Chapter 1 (1/1)

haaaaa i don't know if it's a good introduction of the story XD but please enjoy!“Minhyuk-ah!” Thump! My heart skipped a beat hearing that voice. I turned my face and there I was seeing a man wearing our school uniform-white shirt and black pants coming at me. He was walking with other boys who are also my friends. He was waving his hand at me and I waved back at him.“Yah Minhyuk-ah! I was looking for you all over the school! What are you doing here alone?” He sat down beside me and did the other boys. “Nothing, I just wanna be alone and take a nap for a while” I answered him.“Eunkwang hyung, Minhyuk hyung must be tired. You know that he’s been joining the sport competition for almost a week right?” Yeah, his name was Eunkwang. A man with a beautiful smile and nice voice. He was my classmate and I’d known him since kindergarten as we lived in the same neighborhood.“I know that Ilhoon-ah! I was just wondering where he would have been as he suddenly disappeared after the lunch break bell rang.” Ilhoon was my and Eunkwang’s dongsaeng.  He’s a freshman while I and Eunkwang were sophomores in high school.RIIINNGGG!! The bell rang as a sign that our lunch break time had ended.“Come on, Minhyuk-a. Let’s go back to class!” Eunkwang held my hands and pulled me. “OK!” I said.“Bye Eunkwang hyung, Minhyuk hyung!” said Ilhoon and Peniel, Ilhoon’s classmate.“Bye!” Eunkwang and I said almost at the same time. As I was walking to the classroom by Eunkwang’s side, I looked at his side profile and I was amazed how someone’s face could be so perfect without any flaws. And yeah I was in love with Eunkwang. We always played and went anywhere together since we were very young. I knew him well and so did him. Every second I spent time with him was very precious to me. Like this, holding hands and walking slowly step by step I didn’t want this moment to end. “Minhyuk-ah!” His voice brought me back to reality. “Yeah, what?” I was kind of startled and afraid that he realized I was looking at him before. “Let’s go eat some ice cream after school later, okay? I have something to tell you!” His face was filled with happiness, I could see that. He looked so excited. I was wondering what it was he wanted to tell me.“What is it you want to tell me?” I was really curious. His face suddenly turned serious. “I won’t tell you now. It’s a secret” And he ran so fast going inside the classroom. I was just standing still in front of the classroom door and could not believe what I just saw. His face was blushing as he told me it was something secret. My heart was beating so fast and my mind was filed with so many possibilities. Could it be…“What flavor do you want Minhyuk-ah?” Eunkwang looked at me with a bright smile. “Vanilla and mint”“OK! You just find a table and I’ll order the ice cream” Eunkwang walked to the ordering corner and I sat down on a chair waiting for him bringing our ice cream.

I unlocked my mobile phone and clicked on my music player lists searching for my favorite song. I found one and played it. It was Second Confession, a song by BTOB, a Korean boy group. As I was listening to the song, Eunkwang came back bringing our ice cream. He put the ice cream on the table and he pulled a chair to sit. He pushed my ice cream toward me and he started eating his.“Wahhh! It’s so refreshing! It’s so hot today and it was nice having some ice cream. It’s very delicious!!” He said with his hand up like a child. Sometimes, Eunkwang acted like a child and I liked it since it’s cute and made me want to hug him.“Yah! You said you have something to tell me. What is it?” I looked at him in the eye and tried to see if there was any change in his expression. And that’s it! His face turned red and he looked nervous. My breathing was slowly getting heavier as I didn’t want something that I thought he’d say came to be true.“It’s.. Hmm.. I… I.. Ha.. Have.. a.. Girl.. That.. I Like” He hid his face behind his hands. BAAM!! My chest was like being hit by a hammer! It hurt and I felt like running away from there but I couldn’t.“Is.. Is that so? Who is that lucky girl?” I tried to calm down myself so that my voice wouldn’t be too hoarse because I forced myself to smile.He slowly moved his hand away from his face and his face was like a boiled crab. It was so red. “She’s our senior in school. Her name is Sinhye.”“How did you meet her?” I really wanted to get out from this place and ran as fast as I could because it’s too painful for me. However, I couldn’t do that because Eunkwang was my best friend and he personally talked to me about this. Moreover, it was the first time he liked someone.“I met her on the train when I was going to school. It was three days ago when you couldn’t go to school with me because you had to join the sport competition. She was standing next to me and she started the conversation between us. She said that we were in the same school and asked my name. Then, the conversation continued until we reached school.” He was talking with excitement I could see it in his eyes. He was so happy and continued talking about her.“She is so beautiful. Her skin is so soft when I accidentally touched her hand. Her smile is so cute and her eyes are so big...blah…blah……blah….” I could hear his voice no more. I was wandering in my own mind. I could see him so in love with her and looking at him like that I should be happy for him as I was his friend. But it was impossible for me to be happy for him since he was the man I love at the moment.I tried to hold my tears and forced a smile on my face. I tried to look happy in the outside but in the inside my heart was broken. My heartbeat was barely felt; I wanted to kill myself right now.“It’s a secret, okay Minhyuk-a! It’s just between us and I haven’t told anyone else including Ilhoon and Peniel.” His face came closer to me and his eyed looked straight into my eyes looking for assurance.“Yeah okay I know I won’t tell anyone” Then we stood up and got out of the shop. We went home.As I said goodbye to Eunkwang and walked to my house, Eunkwang yelled “It’s a secret okay Minhyuk-ah!!” I just nodded and smiled and went into my house.I went into my room and finally I gave my tears in. I cried sitting on the floor not believing this could happen to me right now. The man I loved was in love with someone else. It felt like the whole world shattered into tiny pieces. As I tried walking to my bed, I couldn’t  see clearly because tears was filling my eyes and my feet didn’t have any energy to stand up. I had no energy to stand up so I just sat on the floor and let my pain all out. I cried until I was too tired and dried my tears. In the morning, I woke up on the floor. I was wondering why I was on the floor and I tried to recall what happened yesterday night.  Suddenly, my chest felt like being pricked by many needles. It hurt, so much. I remembered. I remember it all. And again tears threatened to fall from my eyes but I held it in because I couldn’t go to school with my eyes swollen. Not long, I took a bath and looked at the mirror checking if my eyes looked swollen. And it wasn’t too visible. If someone asked I could just said that I was so tired and slept so tight last night and my eyes became like this when I woke up.When I went outside my house to go to school I saw Eunkwang waiting for me near my house gate. We had always gone to school together since kindergarten. He looked nice as usual, with that white shirt on his body I almost could see through the inside. I always liked Eunkwang’s body, it’s muscular and proportional. Maybe his biceps weren’t as big and tough as mine but still it fitted him so well. Also, his abs and his chest were just perfect for my eyes. Every time I looked at his naked body, I could never be able to hold my lust. I always wanted to touched it, smell it, kiss it but it was only a dream for me.“Hey, have you been waiting long?” I asked Eunkwang as I opened the gate. “Nope! I arrived just now.” He smiled at me. Thump! That smile… That lips... I really could not avoid its attractiveness. “Minhyuk-ah? Is there something wrong with my face?” He looked at me curiously. “Ah.. wha..what?” I was stuttering as I realized that I was looking at his lips for a while.“Haha what’s going on with you, Minhyuk-ah??” He hit my shoulder laughing and walked ahead of me. I was following him when he suddenly stopped and turned around facing me. I could not control my feet because I was too surprised that he suddenly stopped and my body bumped into his. As for two seconds, I could smell his body scent. It was very refreshing and sweet I could smell it forever.“Oi.. Oi.. are you okay, Minhyuk-ah?” He held my body so I didn’t fall. I stepped back from him, “I’m okay. Yah! Why did you suddenly stop?! I was surprised and I could not stop right away!” I yelled at him to hide my nervousness.“I am sorry” He smiled at me really cutely and rubbed his head shyly. “I just want to remind you about what I said last night” He continued and he was blushing.“Idiot! You don’t need to remind me I won’t tell anyone” I hit his head and continued walking. “Ouch!! It hurts!!” He frowned and I laughed looking at his face. “Come on, hurry up! Or we’re gonna miss the train!!”Then we ran to the train station and fortunately it had not departed yet.

I was laying my head on the table in front of me. I felt restless and tired because I cried too much last night. I tried to sleep when Eunkwang called my name.“Minhyuk-ah!” He was calling my name or I just said whispering my name because it’s not lunch break and our teacher was in the room teaching. I ignored him as I was too lazy to move my head. “Minhyuk-ah!” He kept whispering my name over and over and I kept ignoring him. “MINHYUK-AH!” He yelled, I sat down straight away and turned my head looking at him with surprise. Our classmates were looking at him. Our teacher was looking at him. And Eunkwang was just smiling foolishly, showing off his white teeth to anyone. “I just wanted to borrow Minhyuk’s pen”. Everyone was laughing but our teacher. “Eunkwang, come forward and answer the question on the board” Eunkwang looked upset but he did walk to the white board and just stood there facing it because he didn’t know the answer. Everyone was trying to hold their laughter and so was my teacher. Finally, our teacher asked him to go back to his chair.“Hey, Minhyuk-ah!! It’s all because of you!” I laughed because his face looked so funny. “Wah! How dare you laughing! I called you many times but you ignored me! Huh!” He turned his head away from me. I know he was not angry with me; he was just putting on a show and pouting. It was cute though.

“Haha. I’m sorry. I heard you but I was too tired to move my head” He looked at me and smiled. “It’s okay then” He patted my head. That’s what I always admired of him. He always cared about anyone else and didn’t get angry easily. “What did you call me for?” Finally I remembered he called me for something. “It’s nothing”“Come on, what is it?”“Uhmm.. Sinhye noona.. She asked me to go eat with her after school. But I am too nervous so I wanted to ask you if you don’t mind accompany me” His eyes looked straight into my eyes hoping for me to say yes.“Well.. Okay.. But you pay for my food!” He nodded happily and thanked me with bright eyes and wide smile. He looked like a kid. Really, I couldn’t say no to this man beside me. Sigh.  yaahhh that's it for chapter 1!! what do you think? XDi'm still on the process of writing the next chapter. please anticipate! hohoo