until my eyes hurts....----------------------------------------------------------------I decided to stand up even my whole body hurts....My father is not home again maybe he's out again gambling.I went upstairs to my room.... I quickly lay down to my bed, I massage my legs becuase it really hurts.....It really hurtsIt really hurts not my body but the pain in my heart...The pain was enough to kill me but I keep fighting becuase I believe that there is something good will happen in the future.I stood up and went to my study table. I grabbed my diary and pen.. And wrote all the things that happened and all my feelings. I love my diary.... It's the only thing I can express my feelings without being judged.

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First chapter finished! Please help me with the title *puppy eyes* becuase I can't think a title that suits well with the chapter.. Oh please comment and subscribe. And please DO POINT all of my mistakes. =)) I hope you liked this!! Oh and this is probably my longest chapter so far..

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