White Night (1/1)

Picture not mine. Credits to owner. "What's the most painful thing that happened to you?" Myungsoo fiddled his fingers, "I don't remember." The doctor took a deep breath, "What do you last remember?" Myungsoo closed his eyes and thought for a minute. He knew something and it was on the tip of his tongue, but he lost focus, "Nothing." "Myungsoo, if you don't remember or try to, I can't help you." Myungsoo bowed his head, "I know, I'm sorry. I just can't make it out. I don't remember anything." "What about a friend? A girlfriend, perhaps?" Myungsoo's chest ached at the sound of the word, 'girlfriend', but he didn't know why. "I have a friend, Lee Sungyeol. But I don't know about a girlfriend." "A girl came in during the day of your accident, claiming she was your girlfriend, do you remember?" Myungsoo tapped his foot, "I believe that was Lee Sungyeol's girlfriend." The doctor cocked his head, "I'm pretty sure she said she was your girlfriend, Myungsoo.""No, I don't have a girlfriend."Again, another pang was felt in his chest, but he ignored it. Maybe it was the symptoms from the car accident."Do you remember what you did on the day of the accident?" Myungsoo closed his eyes, "I remember that I was driving home from somewhere. I was angry, and I felt tears on my cheeks, but I don't know why." "I want you to find out what made you so angry that you started to cry, do you hear me?" He opened his eyes, "Yes." "I think that was your painful memory. If you remember that, you might remember everything." He looked up, "You think so?" The doctor smiled, "I know so."`"What did he say?" "To think about my painful memory." Sungyeol stopped, as Myungsoo kept walking, putting his hands in his pocket, "I remember before the accident, I was angry and crying. I don't know why though, he says I have to find that out." Sungyeol swallowed hard, "Do you remember now?" Myungsoo smirked, "No way. I don't even remember anything. It'll be a miracle to remember that. I feel like my brain is doing it on purpose. I feel like I don't want to remember." "Then, don't." Myungsoo looked back at Sungyeol, "What do you mean?" "If you don't want to remember it, don't. No one is forcing you." Myungsoo shrugged, "I don't know. I don't really want to remember." "But?" "Apparently, I had a girlfriend. Everytime I hear that word, my heart starts to hurt. The doctor believed I had one too. I want to remember her." "What if she was the cause of your pain? Do you still want to remember it?" Sungyeol stared, "Do you?"Myungsoo gave him a look, "Do you know something I don't know?" Sungyeol laughed, "If I knew, I would've told you," He continued, "Best friend."Myungsoo eyed him, "I want to remember." Sungyeol just stood there, not moving, "Go ahead." Myungsoo tilted his head, "Okay." `Myungsoo kept his eyes closed, trying to remember what he was thinking about.He knew it was at the tip of his tongue, he just couldn't let it out.He wondered what the reason of pulling back the memory was, he wanted to remember everything.Every single detail of everything."Sungyeol?" Myungsoo opened in his in alert as he saw the girl walking through the doors."I got the ingredients, what are we making again?" The girl stopped half way across the living room when she made eye contact with Myungsoo.Myungsoo didn't understand why he always found her attractive. He knew she was Sungyeol's girlfriend, but for some odd reasons, he couldn't help but think of her as something more.Sometimes, he wished the girlfriend the doctor was talking about was her.But that was just pure insane. He knew she was Sungyeol's girlfriend, Sungyeol even said it himself. But Myungsoo still had that little thought inside of him, wondering what would happen if he was lying."He's out. He'll be here shortly." The girl nodded, "Thank you. I guess I came here a little earlier than I expected." The girl put the grocery down on the kitchen table, looking around.She looked over at Myungsoo, who was back to his doings, closing his eyes and thinking hard.She gave him a soft look and tried to go closer, but held herself back, remembering the painful memory."Do you not remember me?" Myungsoo stared hard at her, "I don't know what you're talking about. Who are you?" "Kim Myungsoo! I'm not playing around, don't you know who I am?" The girl wiped her tears, "Tell me."Myungsoo yelled as he threw the pillow on the floor, "Who are you?" Sungyeol rushed in through the hospital bed, "Kim Myungsoo." "Who is she? What is she doing here? Sungyeol, who is she?" The girl held onto his arm, "Myungsoo, don't you know? It's me, ~~~~~, you're girl--""She's my girlfriend." The girl and Myungsoo stared up at Sungyeol, giving him a look."Myungsoo, meet my girlfriend, ~~~~~~." Sungyeol repeated himself."Get your girlfriend out of here. Why is she like this?" Myungsoo roared, shooing her away, "Leave." "I said, Sungyeol will be late." She shook off her thoughts, looking up at Myungsoo, sitting on the couch, "Excuse me?" "I said, Sungyeol will be late. He called me to let me know." He shrugged, "I guess he doesn't know you're here?" "I guess not. I reminded him, but I guess he forgot." Myungsoo stood up and walked towards her, "What are you going to make?" "I was just going to make Korean sushi for him." She blinked up, "Would you like to help?" Myungsoo looked at the ingredients."I mean, I know you're a good cook." Myungsoo eyed her, "How did you know?" She could've answered, saying she heard it from Sungyeol, but today, since they were alone, she didn't want to."I just do."`Myungsoo rolled the last sushi, smiling, "That was the last one." The girl walked over and patted his back, "Good job." Myungsoo sheepily rubbed the back of his neck, "That's good."She nodded, giving him the thumbs up, "We're done." He turned around to face her, as she held onto the back of his shoulder and leaned towards the rolls of sushi, "Wow, that's perfect." Myungsoo glanced down to see her, really close to him, as he held his breath.The girl grabbed a piece and put in her mouth, "And delicious." She held one up to him, "Here." Myungsoo opened his mouth gently when he saw she was near him. Her face was super close, and she had a smile, "Have some."Myungsoo tried to look away from gaze, but for some reasons, he felt like a tug of wire was just telling him to look at her. Her smile was unforgettable and he couldn't stop staring."I'm crazy."She put down the roll, "No, you're not. What are you talking about?" "Me. I'm crazy and stupid. My mind is going crazy. I think it's because of the accident."She held onto his shoulders, letting him face her, "You are not crazy. You just need time." Her voice was so soft, so calm. Myungsoo couldn't help himself."Just relax. You're not crazy, you understand?" Myungsoo didn't look away, "You really think so?" "I know so," She smiled."In that case," Myungsoo cupped her face and leaned in for a kiss. He felt her lips touch his and he knew it was a perfect fit. He knew it was wrong, he knew she was his best friend's girl, but he couldn't help it. At first, he thought he was being delusional when she started kissing back, but as her arms wrapped around his, he knew she felt the same way.He kissed her much longer, when a hand pulled him from the back of his collar.He turned back as a punch was made on his face.Myungsoo fell to the floor as he looked up to see Sungyeol, glaring down at him."What the hell are you doing?" Sungyeol yelled, grabbing his collar, "Are you insane?""Lee Sungyeol, stop this!" The girl yelled, trying to protect Myungsoo, "Stop hurting him." Myungsoo blanked out for a moment as he heard the two of them fight. Something sounded oddly familiar."She's my girl!" Sungyeol yelled at Myungsoo."Since when was I yours?" Myungsoo's eyes widened, as he started feeling dizzy. He had heard those words before. He had heard Sungyeol say the exact words, and ~~~~~, as she said those exact words as well."Kim Myungsoo, you bastard." Myungsoo closed his eyes, trying to remember all those words.He remembered how he was at a house, where there was a guy and a girl, fighting. Myungsoo was punched down, exactly the same and he remembered after, he walked in the car, full of anger and disappointment. Myungsoo turned his head slightly, trying to get deeper. He tried to remember their faces, their words.The words were the same, the words Sungyeol and ~~~~ said, but who were the people? "Get up, bastard. She's mine." Myungsoo's eyes shot open. He looked up at Sungyeol, who was huffing and getting holded down by ~~~~.He stood up gently and gave him a glare, "She's not yours." Sungyeol smirked, "You think she's not yours? She's my girlfriend, I told you." Sungyeol slung a punch at him, as Myungsoo snatched his hands."You lying bastard." Sungyeol began to get quiet, as he searched for Myungsoo's eyes, "Kim Myungsoo." The girl gently released Sungyeol, staring at both of them."You lying bastard, Lee Sungyeol. You call yourself a best friend?" Myungsoo hissed, throwing him a punch.Sungyeol fell down on the tile floor, looking up, "What are you talking about?" Myungsoo grabbed his collar, "She was mine." The girl stood there, holding onto her mouth as a tear slid down, as Sungyeol shook his head."You're crazy, Myungsoo. You don't remember anything, you're being delusional." Myungsoo laughed, "I remember everything." Sungyeol swallowed hard, "Kim Myungsoo." Myungsoo threw another punch, "You think you can lie to me?" "Stop, stop it!" The girl held onto Myungsoo, as she pulled him back, "Stop." Myungsoo stood up and grabbed her arm, pulling her into a hug, "I'm sorry."She shook her head, crying. "Don't lay a hand on her, she's mine!" Sungyeol roared, trying to get up.As Sungyeol stood up with his bloodied face, the police ran through the doors, "Lee Sungyeol. You are under arrest for trying to comit murder towards Kim Myungsoo." Myungsoo looked at him, "You were the one who tried to kill me that night?" The police grabbed Sungyeol.He screamed, "No! She was supposed to be mine." With all the commotion, Myungsoo felt dizzy as he slowly tipped back."Are you okay?" He looked at her smiled, "Now I am." He grabbed her and pulled her back into a hug, "I needed you so much."He burried his face inside her hair as she patted him, "It's okay, it's all over." "I'm sorry I erased you, I'm sorry I hurt you." She laughed, "It's okay." He looked at her, "No, it's not. I hurt you." She shrugged, "As long as you're safe and back, I'm fine."He gave her a small peck on the lips as she whispered, "Thank you for coming back to me."`I think this was a sucky oneshot. D; Sorry for the Sungyeol lovers.... 3