셋(Himchans POV) (1/1)

I’m not sure what the banging was, it just kept getting louder. I was afraid the door would break down and it would revel its self.I didn't want that. My attention was too focused on the banging that I didn't hear my girlfriend come in until she said something "ah~ you're awake?" I turned my head towards her watching her walk into the kitchen.The banging suddenly stopped. I watched her, observing everything she did cause I knew it was just a matter of time before she went into our bedroom. Seeing her walk towards the bedroom door, I squinted my eyes watching her stretch her arms out to take ahold of the door knob. Apart of me wanted to tell her to stop and don't open it but the other part of me was curious to know what it was, if it was anything. She turned the door knob and I lightly swallowed the silvia that was in my mouth. She opened the door letting the darkness come into the light. There was nothing. I sighed in relief not realizing that I was at the edge of my seat. I floopped back relaxing as if I was a leaf falling from a tree on a autumn day. Just me loosing my sanity again, if I had any~ My girlfriend walked out of the room smiling “did you sleep well?” I motioned her with my arm telling her to come here, I grabbed her hands allowing her to sit on my lap. She brushed my bangs to the side just to see them fall back in place before she kissed my forehead lightly. I rested my cheeks on her shoulder holding her tightly, I felt like a little child that stayed away from its mom for too long, as if it was lost in the store or park, something like that. “What’s with you?” she said raising off my lap and onto the side of the table to sit on the floor “Nothing~” I said with a faint laugh. I watched her pick up the phone that was on the table next to my pill counter and dial a number. She raised it to her ear just to have me snatch the phone from her and throw it at the window and bounce in a dark corner, making a loud banging sound. “Yah! Kim Himchan!” she yelled turning to me, I rolled my eyes to her knowing what she was intending to do. I didn’t care about her getting mad, I didn’t want those sleep pills and that was what she was doing. Calling my doctor, to let him know I went berserk last night and drained my sleep meds “Don’t call him~” I warned her in the most lowest yet calm voice possible “I’m not taking those pills anymore~” She rolled her eyes at me trying to control herself, I didn’t care. I only cared about myself at this time, no one else seemed too. “Himchan, don’t you think you’d see these things less if you slept more?” I was quick to answer her “No~ the feeling of them watching over me and placing strange marks on my body is too much to bare” for once it seemed like I won this fight, I only heard her sigh while saying jinjja~ but under her breathe of course. She stood up attempting to brush past me, but I already knew she was trying to get the phone. My reflexes told me to grab her so that’s what I did. I grabbed the closest arm and threw her back first on the couch pinning her wrists together with my hand. I hovered over her and scooted my knee between her legs brushing against the fabric of her pants,  it must have been her spot cause she faintly moaned, I love how sensitive she is. She struggled to move her wrist, I hated when she squirmed, in order to make her stop I tightened my grip making her whimper my name lightly. I stared at her upset face trying to find answer I suppose. “Don’t do it~” I gently said looking her in the eyes. We stayed that way staring in each others eyes. She moved her head to the side sighing in defeat while I faintly smiled and removed my grip before sitting up. I felt strange. I looked around having this feeling that some one was in the room other than her and myself. I looked all over the room, I looked over the room back in fourth so much that I felt as if I was getting dizzy. “What is it?” my girlfriend asked getting my attention “nothing~” I said relaxing my shoulders than looking at her “there’s this women~” I stared somewhere else but kept my face on my girlfriend, thinking of that women and the first time I seen her behind my girlfriend. It terrified me. Getting her full attention I resumed with what I was saying “There’s this women, with slit jaw on both sides~” My girlfriend sat up uncomfortable in her spot “Sometimes I see her, sometimes I don’t~…When I don’t see her, I feel her” my girlfriend arm her hands along her arms getting chills from my words, at lest she wasn’t the one seeing it. “Often times~ I see her next to you.” My girlfriend nudged me saying “What the hell~ don’t tell me that” I looked at her with a smiled and a somewhat serious face “I’m not lying. I seen her near you one day, she was just standing there~” she sighed punching my arm gently but hard enough to be felt “What’s her name?~” my girlfriend asked curiously but scared. Her and my doctor found it weird that I named thing I saw, don’t misunderstand though. I only named them if I seen them more than three times, her I only seen her twice, once when I got out the shower and went to brush my teeth and saw her reflection in the mirror but when I looked back there was nothing, an other when she was standing my girlfriend when she was cooking, but like I said even when I can’t see her it’s like I can feel her in the room somewhere, I want to believe that she’s following me and not my girlfriend, I can’t have her getting involved with my problems. “I haven’t named her~… maybe…Slit-mouth women?” She pushed me to the side, taking my words as a joke than silently laughing in disbelief “Like the Japanese horror movie?” she question me, I didn’t think about that. That movie wasn’t scary to me though, just really disgusting “That movie is called Carved.” She brushed a pillow to my face making my bangs stick to the other side before I straightened them back out “Tomatoe, tomato. It’s the same, either one of those names will give you the movie.” She laughed walking past the bedroom to go into the bathroom “Let’s shower together!”I screamed hearing her say “No!” in a heartbeat. I smiled at her shy response that she tried to cover it up by saying in angry like. My smile faded when a sudden chill brushed past my shoulder. I froze up, it felt like the wind but I know for a fact that the window wasn’t open. It was her. I looked ahead, my eyes tracing the footsteps my girlfriend took. I surely hope she wasn’t following my her…