Love Bring Happiness and (1/2)
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February 14, 2008
Valentine's day? I spent Valentines Day together with patients with cancer, including my father, yes, my father Park Sung Hwa, this kind of thing we used to do every Thursday and Sunday, but this time because today is a day of love for this to be more distinct, they tell each experience when valentine's day used to be, one told me that if he had been a playboy and always get lots of chocolate and gifts, but some are not ever care about Valentine's Day, including child sekwang, he didn’t understand what it is valentine's day, his life many spent struggling against the disease, another with the story of my father, he always await the month of February, because his daughter who he loved very much born in this month, precisely on the 18th of February, it seems he was the dearest daughter he even said that when her daughter's birthday that to the 17th he owed his cousin to buy a present and a birthday cake for her daughter, because at that time his money discharged for medical expenses themselves. I think she must be very proud of and was very dear to her father. Although I'm very close to him I'd never even met her daughter. Maybe someday we will meet God predetermined path ... Happy Valentine's Day .... <3
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April 21 ,2008
Today, for the first time I accompanied my father to see a doctor, the distance is not always able to accompany me to see a doctor, I don’t know how much he loved her daughter until her illness secret from his daughter, he has been treated and check up to the doctor alone, fighting for his life for her, since the day I promised myself I would always check up with his doctor and pay all the medical bills, he initially felt uncomfortable on my attitude, but I tried to convince him that this has become my duty as a child and I never feel burdened to do it, because I'm not just doing this to him but also to all those who are in my foundation ...
God, don’t you take him in a fast time, let him live longer, don’t you let cry for him and his daughter, give them happiness always ... Amen
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January 1, 2009
Happy new year,, let's open a new hope and be a better person ... I'm very happy because 2 days ago I've been promoted to manager in my company .. indeed many gods replace the pain of my childhood with happiness and success as it is now ... Jungshin says things that are less than me is a partner for life, I always laugh when he said it, but actually I really think about it, Jungshin's right, I already have everything, but I never felt in love, how could I get married if I have a companion never fall in love. Love, all I know about it, is that came to bring happiness and sadness at the same time..
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June 13, 2012
I've not had much time to write the important moments in my life in this diary, the last 2 years my father's condition worsened, 2 to 3 times a week he had to check up to the doctor and I was only able to accompany him once a week, after it,his cousin called lee which always accompanied him, he never would if I say so for inpatient hospital, the reason was that he didn’t want to make his daughter worry.Until three days ago for the umpteenth time, I lost the person I loved, someone I consider to be my father, has gone forever. One thing I have always believed that love brings happiness and sadness come together, that day I burst into tears when I heard Park Sung Hwa my father had died, I immediately went from busan, to see it one last time, then there's not many people in hospital just uncle lee family and mr.park daughter who cry and I see her beside the body of his father, I just stared at her from outside the room, until I saw her swoon, I ran and lifted her onto the couch, when when I lifted her body and see her face, my heart racing, this is the first time I felt my heart beating so fast, whether it's a sense of love or just fear something would happen to Mr.Park daughter.
Today I got a call from uncle lee and said all contents are written by Mr.Park Testamentary to his daughter, he wanted her to marry me. I must accept it, because ever since I first saw her I was like her, but how with Mr.Park daughter?
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June 15, 2012
Park Shin Hye, her name is Park Shin Hye, so beatiful name like hers .. I saw a blank stare, we don’t talk to each other when we meet to discuss our marriage, uncle lee decided our wedding date for another week, that means I'm getting married on my birthday, this will be the most beautiful gift ever , married on the day birthday with my first love ... I can’t wait for that day comes ...
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June 24, 2012
2 days ago was the wedding day and the day of my birthday, I think it will go as beautiful as what I dreamed about, but the reality, I don’t sleep with him, I would not even touch her, and today when shin hye said that she couldn’t love me I feel pain deep in my heart, whether it's like a bomb or lightning that exploded in my heart. But I still hope the passage of time often shin hye’s heart will open for me. Although the most important thing for me is her happiness ...