On Thursday (1/1)

Almost—almost, a few more days until Minseok comes back home into his embrace and he know Minseok would let him cuddle with him on the couch with their bodies so tightly pressed together because he is finally home after a week.He only has to wait for three more days until he gets to hug him, until he gets to press his body against him and smell his shampoo, he wonders how Minseok is doing in his cruise, he did not like the idea of Minseok going to a cruise without him—sure, he could’ve paid and for a cruise himself but it was all too late, there were no more vacancies.Lu Han huffs as he switches channels and lands on a music show with a big boy group dancing like stupid wolves. Lu Han laughs to himself and shakes his head—what if him and Minseok pursued being singers?When they were in high school and when Minseok was much bigger than him with round glasses and hair that stuck out everywhere, they used to joke about being singers—being idols even and Lu Han used to make fun of how Minseok would never be accepted because of his hair that was literally a disaster.But the pair never really went to go for it and audition because neither were brave enough for that, they don’t want to venture into the abyss of the industry, they’ve heard and known enough plus, it was never really such a serious dream for the both boys.However, now, Lu Han wonders what if they really became singers and they were the boys who danced like wolves on stage?Almost as if an instinct, Lu Han whips out his notebook from under the coffee table and takes a lost pencil somewhere in between flipping the notebook open and scrawling on the paper as fast as he could.Holy shit! Minseok, holy shit! In another universe, you and I would have had enough courage and bravery to audition for that one entertainment company! Thinking about it now, I think it would be great to know how would we do as performers don’t you think? I mean, that would be great because you would be entitled to sing which I love to tell you honestly, I’d love to listen to your lines all over again. I bet you’re even going to be more popular than me with the girls~ Sigh~~But then again, if we become groupmates, would I be able to hold you like I always do? Because that would be awkward, we’d be training for years and I don’t think I would have told you my feelings then. We would be put into a group of equally talented guys (but I’d still think you’re the best Minseokkie~) maybe four or six, perhaps even ten? And we’d have eyes all over us and I don’t think I can handle that.I think you’d be the best, you dance and sing well. I know you’ll be successful and remember that I will always be there for you, I will always always hold you don’t doubt about that, Lu Han will always believe in you no matter what. And I’d tell the world your nickname, ‘baozi’~ Okay I know you don’t like it that much but it’s cute isn’t it? Baozi~ Baozi~~ Baozi~~~ Yes, I just did write that three times no need to ask me alright. That’s how much I love you. Or that’s how much I love teasing you.Being an idol is tough, but if it’s with you, I think it will all be alright because you are my pillar of strength, Minseok. You hold me up and I promise to hold you up too because that’s what we do, we hold each other up and stand side by side, right? Right?On days off when our schedules would be free, I’d take you on a date at 11:00 pm. I think we’d skip the coffee and I’ll pull you to a café that serves bubble tea just because I want to know your opinions about bubble tea. Do you like bubble tea?Maybe you’d have bruises on your body and you’d scrape your knees from practice but don’t worry at all because I will kiss the bruises good bye and rub off the wounds on your knees softly because I don’t want to hurt you at all. If you are hurting, please do tell me okay? Please just tell me everything because I am always here for you. This doesn’t even sound like a story anymore and I guess I’m being so emotional UGH. This is all because of you.    this shouldn't have taken me this long ;;; i'm sorry orz but exo!au YO