[M] coming home pt.4 (1/1)

SEUNGHYUN's POVYOUR POV Am I just dreaming or this lady is snuggling her face in my chest? Is she awake or is she trying to…..I shake my head to get rid of my over thinking. Aishh… she wouldn’t right?But… what if it’s right? She’s trying to seduce me alright this morning, why wouldn’t she be doing that now?Thinking about those scenes that happened this morning, my bulge gets hard again. Personally, I think we were both completely out of our mind. How could we do something like that in her family’s house yet we did nothing as hot as that in our house- I mean her house.As I sleeping on my right ribs, I poke her several times on her arm, just to make sure she’s not planning out any plan again. She does not move an inch; instead, her calm and ___your name___’s breath assures me that she’s sleeping soundly.Ahhh… she must be cold, judging by how close she wraps herself to me and her hands that turn into balls. Carefully, I lift her head and slide it on my left arm. I stretch my other arm across her body, taking her closer to me. Slowly, I soon drift off again into dreamland, securing my lady in my own embrace.    The cold night wind that comes through the opened windows ruthlessly sweeps my hairs without mercy. We agree not to close the door as there’s no fan in this room but I have no idea it would be this freezing.Wait a minute… why do I feel comfortable? What kind of sorcery that makes the breeze suddenly become awfully warm and comfy? I must be dreaming again, am I?I make an attempt to bring myself closer to the warmth beside me. Ahhh~~ it’s so cozy…and comfortable…and there’re thumping sound… and… THUMPING SOUND??I concentrate more on the sound and my mind seems back to reality again.It’s not warm wall or warm pillow I’ve been snuggling into. It’s… it’s Seunghyun!The silvery moon light that illuminates the room helps me to see Seunghyun’s calm expression above my head. Being like that, he looks almost flawless as if God has created him by His own hands.Is he really human or is he an angel that has been cursed into human form? Ahh.. I don’t know. But one thing I know, he has the power to make my heart flustered for the first time in my life.Of course I have encountered lots and lots of handsome men in my life, but they’re nothing like him-not even slightest. No one ever makes my heart beating like this by just looking at his angelic sculptured face.I nuzzle my nose closer into his chest, finding the scent that he often wears.‘are you awake?’ A slow, deep and almost porn voice startled me. I raise my head slowly, looking at the owner of the voice in his half-opened eyes. He gives me a dimpled smile, just the way I like it.‘cold?’ he asks me.I hum my answer. Smiling again, he puts me underneath the cover. Then, he throws his arm over my body again. His hand gently circles my back, making me both comfortable, yet anxious. His warm breath that sweeps my forehead intensifies my desire of wanting more than that. Yes. I want more than this and I am completely blaming my raging hormones for this non-integrity need.But still, I raise my head high, until our lips are only inches apart. Our eyes meet again and I’m giving him a means of access to read what my heart desires at this moment. He looks stunned for a while before bringing his lips onto mine gently, the lips that I miss, and the lips that makes my heart beats like crazy. I reply him by giving my certain, love and passionate kiss as I run my right hand to his back and the other one behind his neck, guiding him to put his weight on mine. But he only places half of his body and he supports his weight on his right arm, afraid of hurting me I guess. I let my eye closed as I lost myself in the spark between our kiss and so does he.He pushed his tongue into my mouth, trying to meet my tongue with him. Although I find it quite weird, I let him do things as this is the first passionate and longest kiss I’ve ever done in my whole wasted 25 years old. My body starts to tense as he runs his hand over my body, starting from my tight, up and up to my stomach and up to my breast and he stops there. Shit….He massages it firmly and it is enough to send fire to every vein in my body. I moan in our kiss before breaking away from the kiss, leaving him confounded.‘what are you doing?’ I hiss in a very slow voice, afraid of waking sleeping Mino and Taehyun nearby.‘what?’ he whispers with a despair in his voice.‘you might wake the boys!’He coughs loudly and unexpectedly, making me terrified to my bone. Is he crazy? I would die if they see Seunghyun’s above me.‘there, they are sleeping..’ he looks at me as if nothing’s wrong.I hit him in his chest for scaring me to death. I throw a look to the boys, seeking for a confirmation myself. They indeed sleep so soundly and I’m sure they won’t even realize if there’s tsunami stroked.Seunghyun brushes away the hair that covers my neck and planted soft kisses everywhere. Damn, it really turns me on as he sucks on the sensitive spot there. I bite my lower lips, trying to resist myself from making any sound and it is getting harder and harder as his hand busily runs over my body. I could feel his throbbing bulge getting harder, poking my left tight. He moves to brush his lips onto mine again, with his eyes closed. I’m not sure, but I could feel him transferring his love through his tender kiss. I hook my arms around his neck, and tangle my finger in his fair. Again, he pushes his tongue into my cavern and I learn to play our tongue together, dancing in our own move.As I drowning in his ecstasy, I could feel his cold hand sneaking under my clothes, touching my bare stomach and it keeps moving up until it reaches my right breast. Damn. Damn. Damn. It feels so good when he massages it gently. I’ve felt good enough when his chest squeeze in my left breast and now, shit… I’m could feel myself getting wet under his spells, his moves. Adding to my pleasure, he pinches my hardened nipples which make me sigh pleasurably.This is my first I feel like losing my own right mind in the hand of a man. God, he completely makes my head over heel and the spark of pleasure ignites inside my body like never before. My breathing starts to get shorter and my heart starts to beat faster and faster.       Knock! Knock!The knocking sound on the door almost kills me from heart attack and I look at Seunghyun who holds expression as shocked as me. Shit! I mutter under my breath and quickly roll over myself from Seunghyun’s grips and fall myself hardly on the floor. A faint thud sound comes from my falling and I pray earnestly to god hoping the person outside the room doesn’t hear it. I stop rolling the same time the person open the door.‘Aigoo..nae ai..’ I manage to catch omma’s voice that sounds happy in my hearing.Yet, I continue stone myself inside the blanket when I don’t hear omma closing the door. I am too scared to move an inch that omma would notice any changes in my movement. Suffociating myself under the thick cover, I force myself to sleep and continue my excellent acting to cover my bad act just now.      It’s almost 9 o’clock and the glaring orange sunshine floods the earth and spreading its warmth.It’s time to say goodbye. The word that I hate the most, ‘goodbye’. The word that I would escape to the end of the world rather than saying it through my mouth ever again. That four people who are standing in front of me, switching is look between Seunghyun and I. Smile never fades from omma and appa’s face but I couldn’t bear seeing dark expression on Mino’s and a glimpse of tear inside Taehyun’s eyes. It tears me apart. I feel like someone has been punching cruelly on my heart and I hurt me emotionally. Unwantedly, tears begin to blur my vision.‘ai-ya… ulji mal-ayo...’ omma throws her arms around my body.Uncontrollably, my tears start to flow. Her warmth always gives me strength during my hard moment. Her love always satisfies the thirst of affection I’ve desired. Her kindness always sweeps my sadness that haunted me. I would always grateful and thankful to meet her and this family.‘omma… mianhwe. Take care of yourself. Don’t tire yourself, arrasso? If you need anything, tell me straight away. Okay?’ I loosen the embrace and look into her eyes sincerely.She nods in understood and pat on my shoulder.‘appa…’ I turn my eyes to appa who is wearing a worn out shirt. He doesn’t even go to the sea just to see me off. Appa, the man who sacrifices everything he got for his family. I always admire his strength to cover my own weakness.He hugs me casually and caress my loosen hair.‘be strong, okay? Appa sarangheyo.’ ‘I love you too appa. Please don’t overwork yourself. Ne? I would always there for you…’‘yes,,, don’t worry. You too.. Don’t get to stress over your work. Have fun with him.’ Appa eyes Seunghyun.‘what is this appa….’ I whine. ‘it’s not like what you think…’Appa gives me a I-know-what’s-in-your-heart and it makes me blushed.Then, I turn to my manly M-I-N-O. I feel bad for not visiting him so long that I’ve missed how much he’s grown into a hot, tall man. Although I neither know how much he has gone through to help his family as well as carrying his responsibility to his brother, he never complains nor lose his perfect white-teethed smile that I like the most.I hug him tightly around his neck and he flings his arms wrapping my back. I smile happily at him. How much he has grown all this without my knowledge. I don’t even know my huge and chubby boy has turned into this tough and handsome boy. Omo~ I think I’ve crushed myself over him. I plant a kiss on his left cheek before turning to my over sensitive and fragile brother.‘Taehyunnie…’ As soon as I call his name, Taehyun burst into tears. As I already expected….‘Yahhh~ Taehyunnie… please… noona can’t stand seeing you like this.’ I nuzzle into his chest because of his height.‘noona…. Gaji maseyo …’‘I can’t Taehyunnie.. I haven’t worked for a week.. I have to go back. But…’ I look him in his teary eyes…‘Noona will send you and Mino something as soon as I reach Seoul, okay?’ I have thought for some time to buy them hand phone as they don’t even have any. Contacting them would be easier after that, I think.‘promise?’ he sobs.‘if only I remember..’ I joke.‘yahhhh noona.’ His shriek comes together with a slow hit on my arm.We altogether laugh at his reaction and thankfully, he’s no longer crying. I watch over Seunghyun to bid goodbye to Mr. Nam family before I kiss them all goodbye and set off to Seoul.      It has been more or less than an hour but the lady beside me doesn’t say anything since we left her family. She must be upset or something after leaving them.‘I’m hungry….’ I pout to steal her serious concentration on the road. We are still in Busan provenance and I don’t expect people will recognize me if we stop by at the restaurant to eat. I need to distract her sadness from haunting her smile, the smile that I would never get bored with.My plan is a success when she glances at me for seconds before fixing her gaze on the road again.‘do you wanna eat?’ says her.‘yes… can we stop at Mcdonald or any food restaurant?’ I talk slowly, observing her expression. She looks stunning in her Ray Ban shades and a long-sleeves stripes shirt, with her wavy hairs that sometimes sway because of the air-conditioning.‘no. you know we can’t stop at anywhere in this daylight. People might recognize you, you know. And you don’t wanna have your name in every newspaper headlines tomorrow, do you?’ she says it with cautious and full of thought.This is what I like about her, she thinks of every details in everything she does, as if she would not tolerated any mistakes in her life. And because of that, I like her even more.‘but I wanna eat outside too,’ I pout, acting sulky to gain her pity. But actually, I really wanna eat with her.‘okay…you can~,’ she replies, ‘with your friends later.’My heart leaps with joy the moment she says the first phrase but crushed straight away to the bottom when I hear her second part. Ahh.. This woman is really…‘yaaahh! You have to do that, don’t you? I can disguise again!’ ‘but still, they will notice it’s you by judging from your clothes, you hair, your body, and your height.’ She looks at me from below to my head until our eyes meet. I see the gentleness in her dark brown orbs, and I could feel that she really wants to protect me.‘but I wanna eat burger... and ice-cream...’ I bait her with my aegyo and take her right hand, squeezing it a bit in a hope she doesn’t take it away.‘arasso... we’ll drive-thru. Okay?’ she says her final words firmly but gently.I sigh. There’s nothing else I can do to change her mind. In the end, I agree defeated. She laughs at my reaction and damn it, I can’t help from smiling alone, satisfied at myself for successfully distracting her.   Just like we have agreed before, we drive-thru to buy some foods from McDonalds. I buy a set of spicy chicken Mcdeluxe and Mcflurry whilst she takes a set of double cheese burger and a Chocotop.Frankly, I have a major turn on when she eats her chocotop. Haha~ it might be ludicrous but the ice-cream has my name – TOP and thinking her eating me..... it must be warm inside her mouth with her sexy lips keep sucking around my member and her wet tongue licks capably until I cum inside her mouth, spilling every drop of the hot seed.....      SNAP! SNAP!The sound of her snapping her finger brings me back to real world. Wooo! That is hot.‘why are you staring at my ice-cream? Do you want some?’ She again, plays her innocent and blurred face and shoves her ice-cream to me.I laugh awkwardly to cover the dirty imagination I have just now.‘hey,,, can I ask you something?’ Wrapping out the burger, I change the topic.‘uh-hu... what?’‘are they your real family?’ I ask her. Actually, I’m still confused about her status with her family. Why does she say she wants to marry her brother?Eyeing me, she says, ‘well, they can be real enough for me.’ And... there. I’m blurred again. So, does that mean they are not her real family? I shoot her what-are-you-bluffing-about look and she laughs beautifully upon my gaze.‘what?? I love them...so much.’ Okay,,, don’t bother to ask again. She won’t talk unless she want to and up to her. I don’t wanna force her telling things she’s not comfortable with.‘well,,, they are like..really kind. I’m happy to see you totally forget about your work. Seriously, they are like magic.’ I say to her, changing the topic.‘arrgghh.. work! I’ve been off for almost a week. It will be super duper hectic when I get back.’ She lets of a grunt of frustration and thumps her head to the seat.‘but meeting that family does work like magic to me.’ she smiles at me and I can see how sincere she is with her comment.‘yeah.. I know. They are very kind and considerate although I’m a stranger, they still treat me well. And their house is splendid.’ Her hand is so light to hit me in the arm and proclaims, ‘hey! Is it sarcasm?’ Sarcasm? No!‘No! Of course not. I like it, really. Although it’s simple, but it’s really warm and inviting. It’s a place that can make you open your heart and feel free from your stress. It’s a place where you feel motivated in something.... the sound of the waves, the green of nature, the freshness of the air, I could never forget it. Make sure you bring me again whenever you plan to come, okay?She looks stunned at my words. Why? Did I say something wrong?‘Why? What’s wrong?’‘that is it! That is that I’m seeking for.’ Her eyes shine with excitement. Then, she continues, ‘a place surrounded by nature, at the same time, it gives you warmth, happiness, inviting and motivating. That’s what I’m stressed about. Seunghyun! You’re genius!’She flies her arms around my neck, almost choking me. Her eyes shine just like lost stars and her lips curve a beautiful smile as beautiful as ever.I make a choking sound and say, ‘yaahhh! i..can’t.... breaaatthhheee..’She laughs. ‘sorry. Sorry. I’m too happy. Eat fast, babe. We have a long journey ahead.’She is surprisingly happy after that and the way she speeds off the car, it almost gives me heart attack.      Arrghhhh~ my body is all sore of sitting for almost 5 or more hours in the care and ___your name___ doesn’t even let me getting out from the car unless there’s time when I need to excrete oppppss.. sorry. I’m not supposed to say that.It’s half past one when we arrive home and looking at how fatigue and hungry I am, I will sleep all day long today. Thank god I have another one day left to rest and then, I have to work my ass off until the new album finishes.‘Seunghyun... I’m off to work straight away after this.’ Her sweet voice rings to my own hearing. Is she saying ‘straight away’?‘what? Straight away?’‘Yup. I’ve already told my sunbae about it. Why’d you ask?’ she looks at me, puzzled.‘eirkkk.. i... i... actually..’ arghhh..fuck it. Do I have to say this? It’s embrassing.‘say it already!’ ‘could u please cook something? I’m hungry again.’ I continue, ’only if u have time.’She laughs out loud when she hears it.  She must find it funny. Me and my little food.‘arasso... but I wanna take a shower first. I’m sweating.’‘me too.. do you want to shower together?’‘what?’ she looks at me with unbelievable look.‘what what? We already ......’ I just want to tease her by saying things that I know she would be embarrassed with and I could see her blushing.‘arrrgghhhhhh.. I don’t wanna hear it. You sick, Seunghyun!’ she cuts my words and covers both of her ears with her hands. Laughing at her reaction, I plan to continue teasing her.‘what’s wrong with that? Let’s..let’s bath together.’ I chase her to her room but she runs so fast that she slammed the door before I could even catch her.I smile to myself, thinking about how cute she is when she’s blushing just now. gee! What’s wrong with taking a shower together? We’ll have our make out session soon enough, judging by the progress we made yesterday.I shook my head to clear off the dirty thought I make just now. aiiisshhh. This girl always makes me turned bad, thinking about dirty thing over and over again.Snatching my towel, I quickly slip into the bathroom, refreshing myself from fatigueness.    KNOCK! KNOCK!I knock his door to tell him that lunch is ready but he doesn’t answer at all. Does he sleep? I thought he says he’s hungry. If he’s indeed sleeping, I would choke him to death!KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!I bang his door for countless time to annoy him. He must be sleeping. How dare he forget that he asks me to cook?! Wait Seunghyun, you are DEAD!I decide to evade his territory to disturb his sleep but before I could hold the knob, he already...‘HUUUUAAARRRGGHHHHHHH!’This bastard! I almost fall on my knee because of his stupid, crazy, unbelievable gorillaz joke. To avenge him, I’m boxing him at his chest, making him whine of pain. Babo!‘yah! Yah! Yah! Stop it! It’s hurt~~’ he laughs his heart off at me. Bad, bad boy. I really scare of ghost, and how could he scare me like this to me.‘I hate you!’ I scream at him. Damn, my heart beats so fast it almost jumps out from my chest.I turn around, leaving him with his evil laughing and walk to the kitchen.A pair of hand suddenly sneaks up to my waist, locking my body from making anymore movement. Seunghyun nuzzles his chin on my shoulder, sending goose bumps all over my nerves. This man really..... I sigh.‘mianhe-yo.’ He apologizes by using formal word. I seriously cannot hold any grudge to this man. His manly yet cute personality always cheers me up anytime, anywhere.     She turns her face to me until our cheeks pin together. Shit! Her cheek feels so soft on mine and her red lips make me gulping my own saliva, resisting my temptation of her.‘scare me again and you’re dead.’Man, she sounds so sexy when she’s angry. Ahhh~ seriously, I need to stop this before she notices I’ve been turned on again. I let her off from my grasp and ask her straight away, ‘you cook?’‘yup. But I don’t know you’ll like it or not. Mushroom fried rice and warm fresh orange. Sorry, it’s all I can make.’‘wow! Do you really cook that? And.. you’re already changed!’‘yahhh! Do you know how long you shower?’I laugh at the fact. Hehe. I don’t even know how long I let the water runs through me. ‘aren’t you eating too?’‘hurmm.. I don’t think I can make it. I have appointment at 2.3o. I need to go now.’Her answer somehow shocks me. ‘already?’ ‘yup. I’ve told you.’She busies herself packing up her staffs and documents from dining table into her Hermes bag. This time, I’m glad she doesn’t wear her usually short skirt, instead, she dress in a blue jean skinny with a plain black long shirt tucked in. So simple, yet adorable. She lets her still-wet hair on loose, falling graciously upon her shoulder. How I wish she could stay for the night. i’m not ready yet to not seeing her even for a minute.‘can’t you stay?’ you need your rest alright. You did drive non-stop from Busan.’ I give her the best excuses I could think of so that she could stay.‘in a matter of fact Seunghyun-sshi... I can’t and I don’t need my rest. My brain is on spark now. I need to work. Oh, by the way, I’m not coming home tonight.’As I already expected. Why would I bother myself trying to change her mind?‘ahhh~~ please stay home.. please...’‘Geez~ stop it. Eat that food. I’m going...’ she looks at me with disgust of my aegyo. Aishh.. this jijibe. Nothing can ever stop her decision.Ignoring me, she walks herself towards the door when I am stopping her for one reason.‘wait.’She halts her pace and turns to me. ‘what?’ I answer her question with a long hug and kiss on her cheek. She stand frozen on her feet, probably shocked of my action.Then, I look at her, saying ‘take care and thank you...’  ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------It has been a while since my last update, right? MIANHYE YOOOO~~~now that i'm on holidays and at home, i have no inspiration at all.. TT..TT (sobs)has anyone attended BIGBANG DOME CONCERT? hukhuk.. i'm so jealous.my heart almost burst when i see YGE collaborates with my favourite artist, KEITH HARRING to sell their goodies.i am dying for the BIGBANGxKEITH HARRING HOODIES, but... i'm too far away from JAPAN and today, I see an update about my WOTP5 are having their day out at the street in JAPAN. *cry a river for the happiness of my WOTP5 & OTP5 and cry a volcano for my misfortune. sobs*anyway, please enjoy your winter and stay warm, everybody. naneun dangsineul saranghanida~~ XDXDXD