Goodbye (1/1)

#First voicemail“Hyung, anyeong. It’s Junhoe. Again. Your June. Forever, your June. I know you’re kinda busy and…I know I shouldn’t call you in this time, because clearly it’s distracting you. So…I got it…I understand why you hanged up a moment ago. I also know that, you really don’t want to talk to me right now. You’ve made it clear that things has been different between us right now. But…the thing is…I’m…I’m so scared right now, hyung. I know…it’s just my stupid head, but…I can’t shake this thing. I saw it…again, and…it’s horrible. I heard those voices again, I…just can’t stop them. I’ve taken the pills like you always told me to, but it’s just not working…What should I do, hyung? Those voices keep telling me that I’m useless, that’s the reason you leave me alone. That I’m making you sick, that you’re better of without me. Is it true? Is it true that I am that horrible, hyung? Please…tell me. Please call me back.” #Second Voicemail“I’m losing it again… Can you please come and get me, Jinan hyung? I really need you right now. Because it feels so real, I’m afraid I’m gonna do something stupid, so can you just come right now?” Please... #Third Voicemail.“Hyung, it’s me again. Why don’t you come? You won’t come, right? I should’ve known it. I lost you. You hate me. You don’t love me anymore. I can’t handle it, hyung. I love you too much that it makes me losing myself. I can’t live in the world where there is no Kim Jinhwan. Please say something, hyung… Please call me back.” #Last Voicemail“You didn’t call back. I should’ve known it. Why would you call? You don’t want me anymore. I guess it was just illusion. I guess what people said is true, you never love me. Not event once. Not even slightly. I’m just…deluded. I wish you could’ve said something. I love you, Jinan-hyung. Goodbye.”I love you. Goodbye. May 12th 2012. A local passerby report to the authority that he saw a young man jump of from the cliff near the sea. His report was confirmed with CCTV records that show that there’s a boy in a pale blue shirt jump off from the cliff. The boy just leaves his cap and his phone on the cliff. The record in the hand phone and CCTV footage confirmed the boy to be Koo Junhoe, 19 years old, just graduated from senior high school, reportedly under the treatment of mental disorder condition. From his phone record later it known, that before he jump, Koo Junhoe made a few calls.But it didn't connect. So it it was directed to the voicemail instead.***PS: To be honest, I don't know why I'm suddenly posting it. It's just...this story has been on my files for so long, so why not posting it? This is the first quarter. Hope it's not too boring or melodramatic :p