Chapter 4 (1/1)

Bottle everywhere, beer pour in a puddle, jiyong being the dumbass he was fired all his maid even dara herself. Drinking the bottle, he keep tripping over his feet as he walked towards his room, his eyes closed as he crashed against the wall and slump down. The bottle collide on the floor, he leaned his head back against the wall wishing the pain would go away. His life was a compete mess, he doesn't know what to do. Drinking and smoking everyday, he was living a horrible life style without the younger. His eyes dilated from the harsh condition he put his body through, he closed his eyes and sigh. His food was running empty, his clothes want wash. Everyday he wakes up to no breakfast, he goes to sleep without the scent of the younger to comfort him. Falling on the floor, his tears sliding down sideways, curled up into a ball, he stayed like this until the moon shine bright up in the sky. "Seungri.." He called painfully for the younger, not even caring for no one but the younger. Seungri smiled gently, it didn't reach his eyes   Like it normally does. Eating his food quitely while his two hyung joked around with each other, feeding and acting like teenage couple. Seungri envy them, the court dates was close and he soon was going to be a free man yet his heart didn't feel at peace with the though of not being jiyong husband no more. He got so use to being always next to jiyong that it made him quite lonely. "I love you.." Daesung kissed Seunghyun lips gently making the older smile shading his lips. Seungri frowned, wishing him and jiyong were like daesung and Seunghyun. A pout was on his lips as he stood up and sighing."I'll be out for a while hyung.." Seungri walked out the door, he felt lonely these days. Uncomfortable to be staying at his own ex boyfriend house and his fiancee. Seungri grabbing his phone, he scroll down and stopping at the one name who made him hate him yet love him.Shaking his head, he pulled his phone back down but the screen shine, jiyong name popping up on his screen. He sigh, turning off his phone as walking down the street. Sighing as he sat down on the empty swing at the empty park, he rest his head against the pole and gently pushed himself. A figure walking slowly behind him, seungri eyes was still close. Both arm wrapped around the younger necks, a warm face nuzzle against his neck making seungri eyes snapped open. "Seungri.." Jiyong softly mumble against the younger neck, seungri body became stiff feeling the older chap lip graze his smooth white neck. The grip around his neck move towards his waist and tighten , harshly making the air knock out of him. "Come back..please?" Seungri sigh, tugging jiyong hand off gently but the older was stronger than he though. Shaking his head, he closed his eyes, the younger warmth took his pain away. "Please seungri..I'm a mess.." The younger closed his eyes, bowing his head. Scared that the older would do something to him yet he felt the emotional pain in his voice. Placing his hand gently on top of jiyong and sigh. "Jiyong..just go back home.." Jiyong shook his head stubbornly, not wanting to let the younger go. Seungri pushed him off him and sigh, standing up. Jiyong looked up with broken eyes, seungri could see the beard prickled ground under his chin, the messy clothes and hair. "Come with me then..let's go together.." Seungri sigh, stepping back while shaking his head. Jiyong felt his heart turned when the younger refuse, seungri bowed his head while looking at his shoes."We are getting a divorce jiyong. I don't want to get back together.." Jiyong frowned, the younger turned around and was about to walk away until jiyong grabbed his leg to stop him. Jiyong shaky hand clutch tightly against his leg."One more chance seungri..I'll treat you better" jiyong picked himself up and grabbed the younger waist with both his hand, starring into the younger eyes with sad eyes. He yearn to crash his lips against the younger but he was scared of the younger reaction if he does do so."I don't want to jiyong! When I say we are done, we are done!" Seungri was getting annoyed, trying to get rid of his deadly grip on his hip, he looked at jiyong with angry eyes. Jiyong frowned, he didn't want the younger to slip out of his finger. He didn't want his best friend to have him when they get divorce.Not caring, he grabbed the back of seungri head and crashed their lips together, seungri eyes widen, clutching the front of his shirt with both his hand, his hip wiggling to get free from the strong grip jiyong hand produce. Jiyong closed his eyes, the younger lips felt perfect against his, soft and addicting, unlike any girlfriend he had. Seungri eyes gently closed, his grip loosen as he too for lost in the kiss, moving his lips against jiyong, trying desperately to deepen their angel. Both their heart was pounding, jiyong grabbing his waist and lifting him up, sitting him down on one of table. "Jiyong.." Seungri breathlessly said against jiyong lips. His eyes were still close while jiyong looked at the younger with his open eyes. Seungri clutch jiyong arms, jiyong felt his heart skip a beat when the younger leaned his head against his shoulder, breathing hard trying to catch his breath. The smile on jiyong face reached his eyes and ear, he never felt this complete with anyone ever..not even with Kiko...Running his hand down seungri back, he shiver tremendously, a gentle kiss place on his neck making his hair stand. He never once felt not seen jiyong being so touchy. Trying to pry jiyong off, seungri stood up and ignored the older eyes, biting his lips. "..I-ll be going.." Seungri rushed away, leaving the older to stand in shock and confusion. Sighing heavily, jiyong walked back home, the sun was slowly setting, children all rushing to their parents. He clench his hand in a fist and sigh. He won't give up seungri just like this, he will do something  to get the young