Bonus Chapter: Siwons Po (1/1)

Hey guys, just a little heads up. This Chapter is a bonus chapter which will pop up occasionally. One of the characters such as Seokkie will also have a bonus chapter. This Bonus Chapter will depict Siwon’s feelings up until where we last left off which would be his first kiss with Kyuhyun in the apartment. Just a little warning though, this chapter will be a bit graphic towards the end! ;) CHAPTER V: Bonus Chapter (Siwon’s Point of View)Siwon, why won’t you take over our family’s business?That is the question that my father always asked me. I don’t know why but whenever I get asked that question, it would always trigger this angry feeling inside of me. I would never want to be part of an organization that lives and breathes…and makes money at that by foreclosing smaller companies and leaving people penniless. Yep, that’s what my father does for a living. He owns one of the biggest companies in South Korea and yet he’s still not satisfied with his wealth. I really felt bad about what my father did to those poor people.I distinctly remember losing my best friend for it. Lee Donghae. He grew up together but once my father’s company led his father’s small business go down, he never forgave my family for it and he stopped talking to me. It hurt my feelings so much that because of mere money, I lost a dear friend whom I cherished the most. You see, as a kid, I’ve never really had a lot of friends because of who I was. People tend to get scared of the richest kid in school because they thought that once they get on my bad side, they’ll be ruined. But I wasn’t like my father, and I vowed that I would never be like him.That’s why after graduating from the University out of a scholarship; I began to measly assistant chef jobs at different restaurant just to make ends meet since father cut me off because I didn’t want to take over his business. Doing those jobs made me the man that I am today.I recently opened up a soup kitchen in the main branch of my restaurant chains. I knew that through this, I would be able the people who couldn’t even afford a proper meal. Doing this made me feel a lot better about myself. Yes, people recognize because I was featured in some cooking magazine and it really was a great idea because after being featured in that particular magazine, many people began to help by donating loads of food for the soup kitchen. And for that, I felt very, very grateful. It was a Monday evening when I received a call from Henry Lau, one of my few friends. “Hey Henry, what’s up?” I asked as the line crackled a bit.“Siwon, hey, I’ve got a friend who wants to donate a lot of pastries for you soup kitchen. Are you up for it?” he asked.A small smile crept across my face. “Sure. That’d be really awesome, I mean, many of the people eating in the soup kitchen would love it.”“Okay, then, it’s settled, we’ll be there in an hour or so.” Henry said as he chuckled a little. “Alright, I’ll see you soon!”“Yeah, I’ll see you!” I said with the same enthusiasm.That night, I was too busy to even know if Henry was already here at the back of my restaurant. “Dani, can you please re heat the soup for our guests?” I asked her—she is my sous chef and we’d been working together for the past three years.“Yeah sure thing Chef.” She said.I suddenly heard a loud voice calling me. “Yo, Siwon! Here’s my friend who wants to donate pastries.”I turned around and saw Henry. I really don’t know why but with Henry, everything has to be loud, much to my dismay. Then, I suddenly looked at the person beside him. He has porcelain white skin and a shy, nervous smile. He looked really cute acting that way and I felt myself smiling at him.“Hello there. I’m Siwon Choi, I won the restaurant in front.” I spoke to him with a warm tone in my voice.“Hello.” He replied. He seemed very nervous about this but I let it off considering I still don’t know who this person is.  “I’m Kyuhyun Cho—I uh—I’d like to donate my baked goods for your soup kitchen.” He continued.I smiled to myself because I already found him quite endearing. I noticed that Kyuhyun was a bit distracted so I looked at where he was looking, only to find Henry feeding mushroom soup to a little girl. “He always comes here to help that little girl eat.” I said offering him my broadest smile.“He’s always like that…” He paused. I noticed that he stutters a lot too. “Sir…”What Kyuhyun called me made me laugh. Here’s a guy who’s willing to donate probably all his pastries to my soup kitchen and yet, he’s calling me sir. Besides, I’m still very young. “You don’t have to call me sir. I’m only twenty-four.” I told him. “You can just call me Siwon.”I grabbed the cart from Kyuhyun’s hand and began to wheel it inside the kitchen so that it can be distributed equally. I noticed that everything in the cart seemed very new. Henry told me about a week ago that he’s excited for his friend’s Bakeshop and I guess it wasn’t a good first day.“Thanks for donating by the way. Can I just ask you one thing?” I said.He didn’t let me get a word in edgewise. “I just had a lot of extra baked goods.” He said.I can tell that he’s lying so I just nodded. I completely understand him and his trepidation.“It must be tough for a new pastry chef huh?” I said as I started to place his baked goods on a tray so it can be served. “Don’t worry, it’s just the start of one of many challenges in the world of chefs.” I said, trying to encourage him. When I said this, he smiled at me for the first time and I couldn’t help but think that there was something in there. Something that I can cherish. I know cheesy, right? But he was just too cute.When I returned to my humble home, it was quiet. I’d been living like this in the past three years and I’d never really bothered to date and I really don’t know if I’ll ever be committed to someone. Although I distinctly remember kissing a friend when I was drunk, his name is Sungmin. Although everything went awkward after that, we managed to find a way to laugh about it. Thinking about this made me thing about Kyuhyun even more because he drew me in just a snap. I don’t know why but his demeanor and his shy almost unassuming smile gets to me. So that’s when I ultimately decided to ask him for help in the soup kitchen. I know…I know, it’s really selfish of me to ask Kyuhyun to help but if I get to see him again then it will be very great.A few days later, I decided to pay a little visit to Kyuhyun’s bake shop. It’s a good thing thought that Henry didn’t grill me too much about asking him the shop’s address because Henry would normally ask a lot of questions like a deranged prosecutor. When I reached the street where the shop is located, I checked the time, it was already a little over eight in the morning.  I opened the door in his shop; I found it really cute with all the caricatures of cute animals plastered all over the walls that had been painted baby blue. There were a few quotations about baking. I immediately saw Kyuhyun as he was beginning to stack some of his baked goods. Just the sight of him made my stomach churn with excitement. ““Wow, you’re shop is really cute.” I said.He turned to look at me with a surprised expression. He shakily stood up from the crouching position he was in and gave me an awkward smile like he did a few days ago. “Hi Mr, Choi….I mean, Siwon” He stuttered. This made me chuckled a little bit because I really don’t know why he gets nervous in front of me.I decided to look around a bit. He baked quite a lot. I guess he got up so early and it made me think of how passionate he is about pastries and it made me proud of this boy whom I just met a few days ago. “So, what can you recommend for me to buy?” I asked him.He recommended his chocolate empanada. Just the thought of chocolate made my stomach grumble. I guess it’s a fusion of French and Mexican cuisine and it excited my taste buds immediately as soon as he placed a platter of it in front of me. Then, he walked off a bit to the refrigerator. I couldn’t help but notice that his pants were hugging his so much. I bit my lip. I shouldn’t look at him like that. If he catches me, he’ll probably think I’m a creep. When he returned he gave me a bottle of milk.As I tasted the pastry, chocolate burst in my mouth immediately. “Wow, Kyuhyun, this sweet empanada is lusciously delicious.” I looked at Kyuhyun and I saw beads of sweat forming on his forehead. “Were you nervous?”“Uh—no…I wasn’t Mr. Choi.” He said rather respectfully.“You already called by my first name earlier, what gives?” I asked him, folding my arms. I was a bit disappointed because I thought we were getting somewhere already but hey, it’s all good.“Sorry, I just can’t seem to help is Sir—uh—I mean Siwon.” He said. Suddenly a female student entered the shop and Kyuhyun excused himself from our conversation. He was bust with his customer when hoards of student entered and it seemed to fluster Kyuhyun because he probably didn’t expect this much people would come to his shop.So I decided to help. “Welcome to Sweet Love Pastries, dear customer!” I said cheerfully as I welcomed more customers.Kyuhyun grabbed my attention and told me that I don’t have to do this but I told him that I wanted to help him especially since he’s doing this alone. By lunchtime, all his pastries were sold out. As I sat on one of the booths, Kyuhyun handed me a bottled water.He seemed to notice that I was sweating buckets and offered me some clothes but I digress. He told me that he insists and he went upstairs in his apartment and looked for one. When He gave me this pink knitted long sleeves I felt myself laugh a little.“Are you sure about this?” I asked him as I stepped out of the restroom. I was wearing pink long sleeves with a teddy bear design. I’d been really afraid of them since I was two. But when Kyuhyun smiled at me. It made me re-think about my fear of teddy bears. We laughed about it a lot as I told him the story of how I developed my phobia. A week passed since I last saw Kyuhyun. Since I needed to talk to him about possibly partnering up, I decided to pay him a little visit. I didn’t really get to do so last week because I had too much business to juggle and it took me a lot of time to finish everything. As I entered his shop, I saw him with another man. They were kissing. My eyes widened. I didn’t know that Kyuhyun is in a relationship and it astonished me so much. I felt my shoulders drop as they kissed. Kyuhyun suddenly saw me and pulled away immediately much to the surprise of the man he was with. The man looked at me and just said: “Oh”“Uh—Kyuhyun, I didn’t mean to interrupt. I’m sorry. I’ll just to talk to you later.” I said rather awkwardly as I scratched the back of my head. I stalked off immediately and felt my heart beat go faster. I’d never even thought that Kyuhyun would be in a relationship and it bugged me so much since I was starting to like him. I guess what other people say is true, you can’t always get what you want. And right now, I want Kyuhyun but I can’t have him. A few days passed since I last saw Kyuhyun with that man and I decided to relieve some stress by grocery shopping. This had been a habit of mine every time things don’t go the way I wanted them to. I don’t really know why but it makes me feel a whole lot better when I get this sense of fulfillment through going to the grocery. As I was stacking thing in my cart, I saw him again. He was wearing plaid button down long sleeves, butchered jeans, and dirty convers sneakers. He was trying to lift a sack of flour and put it in his cart. I saw him slipping and I ran immediately. It was definitely a sigh of relief when I caught him in my arms. A small smile crept across my lips when I saw that his eyes were closed so tightly. As soon as he opened his eyes, he shot off immediately and thanked me. I asked him if we could grab some coffee and he agreed with it. As we were talking, I invited him over for dinner. I lied to him that I had invited Henry and a friend but hey, all is fair in love and war, right? I was ecstatic when he agreed. I was busy cooking food when the door bell rang. I opened it and felt my throat go dry. I guess Kyuhyun has this effect on me. As finished eating dinner, we talked about our plans for the soup kitchen and many other things as well. After that, we decided to play a drinking game. Half way through it, I was already pretty drunk, and I could tell Kyuhyun was too. As I was removing my top, I bore my stare into Kyuhyun. He seemed so drunk as well and I felt myself boldly walking towards him and I grabbed him by the waist and kissed him with as much passion as I can. When I pulled away, I smiled at him. “Wow, that was amazing…” Then my face fell to his chest and I feigned a snore, I tried so hard not to chuckle. When he was about to help me to my bed, I looked at him and gave him a languid smile.“Siwon, are you alright?” He asked me, as we both wobbly stood up because we’re so pissed drunk. I nodded my head and I leaned in and kissed him again. I felt him began to push a little but gave into the kiss as our tongues met. Kyuhyun wrapped his arms around my neck as I lifted him up and he wrapped his legs around my waist. I carried him as we reached my bedroom without breaking our searing kiss. As I gently laid him down my bed, my heart began to beat so fast. I pulled away from him and removed my boxer shorts revealing to him my most prized possession. I saw his eyes go wide and he backed up a bit on the bed. He yelped a little when the back of his head bumped into the headboard. I looked at him intently as I crawled to him and when we were so close, I pulled him towards me and whispered: “This isn’t just the alcohol talking…If you want to do this just nod but if not I will completely understand.Kyuhyun looked at me straight in the eyes he had this nervous look on his face as he nodded. I felt him touch my chest and I literally felt like I was going to burst into flames with just his mere touch. “But I just don’t want this to be a one night stand…I don’t want this to just be ….” Kyuhyun looked down, as if embarrassed to say the word ‘’. “I want my first time to be special…not just…for the hell of it.”I smiled at him and gave his lips a gentle kiss. “It won’t just be …I’ll make love to you…” I reassured him. “It might hurt a bit but, I promise you, I’ll be very gentle.”I began to remove what’s left of Kyuhyun’s clothing. We were now both . So vulnerable to each other’s eyes and I felt myself falling fast and hard for him even though we just met. Kyuhyun nervously touched my and looked at me as he bit his lip. “I want to taste you…” he said a little hoarsely. I looked at him and waited for what he was going to do.My eyes followed his every movement as his mouth hovered into me. A escaped from my lips as he enveloped his lips on my manhood . I felt myself get lost in his ministrations as he hummed on me sending vibrations much to my pleasure. As he went all the way down, I ed so loudly. Then, I heard him gag a little. I pulled out of his mouth and tilted his chin to make him look at me. “You don’t have to force yourself to do that.” I said as I kissed him passionately. As I began to take more control, I felt Kyuhyun tense a bit. I pulled away slightly a looked at him.“I’m scared…” he said.I smiled at him. “Don’t be. I promise, I’ll be very gentle.” I kissed him once again and felt him relax a bit. I spread his legs as wide as I can and saw his tight, beautiful hole. I smiled to myself and devoured my tongue into it. Kyuhyun ed so loudly that I bet my neighbors heard it. I decided to give it a go and put a finger on him. As I was sliding it in, I looked at Kyuhyun and saw a discomforted look on his face. “Are you alright?” I asked. I used my free hand to massage his inner thigh hoping that it’ll soothe him. He nodded and I decided to work it in. As few minutes passed and I found Kyuhyun’s prostate. Once I did, he was already a ing mess. I added another finger and felt the tight ring of muscle loosen up a little. As I was doing this, Kyuhyun was clawing at the sheets and ing like a distressed banshee. As I pulled al my two fingers out of him, he grunted a little. Probably of the loss of contact, I smiled a little and wrapped Kyuhyun’s legs around my waist. “I’ll make love to you, Kyu. This may hurt a lot but, like I said, I’ll be very, very gentle.”I kissed him passionately and aligned myself into his tight little hole. As soon as the tip of my manhood entered him, Kyuhyun screamed out. I felt so bad because even though I prepared him thoroughly, he seemed hurt because of me. “Do you want me to stop?” I asked him, a bit disappointed. He shook his head.“No. I want you to make love to me Siwon…” He said as he looked into my eyes with tears forming in the corners of his. I leaned in and kissed him passionately just to distract him from the pain of me invading him. I was fully inside when I waited for Kyuhyun to adjust to my size. It was hard not to because he is so tight and so white hot. Kyuhyun’s eyes were closed so tight as tears cascaded down his cheeks. I kissed his closed eyes as I slowly moved in and out of him. He was crying out in pain but as soon as I found his prostate, he began to meet me for . I was beginning to sway my hips in time with his as he buried his hips to meet my gentle s. He pulled me in for a kiss and smiled at me as I slowly made love to him. “Siwon…” he whispered to my ear.“Kyuhyun…” I said languidly as I felt myself getting closer and closer to my release.“I’m about to burst….” He said rather shyly. I smiled at him and kissed him as I started to him harder. The mattress started to creak but I didn’t care. Kyuhyun was shouting my name when I felt him tighten around. I felt wetness on my stomach a telltale sign that Kyuhyun had his release already. As he clenched his walls around me, I felt myself following suit as I filled him with my essence. As rode out my pleasure filled essence, Kyuhyun was already asleep. I pulled out and I looked at him and smiled, hoping that he’ll remember this as his memorable first time and that it wasn’t just , it was love making. I kissed his lips gently, the alcohol starting to subside. “Sweet dreams, Kyuhyun.” I whispered to him as he nuzzled his face on my chest and wrapped his arms around my waist. I hugged him as well as I was as my eyes slowly close and I felt myself fall into a deep slumber. End of the Bonus ChapterThank you for reading! Do leave comments guys!