Chapter 8 (1/2)

Eunhyuk povI woke up from the totally nerve wrecking sound of my alarm-clock! I really wanted to kill this thing!!!

I turned and knocked it down turning it off with an loud BANG. I made myself comfortable again and was about to drift into an sleep when my door was opened with an loud BANG.

>>Eunhyuk! Wake up already we have to hurry!!!<< Leeteuk shouted at me and opened my curtains, letting in the warm sunlight that was slowly rising. I shifted in my bad and covered my head with the blanket hiding in there.

Suddenly the blanket was pulled off me and I hugged my knees, trying to get rid of the sudden cold feeling that seemed to twine around my body.

>>This boy!<< Leeteuk cursed and tramped out of my room, not returning my blanket.

My thoughts drifted off to my everyday topic: Donghae.

The man I loved. The man that wasn`t mine. The man that was loving someone else. The man that was hurting me even if he didn`t mean to do it. The man who was perfect in all he did. . .

Donghae and Siwon weren`t displaying theirself`s infront of me and the others, but just the thought:

>They are a couple< pierced through my skin and heart the last three days that passed, since Donghae told me about it. When I saw them together smiling, laughing, playing and doing everything together, it was just the badest thing they could do to me.

But somehow -when I saw them- it wasn`t such a big difference than before when they were just freinds.

How to say it? Sometimes when I saw them together I couldn`t help but think that he looked sad? He is a really cheerful fish but there were sometimes where he looked sad in my eyes, but maybe I am just imagining things? Cause they aare giving me hope tha-.

                                                                   What the fuck!?

Suddenly I was covered with cold water and I woke up. I instantly sat up and looked around searching for the culprit who did this to me!?

It was no other than my beloved leader Leeteuk. He was holding an small pail in his hand that was filled with cold, icy water before.

>>Now that you are awake you should get up and hurry!!!<< Leeteuk ordered and leaved my room.

>>Yah! What about my bed? It`s wet!!!<< I shouted but he was already gone.

I sighed an ruffled through my hair, standing up. I took of my duvet cover and hoped that it would be dry till tonight when we will return. I took my towel and walked to the bathroom, happy that no other member was wanting to use it right now.

I locked the door and started to take off my clothes, then I stepped into the shower and started to wash myself, while the hot water loosened up my muscles.

After I dried my body plus hair, I headed to my room, and was greeted with the most unpleasant view ever: Siwon.

>>Hey, Eunhyuk. I-,<< he started but I cut him off immediatly.

>>What do you want Siwon? I am staying away from Donghae!<< I snapped.

>>I want t-,<< I rolled my eyes and held the door even wider when I interrupted him, again.

>>To sad that I won`t listen to you anymore. So fuck off already!<< I hissed and motioned him to leave, what he did. I shut the door loudly and started to dress myself. 

This idiot! He thinks I would talk to him!?!?!? Tz!!! The hell I will!!! -.-

No ones povThe members were all gathered in the kitchen and ate their breakfast. They were all chatting excitedly with one another, well except of Eunhyuk. He was eating his breakfast halfheartly and answered with >yes< or >no< when someone tried to involve him with their conversation. Leeteuk did not fail to notice his dongsaengs behavior that seemed to get weirder. He saw that Eunhyuk had changed over the last weeks and knew that it was because of Donghae. Well he wasn`t that dumb to not notice it. Actually all members knew that Eunhyuk acted strange because of Donghae but neither of them wanted to interfere. Leeteuk hoped that they would get over this soon but he was worried if they would manage it actually. He was sure that they would ask him for help if they needed it. His eyes wandered to Eunhyuk who looked rather good. He wasn`t looking like shit but still he didn`t look like himself these three days. He wasn`t smiling that much, talking that much and also looked most of the time like he wasn`t even present.

I hope Eunhyuk will be alright. He should know that he can trust me with everything~.-------------Leeteuk.

Sungmin was also glancing now and then to Eunhyuk since he was feeling totally guilty.

>>Minnie, what is it?<< Kyu asked Sungmin, who looked to his lover, that looked worried.

>>I feel guilty. Look at Eunhyuk~,<< Minnie answered and Kyu eyed Eunhyuk who was lost in his thoughts, again.

>>Minnie, you don`t have to feel guilty. You can`t do something against this. I mean . . . we can`t force Donghae to confess to Eunhyuk,<< Kyu assured Minnie and took his hand.

The two did not knew what exactly happened that night in Donghae`s room, but they were sure that Donghae had messed up. They knew that Eunhyuk wouldn`t hate Donghae if he confessed that he was gay, but they also knew that Donghae didn`t knew this fact. So he had probably messed up, because he was scared. . .

For the Kyumin-couple it was totally clear that Eunhyuk also loved Donghae.

>>But. . .,< >>Everything will be alright, Minnie. You will see,<< Kyu said and pinched Minnie`s cheeks.Soon they were all sitting in the bus and were driving to the next studio, ready to attend: STAR KING.

It was rare that all of them were invited in one and the same show, but they were seperated very lomg till now. And the new Show was about to come. . .

However the serie was done very fast and everyone washungry after this long day. They decided  to eat outside for tonight and celebrate themself. When they arrived at the restaurant they got an extra room, and sat down and started to order their dishes.

Soon they were all eating and talking happily. When the alcohol came they toasted to their success, and chuckled. Eunhyuk`s eyes were resting on Donghae who seemed to enjoy this night, but he knew better.         The Fish is only smilinng halfheartly------------------------------------------------------------------Eunhyuk thought.

He should look happy sitting beside the one he loves!------------------------------------------------Eunhyuk.

Donghae excused himself suddenly and walked to the restroom, what no one really took notice of except Eunhyuk. After a few seconds he followed Donghae without anyone noticing their both absence.

When he entered the restroom he made sure that no one was inside there, then he locked the door and waited for Donghae to come out of the cubicle.

As Donghae came out of his cubicle and looked around he stopped when he saw Eunhyuk standing beside the door, leaning against the wall. Soon he came back to his senses and thought how dumb it must have been looking to be standing their frozen just because Eunhyuk was standing there. He walked to the sink and washed his hands, while he felt his heartbeat fasten just because Eunhyuk was in the same room with him, alone.