My Dongseang (1/1)

So innocent, these five years had been hard for him. I saw it reflected in his eyes. I wanted to hold him in my arms forever, but I could not. Sighing, I lay my head down on the cold concrete of the sauna I chose to sleep at. If Kyuhyun knew this was the real me, it would break his heart. Heavy footsteps kept me from sleep, the person kneading down beside me."You saw him today again, how was he?" Yesung asked taking a seat beside me. I turn away from him unable to look my old friend in the face."Does he know it's you yet?" Yesung asked ignoring the way I moved away. I shake my head telling him no, Kyuhyun could not know it was me. The older nodded in understanding before reaching in his coat and pulling out his wallet."I would be a bad friend if I didn't help you off the street." Yesung smiled placing three hundred beside me. I glare at the money hating how I relied on my friends money now that I couldn't earn my own. I was useless now, I would only be a burden on my dongseang if we met now."Ryeowook and I kept our end of the bargin, and I made sure no one but me knows your alive. But Sungmin, isn't this a bit childish hiding in the dark like the boogeyman?" Yesung questioned making me sit up and glare."What other choice do I have, tell me hyung what choice is there? I'm not fit to be his brother anymore. I've done my job, I got him out of hell, I saved him." I snap before pocketing the money and bowing."Thank you for the money hyung, I will use it well." I say before he bows to leave. Darkness surrounded me as I reach into my jacket pocket and pull out Kyu's picture. He was all smiles in his graduation outfit. It pained me that I couldn't take the picture myself.Everyday was the same for me, I woke up and cleaned myself before following after Kyuhyun slithering in the corners like a snake ashamed of light paying for his things when he wasn't looking. I smile seeing his smile, crown when I see him struggle. It was a sadness to me to see him hurt. When he finished at school, I followed him to his work worry for him being hurt filling me."Hyung." Kyuhyun whispered making me jump from my place behind the ps3 games rack. Had he discovered me already?"Aish life is so hard! Hyung how did you survive such a harsh life for so long?" He was talking to himself, a trait he had picked up recently."I was a bad brother, I didn't love you enough. Hyung, I'm sorry I hurt you for so long." Kyuhyun said to the empty room unaware of my presence. I heard his tears through broken words. It made me cry as well, the tears hidden by my mask."I'm sorry Kyuhyunnie, hyung hurt you. I was the bad brother." I whisper. I was about to turn away, leave the building before I was caught, but before I could move a group of teens rushed in their actions indicating trouble. Cursing, I hid farther inside the aisle hoping the boys would leave. I noticed Kyuhyun watching the group, his eyes narrowed as the men  walked closer to my hiding spot.I moved away trying to get to the exit before they found me. I was so close, but right as I reached the door, one of the men grabbed me. Panic filled me at the thought of being unmasked before my younger brother.“Look what I found hiding, isn’t he cute?” the man smirked making me shiver.“Let him go.” Kyuhyun ordered. The group laughed at him before tearing away the hood from my head exposing my blonde locks. I avoided my brothers eyes as best I could.“Look, take your game and leave him alone.” Kyuhyun stated watching making sure his words were obeyed.“Kyuhyun, do you really think we can allow such a person to leave? At least let us see what’s under the mask?” The man closest to my brother pleaded. So Kyuhyun knew these men.“Leave him alone Kangin, or I won’t take you out for dinner.” Kyuhyun ordered moving to stand beside the tallest of the men. Kangin looked up at my brother with puppy eyes making me freeze. Were they dating and I didn’t know about it?“You are mean to me kid, but hey, thats why I like you.” Kangin smiled kissing my brothers lips. The look in my dongsaengs eyes showed me his heart was not in it. I pull myself from their grips before placing my hood back over my head. I risk a look at my brother before rushing from the business and heading out into the fresh falling rain. My feet splashed in the new puddles as I searched for a place to hide. I couldn’t keep doing this. I was over, my job as hyung came to an end when the whore house burned down. Kyuhyun had moved on like I wanted, now it was my turn.“Hyung!” I pause at the sound of the voice over the rain. My heart beat making everything else silent as I turn to look at the young boy watching me from under an umbrella.