Chapter 9 (1/1)
Chapter 9 (AN: Chapter 9 will be all on Sehun’s point of view. He got some explaining to do. Keke.) Yeah, I hate Luhan. I despise him. He looks like a girl and I hate it. He’s too cute and I hate it. He’s always smiling and I hate it. He’s friendly to everybody and I hate it. There are too many people who likes him and I hate it. I hate the feelings he’s been giving me. Whenever I see Luhan, I feel like my stomach is flipping outside down. It doesn’t feel fvcking well. It’s damn annoying. When I told this to my friends, they just laughed at me. They’re really no use, airheads. Well, me and my fvcking friends enjoy the same hobby. Bullying Luhan. But during the first two months of the new school year. Something different came in me. I like Luhan. I just realized it the time he’s going home and I =followed accidentally saw him. There’s two guys following him and talked to him, maybe confessing. I hate it. I wanted to punch the guy straight to the face at that moment. Well, Luhan rejected him but.. I did what I want to do. /shrugs/ I may be sounding gay but I really can’t take it when he smiles at me. That’s why I bully him more so he won’t show his smile on me.. and I don’t want him to know that I like him. But it really hurt me when he said that I’m a jerk. It makes me feel like he’ll never like me like how much I like him. That’s why I spilled my precious bubble tea on his head that day. A little kid’s payback. /sigh/ I actually felt bad after that, so I went to their house and asked his Mom to put a bubble tea on his room. That might do for my immature actions that day, right? I don’t want him to know that I like him. That’s why I always do things that’ll make him hate me, like making Kris and Chanyeol throw eggs and stuffs at him. But I lend him my PE shirt, anyway. Not to mention my PE teacher’s scolding because I’m not wearing PE uniform. That day, I put chocolates in his locker. He’s a sweet maniac after all. But damn, I forgot he’s allergic in nuts! Too bad he already took it, knowing Luhan, since it’s chocolates, he’ll eat it. That’s why I grabbed and ate it in front of him. I then realized, why am I making Luhan hate me? I decided to tell him how I feel. So, I sent him a note telling him to meet me at the rooftop at 6pm. And again, thank you for my goddamn friends. They tied me up in the music room with Luhan. (Well, they didn’t know my plans, though.) That day, I lost it all. The moment our lips touched, I know I can’t hold myself back anymore. A blushing Luhan with swollen lips after I kiss him is a very good view. Monday, I tried to pick him up but he went to school early. Stupid as usual, he even forgot his bag. He even didn’t take breakfast. I bought him a sandwich, I’m late because of that, I also wrote a note saying I’ll be meeting him at 6pm. I also asked him to wait for me at 5pm, then we’ll go together there, I don’t want interference again. But.. I became a coward. I ended locking him up again in the maintenance room and looked for his friend to open him up. I just left a note, bubble tea and a daisy. I waited for him while hiding at the back. And there, I saw him and his friend Xiumin together. And I just felt I don’t have a chance anymore. After that day, I got a cold. I don’t know if it’s the cold or I just miss him so much, and I called him. I just want to hear his voice. What really gave me a shock is when I found him on my apartment saying I must get well soon. It really felt so good. The next day, I decided that I’ll tell him I like him. I’ll stop being a coward Sehun. I want him to know that I like him. I want him. But he got ahead of me.. “Red roses means I love you.. But it also means courage, right? Is that why you won’t give me daisies anymore?” Author’s Note: Is it a bit boring? LOL. So, here’s Sehun’s side and explanations of the thing he had done. XD One chapter to gooooo~ How’s this chapter? Post your comments! <3