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Should i be suprised? Anybody has all the right to fall in love. I can't stop him from liking my ex-girlfriend. I don't control him nor have the right to tell him to not court Yumi just because we were in a relationship before. Yeah right, i don't own her. That is so childish. Life is easier when everybody is friends. But i have this feeling that i don't want him to do that. I may not have the same feelings for her just like before but i still care for her... as a friend. I would yell at Youngbae to just go for it but its always easier to yell and tell other people what they should be doing. I don't feel right about it. I never thought that to all the girls around us he will like Yumi.... Okay, i understand. She is a nice and sweet girl. Friendly and easily to talk with. Those are the reasons why she quickly got closed to Youngbae. Feelings are complicated and messy. They exist in a gray area. Still, what i found most interesting in this is when they finally together then Youngbae will start asking me some love advices. Or what more is, what Yumi likes and favorites. I really honestly do want Bae to be happy, he never had a girlfriend and i think he would be happy with one. That's why i should just support him and do what i promise, to help him court Yumi. “You're gonna help me, right?” Youngbae asked. I turned my head and look at Yumi over the glass door. She was talking with someone with her camera on her hand. Then went in the studio after. I shooked my head, reminding myself that i will do this for my bestfriend. I shouldn't be selfish. I've already told him i'll help, so why would i back out? With a sigh, my manager opened the door of the car and i went in “Of course. A promise is a promise.” I answered as i leaned my back and rest my head. “Do you think she will consider me?” “I don't know, Bae. You know, it's hard to court a girl especially when she has a painful past. She will think that all men in the world are all like the man who hurted and broke her heart. But you can change that. You will be the one who will change her thoughts.”I realized many things after Yumi and I broke up and she left the country. I learned to care what other people feel. Like imagining myself in other's place. I already experienced hurt and pains before, but i think women feel two times pain more than a man. “I know what you're talking about Jiyong. But dude, i'm just planning to court her not to marry her.” I chuckled. “Okay, okay.. Go with your plans, do whatever you want. Just call me when you need help with something.” I said. “So here it is... I will make Yumi as the photographer for my Album, and it will be tomorrow already.” I asked, “Have you told her yet?” “Not yet” He answered “Then go call her, before her schedule packed up” “Will you go?” Should I? “I'll check first, where are you by the way?” “In the building, having a meeting with my stylist, director and staffs.” I nodded “I will drop by later, i need to buy something.. i'm hungry” “Alright, buy me too. I'll call you later” I hung up my phone and told my manager to drive to a convenience store first. I haven't eaten anything yet since morning. I would like to eat in a chinese restaurant but it will take too much time plus i don't want to eat alone. I put on my beanie only to hide my hair, wearing too much disguise makes more obvious. There aren't much people inside the store but the girl in the cashier noticed me and asked for my signature. I gladly signed the paper and immediately left. My phone beeped inside my pocket i sat inside the car. The message was from Youngbae  From: Youngbae Bro, can you fetch Yumi? I can't leave the building, we're having a meeting and we need her here. \    Well, i guess i have no choice but to go back. It's good that i cleared all my schedules for today that's why i don't have to worry that much. But tomorrow... i think i will not able to sleep. Because all of my schedules this day are moved tomorrow. “Hyung, let's go back to Yumi's studio” I told Manager hyung. We arrived there after a few minutes. I immediately saw Yumi as i get down the car. “Oh.. you're here” I nodded and took a sit. She went in the studio and came out with her two bags, which i knew that inside are her cameras and stuffs. “Let me help you with that” The bags is heavy than i thought. Yumi looked at me asking me if its okay for me to carry it. I smiled and told her i can. “Thanks” She said when we're already inside the car. “I hope i didn't took your time, are you busy? I should just take a cab. “ “No, It's my rest day actually” “Then you should rest” I laughed slighty, she sounds like my mother. “Yes Ma'm, i will” I joked We sat inside the car quietly, both having our own business as we wait to arrived at the building. She was scrolling pictures in her camera, but she didn't know that i was looking at the pictures also. Then a picture of her and guy caught my eye, Yumi stare at it and later without hesitation she hit the delete button. I cleared my throat making her look at me “We're here” Manager hyung was about to take Yumi's bags but i volunteered to do it. “It's heavy, you don't have to do that. You have your manager there to help” “I want to” I simply said. I left YG building right after i help her with her bags. As expected, there are many people in the meeting room and she was the only one who's missing so the meeting can start. I would love to stay, but i have nothing to do there. I could go inside the studio and write songs, but i'm not in the mood. Maybe i should do what they say. i need a rest. To relax my mind and body. Ring Ring * I pull out my phone, didn't bother to look at the Caller's I.D. “Hello?” i said “Hey, it's me” “Oh! Hey.. Why did you call, is there something wrong?” “Nothing, i just kind of missing someone” “I wonder who is that someone” She giggled “I haven't see you almost a month already, are you free tonight?” “Dinner at my apartment?” I asked, smiling. “That would be a great idea” “I'm going to cook your favorite food.” “Nice, let's see your cooking skills” “I'll meet you later. Come early, okay?” “I will. Bye” “Bye” I hung up the phone. Running towards the car, telling my manager to drive to my apartment quickly.               .~~~~Haven't updated for a month. Sorry, i got busy with school stuffs.So as ive said before, there will be many suprises and twist. I can't wait to reveal them.. lol pls   SUBSCRIBE  ,  COMMENTS  and UPVOTE   !