[M] Chapter 16: Late Night Ec (1/1)

Fire…everywhere around me.I can’t see anything, It’s getting harder to breathe.“MOM! Where are you?!?!” I yell out.Coughing, that is all I can do.…Am I going to die here?No, no, no. I can’t….I don’t want to die….

“NO!”Damian’s POVI got her.She was crying, tears streaming down her face, trembling.“Shh….Soo Jung I got you..” I said softly.She had a nightmare. A bad one at that. The girl whimpered, holding on to me tightly. I felt the warmth of her tears staining my shirt. Whatever happened, whatever she dreamt, it was bad.“I’m going to go get Jessi.” Luna said behind me, running out to the Girls Generation dorm room.I held her there, that is all I could do.Sulli came and got me the moment that Krystal started talking in her sleep. All of f(x) apparently knew what this signaled. Sulli told me this was when Krystal had nightmares of a traumatic experience she had as a child. They didn’t really get to tell me specifics since they decided it was important to get me as soon as possible.“Yah Krystal are you okay!” Jessica came in running.I broke my embrace, letting the older Jung hold her sister and hold her.Jessica was a good sister… my mind drifted and for a second I was envious of their relationship.Looking at Jessica stroking Krystal’s hair, she started humming a song, trying to get her sister to fall back asleep. After a few minutes of sitting in silence, Jessica succeeded in lulling Krystal back to sleep.Kissing her sister on the forehead, Jessica hooked her arm around mine and we went to the f(x) living room where the other girls were waiting for us.“Thanks for getting me Luna.” Jessica said.“Jessi is she going to be okay? She hasn’t had a nightmare like that in a while…” Sulli asked with concern.“She’ll be fine. I think all the stress and the stuff with Seris is getting to her is all. “ said Jessica.“I’ll go keep her company, Krystal normally feels better if she has someone with her in the bed when this happens.” Victoria said.All of us let out a collective sigh. It was 1 AM and now all of us were concerned about Krystal.“Jessica go to bed. We’ll watch her it’s fine. You have promotions tomorrow to worry about.” Luna said.“I know but…I can’t leave her like that.” Jessica replied.I looked at her face. She look defeated and just devastated at what had transpired with her sister.I took her hand in mine, wanting to put her mind at ease.“Take Luna’s advice Jessica. You need your rest. I’ll postpone f(x)’s recording schedule tomorrow so they can get the rest they need ok?” I replied.“Thank you…” she said, giving me a quick kiss on the cheek.Leaving the dorm, Jessica made her way back. Leaving myself, Amber and Luna sitting around.“Damian you should get some sleep too. You have been doing a lot you know?” Amber said.I was, but truth be told I felt…good. Tiffany had been making sure I had whatever amount of rest I could ever since she moved in with me.“It’s okay Amber. You should get some sleep to. I’ll give you girls the day off okay?” I said.Amber headed off to her room after my statement, leaving now just me and Luna.“..Damian before I go to sleep, can you come to my room for a bit?” she asked.I nodded yes. I haven’t spent any time with Luna in a while, plus I had my own questions now with Krystal freaking out and somehow everyone knowing about it.Going into her room, I sat on her bed. I never noticed until now, but since her and Victoria shared a room together, it gave off a very artistic and mature feel. I guess it was appropriate, considering that the two were probably some of the most mature individuals I have met…at times.“Thoughts a bit jumbled?” Luna asked me.“Yeah I guess you can say that….what happened with Krystal, Luna?” I asked.When I asked, Luna sat next to me, kicking her legs back and forth looking out the window into the night sky.“A really long time ago, when Krystal was little, there was a fire that broke out in the Jung house. Everyone got out, except for her.” Luna said.Wait…fire…?“She was in the building for a while. Trapped behind the rubble and the flames. Someone saved her, no one really knows who, but every now and then…she remembers it.” Luna said.“I see…” I replied.She remembers... the bits and pieces were starting to make sense. It still did not answer why things were manifesting now. Why did Krystal have the desire to quit, why did she want to run away so badly. What brought on these thoughts for her? It couldn’t just be her want of freedom. Something was wrong.“How do you do this Damian?” Luna asked.“What? I don’t understand your question Luna.” I stated.She looked at me, with a soft smile.“You watch us. Take care of us. Protect us. You barely knew us a few months ago and now here you are. Able to sit here and crack open whatever protective layers we have…” she said.I didn’t want to. For whatever reason I felt like I had an obligation to these amazing women around me, even when I told myself I would never get close to anyone again. It wasn’t the fame, or beauty that attracted me to them. From the moment I met Krystal, it was the fact that all of them hid some sort of brokenness. Yet, here they were, sacrificing their own happiness at most times to bring it to others.“..because who else would Luna? Who else would be able to understand then someone who the world knows by name, but not by anything else?” I said.“Well Mister Cross. I’m glad it was you.” she said, leaning on my shoulder.“You know…for the longest time I always wondered if I was useful anywhere. Leaving my sister behind, my family. I miss them and sometimes I feel like pursuing all of this makes me a failure as a daughter. I sang to make people happy and because I loved it. I felt like that was all I was good for.” Luna stated.“When I met the girls, I felt differently. I felt like I had a chance to take care of Krystal and Sulli. Be an example to them and not be so useless. When Krystal freaks out like that…I feel like I’m a failure all over again.” she continued.I took her hand in mine.“My problems aren’t big…I don’t have a hole in my heart, I haven’t had anyone die…maybe I am just a child complaining that her part isn’t as big in the world as she wants… just every day I pray that to the people I love…I’m enough.” she said.Luna was always so wrapped up in wanting to be a rock for others. Unlike me, trying to run away from everything and even not like Tiffany have tragedy in her life that allowed her to understand it all, Luna was there. Sulli and Krystal always talked about how if they had any problems or worries, they would be able to speak to her. Vocal exercises, appearances, Luna would give up so many things to support her sisters in f(x), and I didn’t know why.Maybe her heart really was pure. Untouched by the darkness that this world can produce.I never understood why people like her existed…those who would burden themselves by carrying those of others without some sort of reason or purpose. Sure, I did, but…that was my punishment for all the mistakes I made. Luna was unbound by any oath or creed. She did it solely because that was who she was.“You are more than enough Sun-Young.” I said.“You called me by my name…” she replied.I laughed at her amazement. I loved the girls stage names, but sometimes I had to remind them I knew what they were before they started. To me, they were just well…not idols I guess.“I do know them ya know.” I said with a chuckle.Luna laughed, gently squeezing my hand.“So…my hair is okay? Not too blue or anything?” she asked while playing with it.“Short hair looks good on you. I don’t say that about a lot of women. I prefer long hair.” I said.“Ahhh so that’s why you like Krystal so much?” she asked.“No, and who told you I like Krystal?” I asked with confusion.“Lucy. She said you were quite taken with her.” Luna said, imitating Lucy’s voice.I laughed.“No…to be honest if I had to choose one of you, I wouldn’t know where to begin.” I said.It was true, I started liking them all for different things. They were all gorgeous sure. When their personalities and strengths came into play though, they all shined differently.“Well…what do you like about me. Oh and you have to tell me. You are supposed to listen to everything I say so no chickening out on this one.” she said sticking her tongue out at me.“I love your voice, the way you use it randomly throughout the day to convey your emotions. I love the fact that you always seem carefree, even in the hardest times you just want to put a smile on everyone’s face.” I said.“Anything else?” she said with a big smile on her face.“Now you are just wanting me to praise you.” I said, poking her forehead playfully.“Hey I don’t get you that often between Taeyeon, Krystal, Tiffany, Jessica, and Yoona, you pretty much are taken.” She said back.Ahh this was true.“Sorry Luna. You can have me more once you girls start your promotions.” I told her.“Good.” She said.I got up from her bed, it was time for me to go back to Tiffany and let the girls sleep. I needed to make a call in the morning to let the film crew know the girls would be out for the day as well.“Damian…wait.” Luna said.Standing up, the small girl made her way to me. Standing on her tiptoes, she cupped my chin, bringing me in for a surprisingly sensual kiss.“Maybe…I do want you to praise me at times.” She said biting her lip and with a hint of nervousness in her voice.*sigh* why did they have to be so cute?“Well Sun-Young, how should I go about doing that?” I asked.Stepping back, she started undoing the buttons on her pajama top. In seconds the top dropped to the floor, quickly followed by her bottoms. Left in just her pink bra and panties, she stood there nervously.“Is my body okay?” she asked.“…God you are cute.” I said with a smile.She laughed and I swept her up off of her feet, throwing us both on to her bed. She giggled like a little kid on the way down, hugging me tightly and smiling the whole time.“So….what now?” I asked her.Luna’s POVHe always made me laugh. If I could say anything about my relationship with our “deadly warrior bodyguard” it would be that I always made sure to have a good time with him.I felt like he didn’t laugh much or had the ability to joke around. Everyone was so serious sometimes that maybe they forgot that being what he was, he has had to deal with that so many times.  Really, putting all your problems on one person, even if he could fix them…that was bad.Right now though, he was on top of me, looking into my eyes. Why we he so hot? Seriously, I expected a fat guy with a lot of so called muscle as our next bodyguard. Nope, we got one really hot guy and two gorgeous women who put almost all of us to shame.Couldn’t be any happier about that though.“I don’t know to be honest….it’s not like I have done this a lot before ya know.” I said.“Waitttttt. Luna has had naughty time before? Wow do tell.” He said mockingly.“Yah shut up” I said smacking him on the arm playfully.It was true that this wasn’t my first time, but…I mean when I did do it I was really young. I’m only 21 and f(x) has taken 5 years of my life so…not too hard to do the math there I suppose.“Once, but….it was rushed and not that good.” I said embarrassed.He look at me gently, caressing my face.“Well…whatever you want to do, just tell me.” He said.I totally could get used to him being sweet like this.“Such the charmer. Oooh sweetie give me a kiss” I said puckering my lips up.“Shut up.” He said laughing while putting a pillow gently over my face.All joking aside, I put my arms around his neck, just taking my time stroking his hair. Sometimes I really thought his hair was nicer than mine. Smooth and soft, it was like petting the world’s silkiest puppy.“You would love to see me all naked and stuff wouldn’t you.” I asked him with a raised eyebrow.“Maybe. I do like the color pink on you though, it looks really nice.” He said.I blushed a bit at that answer. You wouldn’t know it by looking at him, but he was very playful when you brought it out of him.“Too bad, not today at least. I just wanted to see if you thought I was pretty or not.” I said.“Geez you know all of you are right?” he said with a laugh.…this was true.“Maybe though…you can show me what you got.” I said in a naughty tone.Bringing one of his hands away from my waist, I led it down to my panties. Slowly pushing his hand into my crotch.“Hmm Sun-Young, when did you become the naughty one.” Damian asked.“It’s not being naughty if I just want you to massage me somewhere is it?” I said with a sarcastic tone.Feeling him rub me was…amazing. It was such a soft and gentle touch through the fabric of my panties but…he had skills. He touched just the right spots with enough pressure and I could feel myself getting moist. Not going to lie, part of me wanted to rape him right here and now but…in due time Luna, in due time.“Someone is getting a bit more turned on then she would like to admit.” He said with a devilish grin.“Hmm, maybe? Let’s find out.” I said.I took my panties aside for him, letting him touch my bare lips. The feeling of his cool fingers touching my hot sex was…exciting. I looked down at his hand, seeing the wetness I was producing covering his fingers. I felt my hips slowly move in unison with them. Up and down…up and down.“You are a weird combination of adorable and sexy right now you know that.” He said.Giving him a deep kiss, tongue optional, but included this time, I shut him up for a few seconds so I could make my demand.“Faster.” I said.Turning up the speed, I felt his hand become a blur on my pussy. Focusing in on my clit and rubbing back and forth with no mercy.“Mmm…too bad I’m not much of a screamer….ahhh….but you are so good.” I said with a smirk.I kept mashing my hips into his hand, my love nectar flowing freely out of me.I gave a low grunt, he finished me off faster than I anticipated. I felt my pussy exert that oh so familiar pressure, and a torrent of cum shoot out of me.“….good to know you squirt too Luna.” He said, looking at his now drenched arm and clothing.“Oops.” I said, putting my index finger into my mouth and biting it gently with a wicked smile, complimented with a wink of course.“Waiiiitttt a second. Too? Who else has asked you to do this stuff.” I asked him.“Remember that list of girls you mentioned that I was spending time with? Yeah, all of them except for Tiffany and Krystal.” He said.“Woah! You had sex with Jessica? How was that.” I asked in shock.“You are a little pervert.” He said hitting me with a pillow.All I could do was laugh. Hey though, the world pretty much wanted to have sex with Jessica Jung, can’t really blame me for asking.Sitting up straight, I watched as Damian took his shirt off. Holy fucking amazing Batman, he was delicious. Yup, next time, totally raping him.Sitting back down next to me, I knew he had to leave soon and get back to Tiffany.Kissing him on the cheek one more time, I gave him a playful nudge.“Get back to the pink princess soon. She will be wondering where you are at.” I said.“You don’t want me to stay with you for a bit?” he asked me.Stop being nice to me dammit!“Not tonight. As much as I would love you to, you have responsibilities to other people besides me. Thank you though, just I’ll have you owe me one next time okay?” I said.Giving me a kiss on the cheek back, Damian left my room for the night, leaving me all by my lonesome since Victoria was with Krystal.“I seriously wonder though how sex with her was though.” I said out loud.General POV“Sir, preparations are complete. We are ready to strike once the girls performance at Inkigayo.”“Good. What about Mister Cross and company?”“They aren’t aware of anything yet to our knowledge sir. However you may find it interesting that we isolated a member he currently is interested in.”“Ah yes, Miss Hwang. I saw the tabloids. Those two seem to be getting quite snuggly with each other. ““Yes, sir. What would you like us to do with her once we obtain her?”“That is a mighty fine question. Let’s see if I feel generous once we have those pretty ladies from Girls Generation in our hands.”“Yes, sir. Anything else?”“Ah yes, as an insurance policy you see, please make sure to purchase everything on the list I left for you on that table.” “Of course. I will work on it as soon as possible.”“Good…now Mister Cross. What will you do when your precious little girls are stolen from you?”Tiffany’s POVHe was gone for a while, so I was glad to have him back in bed, relaxing.Cuddling up to him, he seemed a lot less tense then he did just an hour or so ago.“Everything fine?” I whispered softly to him.“Krystal had a nightmare, a bad one. She was trapped in a fire a long time ago and almost died.” Damian said.Yeah, I knew that one. When I first met Krystal when she was younger she was shy and hesitant to meet people at first. It traumatized the poor thing really bad for years.“You were there though to make it better right?” I asked.He nodded.“Jessi was…she is such a good sister.” He said.I noticed his mind wandering, like something about seeing the sisterly affection didn’t make sense to him.“Did you have any other family?” I asked him.“No, just my parents. The only other person I saw like that well….she will never forgive me.” He said.“..who wouldn’t forgive you?” I questioned.“Someone who has every right to be furious with me, but isn’t. Honestly she wants my safety more than anything.” He said.“Why do you think she wouldn’t forgive you then?” I asked.“Miyoung…you know as well as I do no one forgives without reason. She is just…incapable of it.” He told me.I didn’t know what to say. What could have been so bad that he felt like someone who loved him couldn’t accept him for failing?“You know I’m here…when you need me Damian.” I said, pressing my body against his back.“I know Miyoung…thank you. Get some sleep. We are almost done with promotions.” He told me.