I need to say Sorry (1/1)

Yunho realised that tears was flowing down his cheeks and onto the side of his pillow. Yunho put his arm on his eyes, trying to stop the tears from flowing out. “…change…” Yunho remembered the thoughts of what he had thought about before when he was about to kiss Jaejoong. Think about Jaejoong at least. Would he want this? Would he WANT you to do this to him? You’re his friend. His your friend. Don’t forget that. Stop it Yunho. Stop it right now and things will always stay the same. “Things are beginning to change…and it’s all my fault…” Yunho couldn’t take it anymore. He had to make things go back to the way it was. He just had to. No matter what he had to do. No matter what he had to say. He had to make things back to the way they were. He walked out of his room and into the living room that was empty and quiet. “Yoochun? Ah Min? Junsu?” Yunho the leader called out. -NO RESPONSE- “Anyone here?!” Yunho called out again. “Yunho?” Changmin said walking out of his room. “What’s up?” He asked Yunho. “Where’s everyone else?” Yunho asked becoming impatient. “Yoochun went out to the arcade and Junsu…Junsu…” Changmin hesitated. “Where’s Junsu Min?” Yunho asked getting suspicious. “Umm…Junsu…is at…is at…” Yunho sighed and took a step towards Changmin. “Where. Is. Junsu.” He asked with finality. “He’s…he’s at…” “CHANGMIN! WHERE IS JUNSU?!” Yunho shouted at Changmin getting impatient. Changmin screwed his eyes shut and took a gulp and then opened his eyes and sighed and then said, “Junsu’s with Jaejoong.” Yunho stopped breathing for a few seconds and stared at Changmin. “Do…do you know where they are then?” Yunho asked after a few seconds. Changmin didn’t say anything but just looked at the ground. “Changmin. I need to know where they are. I really need to know!” Yunho said, putting one hand each on Changmin’s shoulders. Changmin looked up at Yunho. “Why do you need to know?” Changmin asked Yunho, curious. “I…I just…” Yunho removed his hands from Changmin’s and turned his back towards Changmin. “Why do you need to know?” Changmin asked insistent. Yunho closed his eyes and slumped down onto the white leather couch and put his hands on his face. “Yun…?” Changmin asked and stood in front of the sad Yunho. Yunho sighed and looked at Changmin and then stood up. “I need to say sorry to Jae…and make it up to him…” Changmin looked down at Yunho and gave him a slight smile. “I’ll tell you where he is…I just want DBSK to be whole…” Yunho looked up at Changmin and smiled and then stood up in one second. “Tell me where he is!” Yunho said and put both hands back on his shoulders. “He’s downstairs…in the garden…on the seat-“ Yunho rushed out of their dorms and slammed the door behind him, leaving Changmin looked at the door, his sentence still half finished. Yunho pushed the down button on the elevator and looked at the screen above it. 1…2…3…4. 5… Yunho punched the door of the elevator and ran to the emergency exit. He rushed down the stairs, two steps at a time, his mind as blank as a piece of paper, just concentrating on getting down there to see Jaejoong. Finally, he got down there and he was at the garden. He looked around the garden and he finally saw two figures, one lying on another shoulders and another patting the person’s back. Yunho looked at the person that was crying and felt his heart ache. Yunho slowly walked towards the two figures. As Yunho reached Junsu and Jaejoong Junsu looked up and caught Yunho’s gaze. Junsu gave Yunho a tight smile and got up. Jaejoong looked up at Junsu oddly. “What’s wrong…?” Jaejoong said, his voice hoarse from all the crying. Junsu gave Jaejoong an apologetic smile and began to walk towards Yunho. Jaejoong followed Junsu and saw Yunho. He froze. They stared at each other, as if time had frozen. As Junsu passed Yunho he stopped and put a hand on his shoulder. “Good luck…” Junsu said whispering to Yunho and then looked back at Jaejoong and gave him a small smile and then walked off, back to their apartment. As Yunho saw Junsu’s back he turned back towards Jaejoong. “Jae…”