Hes Angry, Shes Sad, He (1/1)

SunMi was debating on whether or not she should really walk into the building she was currently standing in front of. She wasn't wearing her disguise (she was in her own clothes) and she had thrown away her wig last week. Ever since the confrontation with JiYong and HeeChul, she hadn't been back to work. She had figured he had told everyone about her secret but was surprised when Taemin didn't call or send her a message about it. Well, she'd know now.As she walked into the building, she greeted the people at the front desk, same as always. They were friendly like always and they didn't seem to act any differently. She had her bag that had all of her things in it, so they were a bit surprised about that. "Are you going to tell them, finally?""Ne. I can't keep this up anymore.""Ah, really? Hwaiting!" Sunmi smiled and walked deeper into the television station.She didn't get very far before she was seen by Taemin, surprising him by showing up at the station. He walked up to her and looked at her hair, tempted to touch it to see if it was another wig. "Noona? What's up?""I'm going through my promise." She said, looking down some, biting her bottom lip due to her being so nervous."Really? Want me to go with you? I don't have to perform yet, and..""No. Then they'll know you lied to them and I don't want them upset with you.""No offense, SunMi-noona, but they're going to be upset anyway for the simple fact that I figured it out before them. Even so, they'll forgive me for it. Now come on."He grabbed her bag and walked with her to Super Junior's dressing room, knocking on the door before going inside. "Hyungs~! Annyeong!"They all turned and gave various greetings before looking at her, obviously confused. SungMin went forward and stood in front of them, leaning down slightly to get a better look at her. "SunMi..noona?" She hesitated a bit before nodding, giving him a small smile. She came out from behind Taemin so that they could get the full view of her and that was when she saw the connections clicking in their hands."Annyeonghaseyo. Jang SunMi-imnida..." Placing a hand on her chest, she bowed before them. When she lifted her head back up, she saw LeeTeuk in front of her, looking at her disbelievingly. She didn't lower her head this time, but looked straight in his eyes."You're..the slut that Heechul had the scandal with?"The words made her wince. It hadn't been as bad when he said it the first time, but to be called that, though indirectly, right to her face. It made her want to cry, but she couldn't let that stop her now."Yes, I am." Her eyes went from Leeteuk to Heechul. He was looking at her with the most hateful expression on his face, pulling out a medium-sized box from his bag. He opened it and looked at its contents before looking at her once again.The room suddenly erupted in a frenzy of questions, most of them directed at her though some were at Taemin for keeping the secret from them. They didn't seem to mind too much, but she was primarily looking at Heechul, who hadn't said a word. He got up from where he was sitting and headed for the door, stopping in front of her."Heechul-oppa..""Move."Sunmi didn't want it to be this way. Shaking her head, she used her foot to kick the door closed. He frowned down at her, not in the mood for her antics. "I said move.""No." She barely had time to get it out before he grabbed her and roughly shoved her out of the way, leaving the dressing room."Yah! Kim Heechul!""Hyung, don't be so mean..!"Her eyes lowered and she fingered the bottom of her shirt, torn between going after him or not. Then she remembered, she didn't have to worry about him anymore. She had Kwon JiYong, G Dragon, leader of Big Bang now. Even though she had him, she still wasn't satisfied with herself. In fact, she wasn't liking herself at all right now."Don't worry, he'll be okay." Ryewook said, placing his hand on her shoulder."Yeah, so don't cry...please?" Siwon asked, using a tissue to lightly dab at her eyes. She was crying? Looking over into a mirror, she saw the she was indeed crying. Covering her face with her hands, her body trembled but she made little to no sound as she wept. Siwon instantly hugged his noona, trying to get her to stop crying. Things weren't going the way she'd planned at all...but it was still all her fault. Her fault for waiting, her fault for lying, her fault for choosing G Dragon over Heechul.On the other side of the doorHeechul was halfway down the hall before he turned into an empty room, closing and locking the door. Putting his back against it, he sighed and slowly slid down to the floor. Placing a hand over his eyes, he tried to make the images go away but the more he tried, the more it hurt. He hit the nearby wall to take his mind off of the pain he felt in his heart.Furiously pushing his fingers through his hair, he reached into his pocket and took out the box he'd opened earlier. He was planning on surprising her but after finding out who she was, he was deciding against it. He didn't get much time to think it over before being thrown aside and losing her to G Dragon. That was what hurt the most and he'd been a wreck ever since that whole confrontation."For five years.." But even though she'd lied to him, even though she slept with another man, even though she rejected him...he still had feelings for her. He wasn't going to say he loved her, because Kim Heechul loved no woman who wasn't his mother or his wife. But he was very fond of her. She'd always been there for him and even put up with his crappy attitude, always smiling and giving him words of encouragement. Not to mention her "services" were the best he'd ever had.Opening the box, he looked at its contents before putting it down on the ground between his legs and pushing it away from him. It slid maybe two feet in front of him, the gem shining brightly even under the flourescent lights. He wasn't good at expressing his feelings, and often ended up saying something to make the other person upset. So to keep that from happening, he got her that. Her favorite color was blue, his was pink. Mix the two together and you got a very pretty light shade of purple. It was his way of asking her to always be by his side. But now that would never happen.Leaning his head back against the door, Heechul took  a shuddered breath, keeping his tears from spilling out even though no one else was there to see him."..I don't want to love her.."Two weeks later"Why are you still upset?! He's out of your life now, so stop being depressed about it.""But he's not out of my life! I still have to work with him. I'm his STYLIST!"There was a loud screeching sound before footsteps padded over to the sink, putting his empty dishes in it. He was getting aggravated with her. He thought it would've been wonderful to have her all to himself, but now that he had her? JiYong didn't know what to do. Going towards the door, he grabbed his jacket off of the couch before putting his shoes on."Where are you going?" She asked as she stood in the kitchen doorway, her arms crossed over her chest. She wasn't trying to make things difficult, but she was torn between her mind and heart. Her mind told her Jiyong would be better, but her heart said Heechul was the one she wanted."I'm going home. What's it look like?" He said, venom lacing his words. She winced some before going up behind him and wrapping her arms around his neck and resting her head on his shoulder. He stopped in his acts, but didn't look at her, refusing to see the saddened look on her face."Don't be like this.""You started it.""I'm trying not to..I really am but.."Then he felt teardrops on his shoulder before they began sliding down his skin. Sighing, he mentally groaned while asking every higher power he could think of for help. He did love her, and she loved him. But, unfortunately for him, she loved someone else much more. And he wasn't going to lie to himself; he did feel betrayed, but he did stop contacting her for about four years, and during that time she'd grown to love the other man. Slowly standing up, he closed his eyes as he mentally battled it out inside himself."Jiyong?""..Will it make you happy? Will Noona be happy if...if it's someone else?" He asked, not realizing how childlike he sounded at that moment. Looking into her eyes, his anger fizzled out at the conflict showing deep with those dark orbs."Mianhae..mianhae.." She whispered, allowing him to take her in his arms, tightly clutching hisis jacket. He was mad at her, mad at Heechul, but he wanted her happy. If that meant he was second or even third in her heart...then he could deal with it. Jiyong tilted the older woman's head up and gave her a big smile before leaning down and kissing her tenderly. SunMi returned the kiss before letting him go."Then that's all that matters." He was going to fix it, and fix her heart. If SunMi was happy, then he was happy. But tonight, he'd get all of his anger out because tomorrow he would go and straighten all of this out.