Everyone has bad memory i (1/1)
we come back to find jonghyun and key sitting on the coach watching TV..."hey taeminie!!! how do you feel now?" key asked"i'm better...thanks for asking!!!""hey taemin wanna watch something?" jonghyun asked"first call me taeminie...coz i used to this name...second fine..i wanna watch""alright taeminie!!" me and jonghyun smiled as me and minho sat on with them...i didn't know that it was a horror movie...i just hope that it doesn't contain blood scene...but i was totally wrong...the movie was called ~~SAW~~ it contain many blood scene...i tryed to control myself...but i was shiverring badly"sorry but i can't watch anymore" jonghyun stopped the movie...as they all looked to me"taeminie don't tell me it's because of that?""yes...i'm really sorry""because of what?" jonghyun asked"yeah taeminie..because of what?" minho asked looking to me"it's none of your bes~~" key began"key hyung...it's fine just tell them since i don't remember" key sighed then they looked to me as i nodded looking down...."it happened 8 years ago....i was at taemin place playing and running around...unfortunately...taeminie was next to the stairs...i called him to tell him to stay away but he trugled and fall all the way down....he was bleeding badly...and he saw his own blood then he fainted""so that's why he couldn't watch this movie...because of the blood scenes" jonghyun said as i nodded"we faster took him to the hospital...before it's to late...the doctors managed to stop the blood but....."key looked down"but i lost my memory....i can't remember anything happened before the age of 10...nothing...no one" i continue"but you told me that key is your childhood friend" minho said"yeah...i am..but he forget about me...so i built a new friendship with him""and what about your parents...and other people?" jonghyun asked"i just believed them...i mean my mother and father said that they are my parents and key too told me that so i just believed them""i'm sorry taeminie" minho said"no it's fine...but i really hate myself""taeminie i already told you it's fine" key said"why?"jonghyun asked"i hate myself for forgetting all the great memories with my parents and key...i even don't remeber how did we met...i just hope that i can remember even just that" everyone looked down in sadness...."talking about that...how did we met key?"i asked as key was surprised"taeminie...""what? i really want to know...maybe when you tell me i can remember" key nodded as everyone looked to him"it was the best day of my life...when i met you...you made me feel secure again taeminie...""huh?""12 years ago.....one day...i was alone with my father at the house...my father was finishing his story as i was playing alone in my room....a man came in so i thought he is my father friend...i just smiled to him and continued playing....but..."key stopped and took breath then he continued"but...he abruptly took my hand hardly and throw me on the bed ripping my shirt......then he......let's just say that he tryed to rape me....but luckly before he did something my father entered and saved me...kicking that man out...usually those who was trying to rape kids go to jail for years but my father didn't do that...he just send him out...""oh my god...you almost got rapped?" jonghyun said in shock"yes....since that day...i was afraid of everyone even my parents...when they touch me i shiver then i ran away to my room...i spend the most of the time alone....but one day....my mother came and told me to wear my clothes coz we have a birthday party...so i just do it...i arrived to the house...then my parents told me that i can join the little boy in his room and play with him....when i entered i saw taeminie....sitting on the floor playing with cars...he looked and smiled to me as i sat on a chair in the corner.....i just kept watching him...he was just 6 years....he kept playing then i looked down for minutes....i saw foots and when i rised my head i saw him in front of me ...holding a blue car and giving me one.....his smile was really pure and confortable...and i wasn't afraid of him coz he is younger than me so i took it...that's when his fingers touched mine......it was weird i didn't shiver...he looked at me smiling cutely and he said "i'm taemin...do you want to play with me?" he was really adorable so i just jumped and hugged him...i felt secure and peaceful....since that day he was with me wherever i go and when my mother try to touch me...i was stepping back but he came and he hold my hand.....thanks to him i regain my trust in my parents and other people""wow...taeminie...you are a great boy" jonghyun said...."it seem that each one has a bad memory in his life" minho said as everyone nodded....but after hearing key story...i felt something inside of me...i don't know....my head.....MY HEAD....it hurts"taeminie!!!" i heard minho shouted as i fall on my knees holding my head.....it was really hurting me...."make it stop....it hurt!!!!" i shouted as everyone surounding me....i felt minho hand and key hand"i'm sorry...i shouldn't tell you that...." he was on the edge of crying.....my head still hurting.....i was laying now on the floor still holding my head"taeminie...relax.....relax" i heard minho said.....i tryed to relax when i saw some pics"cars......party.....hug" i was saying those words looking to my hands...as the rest looked confused to me..."taeminie...what's wrong?"jonghyun asked as i looked to him then to key"the car....that i gave it to you....it was red right?" key looked surprised the he nodded...."taeminie..." key said"i...i can see you....*hide my face in my hand then i looked back*....it's dark around.....you...were sad...and scared....alone in the corner....i walked to you and gave you a car ...as you jumped and whispered 'thanks'in my ear....""yes...taeminie....that's true....i did whisper....do you remember something else" key was happy for me...but i can't remember anything else and my head hurt me again.....i hold my head in pain then everything went black.... i woke up and looked around....i felt hands around my shirtless body....wait why am i shirtless? and what happened yesterday....my head...what a headache..."taeminie...." i heard someone said as i turned to face him"m-minho hyung....w-what happened?""you fainted yesteday after what you said about key....""key hyung?" that's when i remembered that pics i saw...."oh i remember.....yeah...i remebered that day....i-it was my birthday party...." i added"that's great taeminie....." minho said smiling to me...then we heard knocking on the door....key and jonghyun entered...."taeminie!!!" key shouted hugging me"i-i'm fine key hyung""it's my fault.....the doctor said that you are so senseive for somethings like this...he said that you will feel much pain when remembering somethings...""it's better then remembering nothing...." key smirked as he hugged me again..ut i saw jonghyun...eeuuh...that look...jealous?....."you should rest for today....til you feel great again....i know that your head hurt you..."key said as i nodded"i will bring some medecines" jonghyun said leaving the bedroom then he come back giving it to me"sorry everyone for worrying you""it's ok taeminie....now go back to sleep.." jonghyun said taking key with him....that's when i felt minho getting up..."m-minho....where are you going?""i don't want to bother you so i'm going to key room since key share a room with jonghyun" what ?since when key and jonghyun sleep together....i really need to ask key many questions...."no please stay with me....i don't want to be alone" minho just nodded and layed back next to me....but this time i rested my head on his chest...surprising him...i looked to him"can i?" i asked and he just nodded with red face...OMG he is really cute...oh i can hear his heart beat...why is faster then usual? and why do i feel this warm and secure with him? i should be hating him instead............aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah....i don't care anymore....i like him...i love him....it's the reality....minho is the first one who made me feel like crazy...he is a great person...he even released me.....but now he promissed that he never leave me alone.....sorry mom dad.....but your son are gay..and he fall in love with his kidnaper....i slowly then fall asleep feeling minho hand around my waist....*******************************************************************hours later......taemin woke up and he was coming down....look at him he is really cute that messy hair and half open eyes.....i wanna hug him but that damn rule that i made with jong....i sighed~~Flashback~~when taemin and minho got out to walk to the park..."d-did you hear him? or it's just my ears"jonghyun asked"no i head him....could they?.....no no no....taeminie would tell me""the same for minho" then i sat with jonghyun watching TV...i felt someone coming near me "what are you doing"i asked not bother to look to him"look at me" i slowly looked at him....huh..what's that look?"w-what's wrong jong?""you tell me""you look...eeeuh...hmmm idk....jealous...angry?""you got it""why?""coz you ran and hugged taemin...and whenever i want to hug you you ran away""but taemine is like my younger brother...and i was worried about him....wouldn't you do the same if minho was hurt""yeah...but...aaishsh look....i will set rules and you have to do them""why would i?""coz your my slave?""*sigh* fine"" 1) you will do whatever i want or i say...*i nodded* 2)forget about your lover""i'm single""that good 3) don't have any skinship with anyone excpet for me...*i nodded*.....4) you will accept anything i do to you""any...thing?""yes......any and everything""alright......does that include....skinship with you""kinda"huh?""wanna know?" and i just nodded....i wish i didn't.....he got closer to me as i got away...so he grapped my chin and he was getting closer....and closer....and closer...then i felt his lips on mine....his pink sweet sexy lips on mine....he kissed me as i was surprised....why can't i push him? why do i feel like i want this? without noticing i kissed back.....few moments and we brocke the kiss as i putted my hand on my lips and looked away"you asked for it""you tricked me""then now you know what i mean" i just nodded...we stayed silent ofr minutes"this is my first""huh?""this is my first kiss" i sayed blushing still looking away"what? i'm sorry i didn't know...sorry""it's fine...at least it's you....not that frog....""frog? oh you mean minho?""yes if he do it...i would kill him...""yeobo thanks you for trusting....i would never betray you""yeah yeah....don't even think of it..." he smirked and hugged me tightly....fuck...can't resiste him...he is so hot and cute..and sexy....and...i won't finish the list til forever....he kidnapped me....but i think i fall for him.....he made me his slave....but i love him.....i fall for my kidnaper~~end of flashback~~"taeminie how do you feel now?" i asked preparing the dinner"fine umma...oh" and taemin hurried and put his hand on his mouth as minho and jonghyun looked to us in surprise"umma?" jonghyun and minho asked"sorry....i didn't pay attention....and key was talking the same like my mother....""it's fine...taeminie" we smirked to each other as he came and helped me at preparing the table"oh key hyung...i want to ask you something" then taemin was silent so i turned to him i saw taemin looking to jonghyun who was interesed by the question"yah...he want to ask me not you...go away""but yeobo...i want to know""jong...i will count to three 1...2....""fine fine...i will leave" so he walked away as taemin came closer and whispered into my hear"key hyung...are you in love with jonghyun hyung?""whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?" i shouted as taemin jumped and stepped back and i saw minho and jonghyun staring to our direction"what are you staring at pabo" they looked away "and you...why did you say that?""first you call him jong...second you let him call you yeobo...i remember the last one called you that jonkingly you almost break the chair on his head" that's when i blushed a little..."so i was true....you do love him" that's when jonghyun entered and heard taemin last sentance"love who?" taemin looked confused as i blushed even more then i looked back at the food" i love someone....what's the problem..." taemin...idk why... walked away from the kitchen..."yeah...coz yesterday you said you'r single....""i just love him...not dating him""and who is he?""and why would i say?" that's when i felt two hands around my waist and his breathed on my neck making me shiver"yah let me go....""not intil you tell me..." this stubborn boy...i know it's useless to agrue with him"later...now let me finish the dinner" he released me and walked away taemin came back"key hyung...are you really going to tell him?""i don't think is a good idea...but i hope that he forget about this thing""good luck" and he walked away.....we ate dinner in silent...then minho said that he will by some things from the mall and he took taemin with him...leaving me alone with that sexy boy...."oh god this will be a long night..." i thought as he was holding my hand taking me to his room....*************************************************************the next one is coming soon!!!!!!!