[M] Fourteen (1/1)

Hold My Hand park_rara27 21550K 2023-11-02

Yonghwa walked into the room and casually changed in front of the mirror where he could see Seohyun watching his every move even though she looked like she was reading a book on their bed.            He unbuttoned his shirt and tossed it aside before unzipping his pants and slowly lowering it to the ground. He saw how she blushed and took a deep breath before resuming her “reading” act.            Yonghwa usually slept naked and tonight wouldn’t be an exception. He knew she wanted him as much as he did. But he wouldn’t do anything unless she made the first move.            Sliding himself under the sheets and bidding her goodnight, he closed the lamp and pretended to sleep. He evened out his breathing and waited for her to react.             At first it was quiet and Yonghwa was disappointed that Seohyun probably chickened out and decided not to play anymore. But he heard her mumbling about how impossibly dense he was and tried his best not to laugh at how cute she was.            “O-Oppa,” she whispered as she slid closer towards him. Yonghwa could feel her heated body against his back but pretended not to feel anything.            “Are you sleeping already?” she whispered and he noted how husky her voice sounded. She was annoyed that her plan backfired. Seohyun wanted him to touch her and make love to her now. Lightly she rested her palm on his arm and gently slid it, caressing his skin as she explored his body.            Yonghwa tried to ignore her and kept his breathing pattern stable. You can do this Yonghwa, stay strong. You must not harm the baby. She brought this on herself- let her endure as you do.             Seohyun mumbled incoherent stuff in frustration. She was only teasing him earlier. Thinking he was really asleep, she reached down to relieve herself when Yonghwa turned and in a blink of an eye, she was pinned under him.            “What are you doing Hyun?” Yonghwa was looking into her eyes and Seohyun felt her cheeks blushing deeply.            “N-Nothing,” she mumbled and refused to meet his gaze. Yonghwa was looking at her intently and she could feel the electricity in the air as her body longed for his touch.            “R-Really?” Yonghwa pulled the blanket away from her and exposed her body slowly. She couldn’t help the shiver running on her back as she saw the hunger in his eyes.            “Y-Yes,” Seohyun let out a breathy moan as she felt his gaze on her body. Yonghwa smirked as he saw her flushing, so she’s feeling it too. Too bad we can’t do it again, I really should ask the doctor about this. The book says she’ll be sensitive down there and I don’t want to hurt her.            “Okay, if you say so. Let’s sleep,” Yonghwa suddenly interrupted her fantasies as he drew her close into his arms and closed his eyes.             “O-Oh,” Seohyun was too shocked to see him give up and just sleep. When they first shared a bed, he couldn’t keep his hands off her. So why was he holding himself back now?            Maybe it’s because you’re too large and ugly now.             Seohyun couldn’t stop the tears that fell as the insecurities crept in. She tried to keep quiet but she couldn’t stop crying.            “Hyun?” Yonghwa suddenly flipped the lamp on and saw her trembling beside him.            “W-What’s wrong? Are you hurt? What is it?” Yonghwa examined her body and saw nothing amiss, except the puffy eyes and red nose she now sported.            “O-Oppa,” she cried and Yonghwa panicked further.            “W-What is it? Hey! You’re scaring me,” he ran his fingers down her arms as he tried to calm her down.            “A-Are you repulsed by me?” she asked in a soft whisper, her heart clenching as she waited for him to respond.             Disgusted? What is she talking about? Yonghwa’s eyes widened in alarm as he heard her cries. Can’t she feel how hard it is for me to resist ravishing her and ensuring she stays in my bed for the rest of our days? Does she not realize how I detest all the guys stopping to look at her whenever we go out? Doesn’t she know how much I want to be inside her and feel our bodies reaching the end together?             “What brought this about?” he asked gently and Seohyun’s heart sank as he avoided her questions.            He really doesn’t love me anymore?            Is she worried that I’m not happy with her because she’s pregnant?            “Yah! Seo Joo Hyun! I love you, stop doubting yourself,” he suddenly gripped her shoulders firmly to get her attention.             “I love the way your brows wrinkle whenever you think too hard,” he whispered as he kissed her forehead.             “I love this cute nose you sometimes worry isn’t long enough,” he kissed her nose as she giggled under him.             “I love this sexy mouth that turns me on and makes me laugh at the same time. You have so much wit in you I sometimes struggle to keep up, so I kiss you instead to shut you up…. And just because I love how soft your lips are against mine,” he whispered before crashing his lips against hers and deepening the kiss. Seohyun moaned as she felt his tongue enter her mouth, teasing.            They were both breathless when they pulled apart and Yonghwa grinned seeing how flushed she was.             “Shall I continue?” he whispered seductively and Seohyun was too dazed to refuse.