N I N E (1/1)

“What?! You will ask Changminnie to be your boyfriend?” ask Yunho.They’re now at Junsu’s house after watching his practice, and Jaejoong told Yunho about his plan with Changmin, Yunho’s cousin.“It’s just acting,” said Changmin, calmly.“Acting? Why? Do you need to act already have a boyfriend to denial your feeling?”“It’s not about denial!”“So, explain why you need a fake boyfriend?” ask Yunho.“I…I don’t want to accused as a stealer!”“What do you mean? Jae?”Finally Jaejoong explained everything that happened with Young Saeng. Yoochun looks angry and grab his phone, but Jaejoong snatch it away.“You will call Hyun Joong? Don’t!”“But, his fiancee to be is step out the line already!”“No, he’s not! He has a right to fight for his fiancée to be! I was hurt being accused, but it’s just that he doesn’t know me, not yet, and I’m in his position, I’ll do a same thing, after all they already tied with their parents promises!”“Jaejoong ah…” Yunho looks at his best friend, sympathetic and touched.“Please, Changminnie is the only one that I can trust beside you three, Hyun Joong already knows you all except Minnie,” said Jaejoong.Finally the other agreeing, that they will act as well. Jaejoong relieve, even Yunho can see the sadness in his eyes.Not only Yunho who caught the sadness, Yoochun also. The two sigh at the same time. They look each other, smile bitterly.>>><<< Already a week after Jaejoong has to deal with Young Saeng, and for a week Hyun Joong never came to him, even never talk to him when they’re get bump up at the corridor. Jaejoong feels confused yet hurted. Now, every day he will see Hyun Joong and Young Saeng go back home together, with Hyun Joong’s car.Jung Min and Hyung Jun acted more friendly now after their meet up with Changmin, a couple days ago, when Changmin came to pick up Jaejoong to go home, and that’s part of the acting.Time goes so fast, then finally the day before Hyun Joong engagement day with Young Saeng, which is invites all friend on the same grade.That time, Jaejoong and his friend having their lunch at the rooftop, while Hyun Joong came by himself, and give the invitation card timidly to Jaejoong.“Hyun Joong ah…may I ask you? Why you seems avoiding me this two weeks? Am I doing something wrong?” ask Jaejoong, brave himself.“Nothing,” said Hyun Joong, coldly.“If I had done wrong thing, please forgive me, because whatever it is, I never meant to make you angry,” said Jaejoong, little bit trembling now.Yunho brushed his back gently and Hyun  Joong caught the act, looks so fiercely.“I forgive you. But, I only realized one thing,” said Hyun Joong.Jaejoong look at him, waiting for the next words.“I never hate someone ever, but now, I really hate you! I only hate you!”Before Jaejoong and the guys can be reacts, Hyun Joong already walks off from the roof top. Jaejoong look at his direction, blankly, but slowly the tears come down.“That jerk! Why the hell he say that?!” said Yoochun very angry.Yunho don’t say anything, he just looks at Jaejoong, worriedly. Junsu hug his hyung, gently.Jaejoong don’t stop his cry. He needs to cry, so he can move on. And Yunho really understand that.>>><<<Engagement Day…Jaejoong looks so beautiful with his all grey outfit. He has to wear a little make up to cover his heavy eyelid for crying all night. But now he feels more relieve. Changmin, Yunho, Junsu and Yoochun escort him to the party. Changmin arm circling his waist gently, while the engagement ceremony begin and right there, in front of him, his first love changing the ring with the cute shyly guy, with warmly smile. Jaejoong doesn’t care even he saw that the smile didn’t reach the eyes. It’s not his concerned anymore. Denial maybe, but it’s the better way for him to think.After the party, Changmin ask him to talk just the two of them, and the two walk to the park nearby Jaejoong’s home.“Jaejoong hyung…we already know for about 4 years now, and I think I really comfort while see and talk to you…so…would you consider to having a real relationship with me?” ask Changmin.Jaejoong startled for a while. Not that he never see that will come, because he can sense Changmin’s feeling by his acted and gaze, but he’s always thought it’s just a crush.“Changmin ah…mianhae…”“No…not the mianhe…”“But…I can’t tell you a lie…you’re my best friend’s cousin, I always saw you as my dongsaeng…please…I’m sorry…”Jaejoong can see the hurt in the younger’s eyes, but it’s better for them. Because right now, even he’s in denial, in deep inside of his heart he can’t deny that someone still stay in there, and Jaejoong can’t makes a promise that he will get over the feeling soon. Changmin smile sadly.“Hyung…truthfully I already know that I’ll be rejected, but I still want to try, stubborn me, ne?” said Changmin, bitterly.“Changminnie…”“Don’t be sorry, hyung…you’re so kind and warmhearted, I know this is the best, instead you agree to going out with me just with your body, because your soul still with him, right?”“You’re more mature than your age, Minnie,” said Jaejoong, smiles sweetly.“I know, and I more mature than my Yunho hyung.”“Ehm!”The two startled look at the sound direction, where Yunho stand still with Junsu and Yoochun.“What are you doing here?” ask Jaejoong.“Following you guys, what else?” said Yoochun, casually.“Eeh?”“He tried to kidnap you while we still want to spend the time with you!” said Yunho.“And that’s the prove that I more mature than him,” said Changmin, to Jaejoong. And Jaejoong nod.“YAH! What do you say? You’re little brat!! Don’t run!!!” Yunho run and grab his cousin, furiously, but Jaejoong can see that his best friend only playing with the younger one, can hold his laugh, look at the two now like playing cat and mouse.“Thank YOU GOD for giving me such amazing best friend.”>>><<< After the engagement, Jaejoong relationship with Hyun Joong getting worse each day, but Jaejoong still can act calmly and friendly in polite way with Hyun Joong and Young Saeng as well. Young Saeng always following his fiancé, even he’s change classroom to Hyun Joong class.Because of that, because Hyun Joong keep coldly manner to Jaejoong, but the later still act as a friends, the rumors came out again, that Jaejoong now tries to stealing Hyun Joong heart from Young Saeng. The rumor really makes Jaejoong hurting, but, thanks to his best friends, he can get over it soon enough and stand still.>>><<<Jaejoong go through his last 10 month of high school quite hard, with the broken heart, with the rumors, and when the graduation ceremony finally coming up, he feels little relieve, even little sad to.At graduation ceremony, Young Saeng asks for his time and Jaejoong following him to more private place.Jaejoong startled when Young Saeng gives him a 90 degrees bow .“Young Saeng ah?”“Thank you, hyung, because you willing to set Hyun Joong free…I’m sorry that we have to hurts your heart,” said Young Saeng which is younger by almost 11 month from Jaejoong.“Young Saeng ah…” Jaejoong became speechless now.Young Saeng lifted from his bow and look at Jaejoong eyes, warmly.“Hyung, I really love him, and I’ll make sure that he’ll always happy, health, please don’t worry. I’ll do for your part also,” said Young Saeng, sincerely.Jaejoong look at the cute young lad and he really understand how much this man loves his fiancée, and Jaejoong knows, that he really have to back off for real.“No need do my part, because I don’t have a part, he’s all yours, please promise me that you’ll be happy, ne?”“I promise hyung, thank you,” said Young Saeng then he bows again, and walks away back to the ceremony, to his fiancée.Jaejoong take a deep breath before following the first young lad, back to the ballroom. He approaching his worries best friend, smile sweetly.“What does he want?” ask Yoochun, speaks for the other two.“Nothings, just say thank you and sorry, we’re good, I guess,” said Jaejoong, try to sound calm, but his best friend know him long enough to knows what inside his heart right now.But, then again, they can’t say anything, just can try to support him with all their hearts.Jaejoong look at his best friend, assuring that he’s all right, and he believe that he’ll gonna be all right, soon.Look at little far away, Hyun Joong standing side by side with his fiancée, and Jaejoong had to admitted that the two really cute together. Then, Jaejoong caught a glimpse from Hyun Joong eyes, stares at him, feel so deep, even their about 7 meters away. They look each other for a couple minute, before Young Saeng rubs his fiancee’s hand softly and Yunho do the same to Jaejoong.“Goodbye my first loves, please be happy, and I will happy too,” said two hearts, in unison, without knowing that their heart pray the same prays.>>><<<a/n : this is end of part one...the next chapter start with college times...