[M] Chapter 8: I Am Your Shie (1/1)

Taeyeon’s POV  It was nice to just eat together. Everyone seemed so happy and I loved these times to where me and the girls can just relax together. We even invited f(x) over to eat with us and now that Krystal and Yoona were back, our two groups were just having fun.Last night made me feel a bit better. Damian was good and making me laugh and made me realize that I wasn’t alone in what I was going through and feeling. Just… I still felt empty on the inside. I kept a strong smile for everyone and tried to enjoy myself as much as possible.Damian came in suddenly and it seemed he had another woman with him.“Everyone, I really hope you are enjoying your day off. I need to introduce you to one of two people who will be assisting me in strengthening security and protection you all. Her name is Asuna, a female ninja or Kunoichi who is very skilled in a lot of things. If I leave you with her, please know you are in good hands. “ Damian said.Bowing politely, I noticed that Asuna’s hair was jet red, it looked good on her. Jessica told me a bit about how gorgeous Damian’s companion was and she wasn’t joking. She easily could have passed as a model and it surprised me to no end to know that she was deemed as something as vicious as a ninja.“Ah Taeyeon! Please don’t bow to me. It is very nice to be introduced to all of you. I hope we can become good friends before the end of this mission. Please feel free to come to me if you have any trouble at all.” She said with a smile.I found Damian staring at me while Asuna monologue and noticed him tapping her shoulder.

Whispering to her, Asuna nodded and proceeded to sit down with me and the rest of the girls.“Taeyeon, can I speak with you privately for a minute?” Damian asked.Nodding my head I left the girls with Asuna and walked out of the room with Damian. We walked down the halls to his and he motioned for me to sit on the sofa in his living room. Taking off his coat, I saw that he had a weird looking device on him.“Damian, what’s that strapped to you?” I asked.“It’s an invention that a friend of mine made. It’s a retractable sword. It allows me to conceal a full length blade on my person without anyone being able to see it.” He said.Taking it off, he threw it on his jacket and sat on the chair right across from me.“How are you holding up Taeyeon?” he asked, concern showing on his face.I sighed and pulled out my phone from my pajama bottom’s pocket.“I want to txt him back… but I know that he wouldn’t respond…I still just feel emptiness inside.” I said truthfully.Being me, Kim Taeyeon, used to not be difficult. I sang when I went to school every day and was able to flirt or be allowed to have crushes without the world knowing about it. I could do whatever I want and not be judged for it by millions of people.“Tae…” Damian said softly.I started tearing up again.“I hate this so much Damian. I love being the leader of Girls Generation. I love that singing is my job. I hate having to hide parts of my life I shouldn’t be able to. I hate not being able to fall in love like a normal woman. I hate crying to Tiffany almost every day because I feel so alone sometimes.” I said.My resolve was fading. Years of this just….took it’s toll on me.“Taeyeon…I’m going to tell you something from my past… I hope what you may learn from it guides you in what you go through now. But you have to promise me something…you can never tell anyone of what you learn of me.” Damian said.He looked serious. The most I have seen since he arrived here with us. I didn’t know what he was going to tell me, but I trusted him enough, even after just a day, to know that he just wanted to help.“I promise” Asuna’s POV  Again, I find myself trapped with a bunch of beautiful women. Korean music stars nonetheless. I should really consider myself supremely lucky yah?“Asuna. Can I ask how you colored your hair?” Sulli asked me excitedly.I laughed.“To tell you the truth Sulli, this is natural if you can believe it. I am an Asian born redhead.” I said sticking my tongue out.All the girls said “ohhh” in amazement together. It was quite funny.“No way! How did that happen?” Victoria asked me.You know, I really didn’t know, I guess I should give Damian’s explanation.“Apparently my genetics, there was a recessive gene in my family line that gave me this hair color. I am kind of glad though, I already have jade colored eyes too so it contrasts nicely.” I replied.“Wowwww. You know you are really pretty! Damian and you don’t look like these strong warriors on first glance.” Yuri replied.It was true. Damian and I were out of place sometimes when it came to someone picturing us as these trained killing machines. In my case, the phrase “if looks could kill” was pretty appropriate though.“Hey Asuna, could we see a bit of what you can do?” Amber asked.Ahhh demonstration time. I love this part!“Sure Amber. Alright let’s see…… Sooyoung! Your can of juice, can I use it?” I asked.Sooyoung handed me her can of grapjuice. It was a bit on the smaller side since obviously she was good at watching her figure and sugar intake but….I wasn’t too concerned about the size.Throwing it up in the air, I kept eye contact with the girls at all times. Going past a speed there eyes were trained to see, I pulled out one of my kunai and sliced the small can in half, sheathing my kunai immediately once the act was done. It wasn’t too impressive but hey, other people found it kind of cool.“Wait….how did you cut that?” Hyoyeon asked.“Weapons ladies, weapons. Both the samurai and ninja emphasized speed as one of the most valuable assets. We are trained to see very fast moving things and react to it just as quickly or faster. The first strike, if possible, we would like to get that. So, all I did was go super fast and cut it with one of my tiny daggers here. “ I explained“Are you faster than Damian?” Krystal asked.“You know, I honestly don’t know if I am or not. However… the boy is fast I’ll give him that. In the history of the samurai, he actually is the only one known to deflect a bullet with his sword.” I said.“Woahhhh”, all the girls said in unison.“Alright ladies, so, since I’ll be part of your security team, did you have any questions?” I asked“Not to be rude at all, but you two are really over qualified to protect us aren’t you? Reagar is over qualified to protect the entirety of Avex so I can only imagine you two fit in the same category.” Tiffany stated.She was right. One of the last samurai in the world and a descendant of the first female ninja ever protecting two Korean girl groups seemed a bit too much. However, Damian had his reasons, and calling me could only mean that something seriously disturbed him.“You have a point there but hey. If anyone is to protect South Korea’s girl bands, might as well have a little bit of muscle.” I said with a casual smile.“Well we are lucky to have you and him guarding us then.” Seohyun said with a polite bow.“Yah! Seohyun don’t bow to me. I want us to be friends by the end of this so please lighten up a little for me.” I replied with a smile.Taeyeon’s POV  “…I’m sorry. I…don’t know what came over me “ I said.I kissed himI was listening to what he told me. About himself, what happened, how me and him were so much alike in this aspect. When he finished…my heart fluttered and…I don’t think it was guilt that made me do it, but…I just wanted to ease the pain inside of him.“Why did you do it?” he asked.“…I just wanted to ease your pain. To make it go away for a second…that was all I could think of.” I replied.Then he kissed me back suddenly. This one was..nice. It was soft and gentle. He wrapped his strong arms around me pulling me in gently. After a moment, I reached up around his neck, gently returning the soft kiss he gave to me.Breaking it, he looked me in the eyes gently.“Taeyeon… I don’t know if I’m capable of giving my heart to anyone. Don’t expect anything from me past my friendship. I never want you to think I am toying with your emotions. Just, don’t get attached to me past a certain point okay?” Damian told me.I knew what to expect. I didn’t know even what I was feeling for him to be honest. Something in me though just wanted him, even if for a fleeting moment. I deserved to feel love, or even someone who cared for me as much as he did. We understood a flaw in each other. A sick joke that the world had played on us and would consistently play on us till it had it’s last laugh. If we could be happy, even if it wasn’t for longer than just these few moments of privacy we had together, then I would be satisfied with that.“I want to feel loved…just this once. I don’t expect you to fall for me, and I don’t even know what or if I could feel anything about you. Please though… show me what it’s like to be loved and maybe…make it too…” I said.He gently picked me up and took me to his bed while gently laying me down on it.His face was so gentle and just for a second I forgot that this man in front of me who had been through so much could kill me if he ever wanted to. I knew though that he would never do that. He would protect me with all that was in him.“Are you sure Taeyeon?” Damian asked.I nodded yes. If I could trust anyone, it would be him.Taking his shirt off, Damian proceeded to continue kissing me. I loved every second of it. Seeing the ripple of his abs, his handsome face, I could feel myself give into him.I followed, slowly taking off my top and revealing my lacy blue bra to him. It was embarrassing as no one had ever seen me like this before. I mean, he probably was doing “stuff” with Jessica before. I didn’t need him or her to tell me, but she didn’t come back last night after my walk with Damian so…I figured they did something before. Jessica compared to me? She was more beautiful, curvy…I was just a short twig compared to her.“Taeyeon, you are absolutely gorgeous.” Damian said, pulling me out of my thoughts.He was staring at me for a while. I felt a small smile creep up on my face when he said that to me. He gently caressed my skin, seemingly waiting for me to advance. I held his hand, and starting to lean in for a kiss again, wanting to savor the taste of his lips on mine.It was soft, lovely, and gentle. I was happy that he took his time with me, treating me like a porcelain doll and not wanting to break me.After a few minutes, he gently started going down. Kissing my neck, sucking it ever so slightly. I gasped when he did this, no one ever really paid attention to my neck when making out. To be honest though I never really trusted anyone to see me well….sexual in any manner either, he would be the first.“Tae..” Damian said softly.“Hmm?” I responded.“Can I take off your bra?” He asked.I didn’t want him to…I wanted to for him.Reaching back, I unhooked my bra, covering my breasts from his view, again feeling shy.He looked at me with a silly grin and gently removed my hands away.I felt my nipples exposed to the cool air of the room, and my breasts were seen for the first time by another’s eyes. He didn’t say anything at first and it just made me so self-conscious. Suddenly though he kissed me again, and I felt his hand tease it’s way up my stomach to my right breast.He squeezed, gently, but I could feel the pleasure swell in me from someone touching me. I let out a soft gasp as he continued to play with me. Gently circling my nipple, lightly tugging it, never letting my body feel neglected. I could feel myself getting wet. Soon I would know how it felt to have the urge satisfied by something other than my fingers. I wanted to do something else first though…“Damian. Can I see all of you?” I asked nervously.He got up off the bed and then in one motion took his pants off. For the first time in my life I saw what a penis looked like…and he was big. Just basing off of other sizes, he was probably about 9 inches… I might be inexperienced but I asked him to do this for a reason.I pulled him in closer and was thankful he was already erect. I slowly starting stroking him up and down, looking at his face for confirmation of my actions.“You’re doing good Tae.” He told me.After a couple more stroke, I bent down a little, lightly licking his shaft up to the tip. I saw a little pre-cum coming out of his penis and wanted to taste it. I liked the tip and was surprised that he tasted really good. Now though, I wanted to see if I could make him feel more amazing.I took his penis in my mouth, trying to fit as much of him as possible. I only could get about 4 inches in, my gag reflex denying me the ability for now to take in anymore. I was determined to give it my all though and continued to move my mouth back and forth over him. He wasn’t making any noise, but he gently caressed the top of my head, petting me softly as I was doing my best to give him a blow job. After a few minutes he stopped me.I was a bit devastated, I couldn’t even make him cum yet and maybe I was just bad.“Your turn Tae.” He said to me.General POV  Taeyeon took off her pajama bottoms and just left her lacey blue panties on. Damian already could see a little bit of her wetness make a noticeable shimmer on her panties. He was determined to make her feel as beautiful as she was. He felt she deserved so much more from the world than just being another singer. Sure her place in life was better than most, but it was devoid of one of the smallest things taken for granted, love.“Taeyeon…I know you haven’t done this at all before, are you sure you want this?” Damian asked her.“I’m sure…just please be gentle with me.” She said softly.Damian pulled her panties off and looked at her pussy for the first time.She was innocent in every sense of the word. No protruding lips, just a puffy, thin crevice with a small thin patch of hair above.Damian kissed her gently. He didn’t want to go in with passion or any unnecessary roughness like he did with Jessica or Yoona. He wanted her to feel protected, adored.During the kiss, he slowly crept his hand down to her sex. Slowly rubbing his finger in between her lips, feeling the wetness that had accumulated during the two’s actions.Taeyeon’s body abruptly thrust forward against his finger as she let out a soft moan. It was cute how her body reacted to such small actions.Looking into her eyes, Damian was amazed by how adorable she looked at this moment. One second she was staring into his, her face slightly flushed and a small smile forming on her face. The next, she had them closed, feeling the pleasure his singular finger was bringing to her now yearning pussy.Slowly, Damain inserted his finger into her, and was immediately welcomed her tightness. Yoona told Damian that Taeyeon, her and a few of the others had been virgins, but he still didn’t anticipate Taeyeon to be this tight. Her pussy sucked his finger in, not wanting to let the new and welcomed entry go anytime soon. Being this her first time being fingered by someone, Damian took his time to explore every inch of her pussy.Taeyeon felt amazing. Her body was starting to form tiny beads of sweat from another touching her body so intimately and so well. Damian fingering her pussy was so different from when she did it. She couldn’t anticipate the movements, what part he would touch, how deep he would go…it was exciting. She could feel the wetness seep out of her pussy, cum slowly dripping out of her and onto the bed. She never had been worked up this much before.Damian felt Taeyeon’s excitement and decided it was time to make her cum. Pushing his second finger slowly in, he looked for two specific points in her pussy without breaking her hymen, that would drive her into ecstasy. After a few seconds, he found them, exerted pressure, and crashed his lips into Taeyeon’s to muffle her noises.“MMMMMMMMMMMMM” Taeyeon exclaimed as she experienced a pleasure she never felt before.Her little pussy was on fire, spilling more and more of her cum out on to the bed as the onslaught of sensations starting to become too much.The Girls Generation leader bucked her hips forward one final time and screamed into the warrior’s mouth in pure bliss. Her pussy squirted her juices onto the bed and Damian, flowing freely out of her now quivering sex.Gasping for her, Taeyeon held onto Damian, planting gentle kisses on his face as a thank you.“I’m a bit surprised you squirt Tae.” Damian said with a smile.“…I only do that when I’m really excited…is that bad?” she asked, biting her lower lip.“No, I actually have never seen that happen so…it’s pretty exciting to have seen it.” He said.Taeyeon was exhausted, but she wasn’t done yet, she wanted to go all the way.Pushing Damian back gently on to the bed, Taeyeon continued her mission, now kissing Damian while on top. She gave him a sexy smirk for the first time, staring deeply into his eyes as she crawled on top of him. Lowering herself down, she felt the tip of his cock near the entrance to her pussy. Slowly, she rubbed him against herself, gliding back and forth, enjoying the feel. After a few seconds, she lowered herself on to him, taking her time. He was huge, the tip was hard enough to get in for her and she felt so full already. Damian though was slowly caressing her arm, reassuring her that no matter what she did it would be okay.After getting the first two inches of him in her, she hit her barrier. Her innocence, the thing that signaled her longing wait for someone. She knew there was a narrow chance to fall in love with the person in front of her, but she knew he deeply cared for her. For now, that was more than enough for her.Pushing her weight down, she all of a sudden took seven out of the nine inches of Damian’s cock in her. She felt pain and cringed immediately. Damian though sense this and pulled her into a small embrace, putting her head and giving her time to adjust. A few minutes later, Taeyeon felt the pain subside and all of a sudden felt full, her wetness coming back in full force.Moving up and down, Taeyeon started a slow rhythmic bounce.“Ahhh…so…full…” Taeyeon said.She started bouncing, her ample breasts jiggling with the movements, brown nipples erect, pussy leaking on her guardian’s cock. Her hands immediately on impulse started doing their job, one grabbing her breasts while playing with her nipple. The other, went to her face, her mouth opening and sensually biting down on her finger.Taeyeon couldn’t last long, Damian was too big for her and she knew at least for now, he wouldn’t be able to fully fit in her. Her pussy clenched, and her body started to tremble.“Ughhhh. UGHHHH. CUM!” Taeyeon exclaimed.Suddenly, a burst of liquid shot from her pussy, and the leader’s body went limp. Her body falling softly onto Damian. With a squishy plop and a little puddle of cum flowing out of her, Damian exited out of the tight vice of her pussy and laid Taeyeon down on the non-soaked side of the bed.“…Thank you…” Taeyeon said, laying one last kiss on the warrior’s lips.“Get some rest, Asuna will take care of the girls for now and I’ll be right here with you so you can sleep for a couple hours. “ Damian said.Pulling the covers gently over her, Damian dressed himself and watched the small woman in front of him drift off into her slumber. Taeyeon and the other girls all were stunning when they were peaceful and calm. He definitely wished that for them, these moments of carefreeness would last forever. However, with these would be threats surrounding them and a lot of work to make these girls stronger than they knew they could be… he had a lot more work in front of him.