[M] Chapter 9 (1/1)

Chapter Song >> Pacify Her (Pay attention to the lyrics)For yet another night, Taehyung remains sleepless. How can he sleep, honestly? All of his thoughts are drifting to the younger. Is he sad? Is he okay? Is he asleep at that very moment? Taehyung doesn't know. It has been a week since the last time he saw Jungkook. The other didn't even spare a look when he returned to Taehyung's apartment to get his stuff. The whole atmosphere was stiff and venomous. If they could kill each other, they would have, nevertheless, only if they could make up moments later. They still love each other afterall. Taehyung loves Jungkook, even if there is a minuscule possibility that the younger has cheated on him. He didn't want to be so mean, there were just so many things to get out of his chest. And Jungkook loves Taehyung, with all his heart, no matter how painfuly hard it was to admit he had lied to Jimin about Taehyung being his boyfriend. They are both at fault. Incontestably. Taehyung thinks back to their last, meaningless fight before breaking up.  It was about four weeks ago. They were childishly fighting over the remote control, each one wanting to be the one who gets to chose what they'll watch. "You're so selfish!" Jungkook had said, "You always want things to be done your way!" and had stood up abruptly, "Stop thinking only about yourself!" And Taehyung had grabbed him by the shoulders harshly, "Oh, yeah? Talks the one who hardly spents any time with me anymore!" "That's totaly irrelevant!" "I don't care, I miss you and I want to spent time with you!" They had stayed silent after that, panting heavily as they refused to break eye contact. The only thing that could be heard was the television, specifically a show Taehyung had insisted on watching. "You're so stupid.." Jungkook had been the first one to show true emotion. "No, you're stupid," Taehyung had pouted cutely, "But I love you." Jungkook had kissed him then, "I love you, too." Taehyung cries, he sobs loudly since his apartment is empty. He's tired of all the silence. He feels cold so he shakily drags the covers over his shoulders. He misses Jungkook's warmth. "Damn it, Jeon Jungkook," he whispers to himself, "God damn it..". They used to be so carefree.. About another twenty minutes of pure torture later, he gives up. He sits up and grabs a random package of cigarettes from the nightstand. Leaning against the headboard, he places the stick in between his lips and lets it hang there. He does not light it, though. He closes his eyes and inhales deeply. The cigarette falls on his lap, yet he doesn't care. He is used to being messy. He stares at the ceiling as if it's the most fascinating subject in the world and sighs. They used to stare at that exact ceiling together. All of a sudden, his phone starts ringing and the excitement and hope Taehyung feels for the first split second cannot be described in words. Caller ID:Taemin Hyung Then the excitements gets replaced with uneasiness. "What the.." he mumbles sleepily and slides his finger across the screen, "Taemin?" "Taehyung." The is an undefined feeling pooiling in his chest. A feeling that something is terribly wrong. His brother never calls him, they barely even talk. "What." he replies coldly. "Tae, come," he hears his brother sob and his eyes widen, "Come quickly." He sits up and grips his cellphone harder, "Hyung, what's wrong?" he asks anxiously Silence follows right after and Taehyung swears these moments are some of the most terrifying in his whole life. "Hyung..?" "It's d-dad," Taemin reveals, stuttering, "It's dad-d and Tae-Taesun.." ~~ Taehyung swipes his tongue across Jungkook's lower lip and removes his hand from the younger's pants. The younger male is panting heavily, coming down from his high. He had the ultimate chance of being given a handjob by the one and only Taehyung and even though everyone in the house is awake, he didn't decline. He wasn't stupid enough to decline. He runs his fingers through Taehyung's hair and smiles, he grins widely while looking at him. Oh, how he has missed him. They don't feel the need to say anything, they don't feel uncomfortable. To Jungkook it's Taehyung, his Taehyung, and to Taehyung it's his precious baby. Why would they feel uncomfortable? "Let's do this on daily basis, hm?" Taehyung suggests while nuzzling his nose on Jungkook's neck. He hears him laugh and he simply lifts his gaze. He cocks an eyebrow and smirks himself before going in for a toe-curling kiss. Passionate yet short. A knock on the door interrupts them. "Tae? Are you inside?" comes Taemin's voice. The two quickly break the kiss and turn their attention to the door, "Yeah, why?" Taehyung replies in a hurry.