Leave (1/1)

A/N: I had written this chapter before I had even wrote some prior chapters so I apologise if there is any mistakes in here. Originally this was supposed to be added into another work of min but I found the general storyline of this chapter fitting for this story so ta-dah it's in her instead. Also I had left my ask.fm account in the foreword of this story in any case maybe some of you have any questions about the story so far. Again, thank you for subscribing and commenting :)   Kyungsoo’s POV I wake up to the sound of a mechanical beeping and the shearing pain down my right arm. I slowly took in the pristine white surroundings and the detergent smelling environment. I fluttered my eyes open, eyes examining every inch of ceiling trying to recall my latest memories. My head started to register the moments before I had fainted and the agony in my arm grew significantly making me whimper in distress. My body had finally regained consciousness and now pooled the pain onto my right arm. I wanted the ordeal to end, everything was a bad dream. My parents are still happily married and Jongin was still dating me.I wanted out of this. “Kyungsoo? Kyungsoo honey, you’re fine. You’re fine. Shhh relax” the soothing voice of my mum managed to calm me down as she patted my hair as she helped to reposition myself to sit. I had tried to use both my hands to prop myself up but the pain in my right arm causing me to fall back onto my mum’s as she assisted me.I’m so useless.  My eyes fixated on the bandages that wrapped around the length of my forearm and how ugly my veins on my hands were. I marveled at the state I had landed myself into, tears never seemed to come out de o all those tears I had expelled. I did this with my own bare hands. My mum continued to pat my hair and reassuring me everything is fine but I could see through her hoarse voice that it was clearly not. I dare not even ask her where dad was. Nothing is fine at the moment. “Oh Do Kyungsoo you’re finally up” a petite female lady in a white lab coat holding a clipboard walked in. Her smile seemed to radiate the gloomy and confusing state I was in. I watched as she continued closing her distance towards the right side of my bed, opposite of my mum. She extended her arm and I let my left arm shake it, feeling the discomfort of not being able to use my right. “I’m your assigned doctor, Kim Taeyeon. You were out for almost three days mister. Your body was in so much fatigue and you managed to cut yourself deep enough to cause lacerations and narrowly missing some vital nerves. Please promise me, never to do that again” she annunciate as clicked the ballpoint pen once she finished jotting down a few scribbles on her clipboard and gave me a radiating smile once again, her eyes disappearing as she did so. I admire her bold front, for someone working in a stressful environment, she seemed kind, meticulous and sincere. “Also I have a younger brother who goes to the same school as you, I don’t know if you have heard of him before- “ “Yes, yes okay sure I’d be right there. Sorry Kyungsoo, I got to go. Just take the medication and get some more rest” she instructed and bowed at my mum before exiting the room. I watched as she left the room, leaving a tray of pills and a cup of water on the nightstand. I hated pills but looking at how my mum had cautiously tried to split each pill into half for my ease, I reluctantly took them from her. I digested the information and also swallowed the painkillers which almost made my esophagus be clogged by them. I was out for three days which meant I missed school but that should be at the back of my mind right now. I was away from Kris and the others and I bet no one else noticed either. Wait, Chanyeol and Baekhyun. “M-mum, does C-Chanyeol know? B-Baekhyun?” I croaked, my voice sounding like I had just swallowed sand. I tried to withdraw from my mum trying to rub my uninjured hand reassuringly. “They’re in school honey. It’s Monday.” My mum responded with a tinge of sadness as she noticed how I had quickly withdrew her hand away. If it was a new week, that would mean my entrance exams had already begun and I had missed some papers. I mentally slapped myself. The anger in me was getting to better of me as I started thrashing and flailing causing the patches of bandages to be stained red. My body was heating up from the adrenaline and the anger seeping through my body as I let my lungs out shouting in misery.Stupid.Pathetic.Weakling. I suddenly heard the door swinging open and my dad rushing in with Dr. Kim as now both my parents tried to hold me down as I saw the petite doctor fiddling with a syringe and jabbing it into my side. Again, I felt light and the lights began closing in again.“It’s just post-trauma Mr. Mrs. Do” I heard before I finally passed out again.