Chapter 6 (1/2)

Confessing Ttalgi-Hyukjae 60130K 2023-11-01

Eunhyuk povWhen I woke up my head hurted like hell. I groaned and pressed my hands against my head. I tried to sit up and felt a bit dizzy. I found myself in my room but I couldn`t really remember what had happened yesterday, and how I came in my bed? I tried to think back and remembered that I wanted to pass some time with Sungmin yesterday.

We were in the living room talking and we ate and drink something~. Somehow my drink tasted a bit different but I shook the thought off. When I think back now, I shouldn`t have shook it off! Surely there was something inside!

But who would do something like this? Sungmin??? NO!!! I don`t think he could do something like this . . . but since he is together with the evil maknae he gets more evil.

I run my hands through my hair, then I stood up and walked towards my door opening it. What was totally the wrong move! The members were awake and some of them were shouting and playing around, making my haed hurt like hell. I groaned and walked as fast as I could towards the Kyumin-room. I knocked on the door, but no one answered, so I knocked once more.

>> Yah! Sungmin! We have to talk!Kyuhyun let go of him!!!<< I snapped, and heard some movement on the other side of the room.

Then the door was opened and revealed a half naked Kyuhyun who was looking at me with an playful look.

>>Can I come in?<<

>>Sure,<< the evil maknae answered and opened the door for me so I could pass by. He closed the door right behind me and I couldn`t help but feel a bit akward since Sungmin was sitting on the bad that was totally. . . well ´untidy`. I don`t even want to know what they did~.

Sungmin was totaly blushed and had the blanket over his body so that only his head was seen.

>>Sungmin what happened yesterday?<< I started seriously and I saw him looking helpless to Kyu for an moment, then back to me.

>>W-Well wha do you mean?<< he said innocently even when he knew what I were talking about.

I frowned and rolled my eyes at his lame attempt, crossing my arms over my chest.

>>Sungmin  you know what I mean.<<

>>And?<< he said totally self-evident, after an minute. Making my eyes widen due to his sudden character change!

>>Yah! What do you mean with >AND?< ???!!! What did you put into my drink?!<< I snapped, cause I were really angry!!!

>>Eunhyuk calm down,<< Kyuhyun said suddenly and put his hand on my shoulder, which I shook off.

>>You also did something?! Or you used him, evil maknae?<< I teased.

>>Yes I used him so let Sungmin be,<< Kyu said normally.

>>Kyu~!<< Sungmin whispered, and there he was again the cute bunny, >>I am sorry Eunhyuk it was me. I were worried and wanted to know what`s up with you. But I know that you wouldn`t talk about it unless you are  . . . drunk?<<

>>You made me drink alcohol?! I-I have never drunk it before!!!<< I began to panic, while my head started to hurt again.

>>Yes, I know that and I am really sorry,<< Sungmin said and looked down.

>>Minnie~,<< Kyu muttered and Sungmin looked up to Kyuhyun.

There was silence and I sighed. I realy can`t be mad with Sungmin (bunny) really long, he is just to pure~.

>>So you know everything?<< I said anfgry wanting to tease him a bit more.

>>Yes!!!<< he suddenly exclaimed and smiled widely, what surprised me.

>>And what d-did I tell you?<< I said a bit scared.

What did I say to Sungmin that he is so happy?!

>> >I love Donghae~,< that`s what you said,<< Sungmin chuckled and my eyes went wide in shock.

>>W-What?! I s-said what?!<< I practically shouted.

Never ever did I say that!!! I mean how could I love Donghae he is my est friend and I just miss him a lot, since he is with Siwon. But . . . I love him? NO! I love him like a brother right? Right~?

>>No Eunhyuk you didn`t but you told me that you are hurt cause he isn`t with you anymore~.

I am sorry Eunhyuk, I don`t think Donghae does it o purpose. . . maybe he is confused?<< Sungmin said snapping me out of my thoughts that had gone wild.

>>Confused?<< I repeated and Sungmin looked at me nodding bravely.

>>Maybe he has a girlfriend, or he loves Siwon and wants to pass all his time with him now. Or he loves you but is scared you wouldn`t accept him anymore?~<< Sungmin trailed off and now I were totally confused.

I were spacing out lost in my thoughts, and didn`t really perceive anything that happened around me.

Donghae loving Siwon?! Donghae loving me!? Donghae having a girlfriend?! No he would talk to me right?

But like Sungmin said maybe he thinks I wouldn`t accept him anymore when he is gay. Bullshit! He is my best friend why shouldn`t I accept him anymore!?!?!? Is he dumb?! Donghae sould also know this! . . .

I turned around and dashed out of the room towards Donghae`s.

He can`t really think like this right?! He must be crazy!? I would never hate him because of somethinglike this!?

I knocked hard against the door until it was opened my Donghae. He was only showing his head, cause the door was just a gap open. He seemed to just have woken up, with his shagy hair and sleepy eyes. When he saw me standing there his eyes widened.

>>E-Eunhyuk?<< he stuttered and I hated the fact that he seemed to be uncomfortable because I were there.

>>Can I come in Donghae?<< I asked friendly.

>>I-I . . . uh,<< Donghae stuttered again and looked away,>>right now is a bit. . .I-I am sorry.<<

He stepped back and was about to close the door but I pressed my arm against the door, wanting to open it.

He also pressed against the door, which made me furious! Why is he like this?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

Due to the fact that I had worked out a lot recently I was able to open the door and sneak inside.

I closed the door behind me and locked it, so no one was going to interrupt us.

When i turned to his direction he was standing in the middle of the room. Plus I were right before, the lights were still off and only a bit of sunlight shone through the curtains. He had been sleeping before~.

I slowly walked towards him and he immediately walked backwards, everytime I took an step forward he took one backwards. Until his back hit the wall,  he looked really upset and troubled right now.

I walked the last steps towards him so we were standing only two steps away from each other, and just then I noticed that he was only wearing his PJ pants and nothing to cover his upper body.

Whe I looked at him I got abit lost seeing him like this. Sure I saw him really often like this~ but some how my heart thumped a bit faster? I shook the thought off and looked in Donghaes eyes, which weren`t looking at me but to the ground.

>>Hae what`s wrong?<< I started easily, but he didn`t answer back.

>>Hae? D-Did I do something wrong? I am really sorry if I did,<< I added and took his hand in mine. I felt him tense up when I touched him and somehow I felt hurt~. Normally he would be totally relaxed or squeeze my hand to let me know that he was alright. Well he was definitely not alright!

>>Shit Hae!!! Say something!<< I exclaimed frustrated, and lost.

>>I-I . . . I can`t,<< he said and I were silent wanting to hear everything he says.

>> >You can`t- < what?<< I asked and held his hand tighter.